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Okay,
Look, I'm really sorry for everything that happened. Sorry that I feel this way, and sorry that I was avoiding you. I'll even say I'm sorry we're friends if thats what you want. I don't want you to be mad at me. I still wanna be your friend, I wanna go back to the way things were, but thats gonna be hard, cause I've felt this way for a while. So, I'm sorry x 1 000. If that's what you want. Please just forgive me. I told you I never wanted to lose you, I still mean that.
Some people just dont understand,
others just dont care.
either way you spin it,
no one ever listens.
I wish there was just one person,
one person who cared enough,
that they would take the time out and listen.
Maybe then,
someone would understand whats wrong with me.
It's so unusual that I smile,
so when I do,
people ask me what I did.
I just want someone who cares,
that won't give up on me,
is that so much to ask?
it just doesnt matter anymore
why should i care
when you blow me off
and lie because of some material items
and friends that dont like me
why should i care about you
obviously you dont care anymore
you know who you fuckin are to.
okay so, there is this girl
she totally likes this guy, but he doesn't know that
they are like best friends and she has no idea what to do
when she sees him or hangs out with him she just aches inside because she wants to be with him and when she hugs him she just feels like shes in heavan
she doesn't want to tell him because they have the greatest friendship ever
and one day, she finds out he has a girlfriend. She is instantly jealous. she doesn't want to show it but she is. and she's really bad at hiding it. she goes home and is so upset that she doesn't even care about anything else anymore.
None of her other friends, her family, no one, and nothing.
So she goes to have a bath and she has an idea, she takes her razer blade and cuts her arms until she is bleeding so bad that she is light headed. she passes out from all the bleeding and her mom finds her 5 minutes later cause she couldn't hear water running. She calls the ambulance and the girl is taken away to the hospital because of a huge blood loss. She wakes up 3 days later and says "where am i?" and she realizes everything that happened. the first person she wants to see is him. and he is there, so she says bring him in. and the first thing he says is "you're a retard, why would you do what you did, what was going through your head?!" so she says "don't fuckin critize me!" and he says "you're right, I'm sorry, can I see how bad your arms are please?" so she shows him, he starts crying and she just says "so, how's the girlfriend?" and he says "what are you talking about?" and she says "i did this cause I love you and I am so hurt by the fact that you're dating someone and its not me" and he says "when did this happen? we tried dating, it didn't work remember?" she says "yes, and it was a mistake then, but now we know eachother, I LOVE YOU, why can't you understand that?" and she starts crying and says "just go" and he says "but w-" and she cuts him off and says "no, just go." she got out of the hospital the next day, she went home and killed herself with a note on the mirror that said, "he chose her"
