I like to live it up
but I have goals and dreams
and working towards them comes first.
I'm a procrastinator with horrible time management skills,
a shopaholic who cant stop the cash flow.
An addict who can't find a reason to quit.
A hopeless optimist with deluded dreams.
I want to be the girl next door without being so innocent.
I want to be the rebel with priorities.
I want the bad boy with the good heart.
I want to feel loved, needed and respected.
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I want to throw it all away and start from scratch.
I want to forget the past and create a future.
I want to learn all the things that can't be taught.
I want to succeed on my own terms.
I crave acceptance and it makes me sick.
I hate that I care what you think.
I'm such a good liar I even have myself convinced
things are how i want them to be.
I want to know who i am without having to think about it.
I want all the small things not to matter
and all the important things not to matter as much.
I want to be satisfied
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I want life to have a deeper meaning
than getting an education,
making the big bucks
and rasing a family.



