don't let anyone else control your emotions. they are yours..
if you fuck something up- pick your ass up and try it again
being good a few things is better than being okay at alot
ask for forgiveness, even if you know you won't get it
don't change who you are; let it happen on its own
don't let other people make you feel like shit
make a goal, reach it, and make a new one
some things fucking suck- just deal w/ it
listen to music that makes you dance
try not to worry about the little things
fuck it if it doesn't make you happy
work your ass off for what you want
find out who your real friends are
speak up, before you lose them
goodbyes will be hard...always
don't be afraid of being loved
stand up and face the music
read when you get the time
nostalgia is dangerous
laugh w/ a purpose
like what you do
own up to it
So I took them all down.
I grew tired of their hollow eyes invoking my thoughts
They were meant to remember the good times.
Reminiscence and regret stared back at me from the hollow eyes…
So I took them all down.
It was such a long time ago;
But yet- four years shouldn’t feel this long
Many things portrayed in their glossy finish are now dead,
So I took them all down.
I pricked my finger-
A scar will form
And this small cut proves my attempts are in vain
Because although they no longer stain my walls
They will forever remain in this scar
lets see...i get board veree veree easily. i dislike gurls....they are extremely annoying. ((not all of them just the general population)) i play field hockey, and yes; its a sport. i drink soy milk.i hav a short attention span, im veree loud, and tend to sai whotever comes into muay head.i dont drink alcohol. i kan bee serious, but dont reely lyke to be, and am not taken veree serious- unless i am extremely stressed out. then, ima bit of a bitch...im not a reely angry person...people tend to think so if they dont know me all that well...butt it takes alot to get me super pissed. i tend to not care about whot ppl think about me, soz get a little bitt out of control sometymes, but hey no wones perfect...i swear alot to...its kinda bad.humour is the best thing created buay god. and wen ppl actually get muine, its reely rather nice. rare,but nice.i also find shiny things absolutely fantasmic.when there are fences, i drag muay hand along it.if i see a stick i will play with it.in mall i jump from colored tile to colored tile...its a childhood habit. why wuld i break it now?immature? prolly....butt im in no rush to grow up. people dont understand. ps im cheeky as hell.....i also think that mariah carey looks like a man. cummon. yu know its true.
i also avoid confrontation at all costs. i can't stand it. so please- try to understand....especially if yu ar the exact opposite of it. i hate it wen people are upset and i dont know how to help them...or wen they won't let me help them.
i want to be a doctor.i want to travel to world.i want to live in australia.i want to be in ROME.i want to swim in every ocean.i want to play varsity hockey.i want to get a scholarship.i realize that yes-my life is infact field hockey...because its never not there,it never ignores you,makes you feel like shit,or is unaccepting....((ps that is not directed @ anyone specific...just to clear up the wee blur there))
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I hate*dislike* my name.
I miss somebody right now.
I watch more tv than I used to.
I love olives.
I love sleeping.
I own a lot of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. Well, I should.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is the best policy. - usually
I curse alot.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I have a hobby.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I've never broken anyone else's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I love rain.
Im REALLY paranoid.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have minty fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one brother and/or sister.
I shave my legs.
I have a twin.
I am actually wasting time doing this thing
I couldnt survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look..sometimes
I have friends.
I know how to do cornrows.
I am very pessimistic.
I have mood swings.
I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I think that I'm popular.---umm hello, everyone loves mee
I have dyed my hair.
I have kissed someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather eat than shop.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my blog.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I have a mobile phone.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have never been in a real, serious relationship before.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've had the cops called on me before.
Bite my nails.
I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
I've been depressed before.
I am bisexual.
I am homosexual.
I collect comic books.
I shut others out when I'm sad.
I open up to others easily.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I watch the news.
I own over 5 rap CDs
I like Disney movies.
I am a sucker for sexy eyes.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
I love Martha Stewart.
I really like someone
I am *slightly* self conscious.
I like to laugh a lot.
I smoke a pack a day.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I have some scars.
I've been out of this country.
I am really ticklish.
I love chocolate.
I am comfortable with being me.
I play computer games/video games when I'm bored.
Gotten lost in the city.
Saw a shooting star.
Had serious surgery.
Hugged a stranger.
Been in a fist*bitch-slap* fight with the same sex.
Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
Made out in an elevator.
Swore at your parents.
Kicked a guy where it hurts.
Been bungee jumping.
Broken a bone
Played spin the bottle.
Gotten the chicken pox.
Ridden in a taxi.
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
Had a crush on a student teacher.
Saw someone/something dying.
Driven over 400 miles in one day?
Been on a plane.
Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
Thrown up in a bar.
Met someone in person from the internet.
Been to a motocross show.
Done hard drugs.
Cheated on someone. Biggest mistake of my life.
Saw Bucks Fizz in concert.
Run away from home. for a bit.
Lied to your parents about where you are.
Hate more than love.
Own an iPod or MP3 player.
Are a sports fanatic.
Would wear pyjamas to school.
Have a job.
Been in love.
tYpE lIkE tHiS VeRy OfFtEn
Eat fast food weekly.
Believe in ghosts.
Can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
Seen a therapist.
Love white chocolate.
In a relationship.
Kissed a stranger.
Been obsessed with another person.
Argued for the fun of it.
Made out in a moving vehicle.
Been to a casino
Been in a bar.
I see things that aren’t there.
Been naked in public.
Come close to death.
Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night while drunk.
Crashed into a friend's car.
Been to Japan.
Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Slept with someone you shouldn’t have.
I believe everything happens for a reason.
Had someone cheat on you.