i'm trying to become more dedicated.
for awhile there, i lost touch with myself.
i want to leave this town, live my life.
dream big.
i miss film making.
i want to create something.
of course, this means drastic change.
going back to school, quitting marijuana.
merely being at home, family first.
i lost sight of my future.

dedication is something that i'm lacking.
but i want to make this life worth it.
to look beyond this place, move forward.

& you better believe i won't be looking back.