once your life is over will god be there to save you?
or will he simply laugh in your face?
is god even there?
then why doesn't he give me the answer?
the answer to the question i've been wanting answered for miles
it might kill me in the future but right now it feels so better
its the wrong decision i know it
creating hope in persons minds is so wrong
but if they could see me then
they would know
if they could hear me now
they would
please?
i dont even know
this five dollar bill keeps telling me ive fucked up
ever heard of scissors you piece of shit five dollar bill!?
so turn it up.
if its too loud, your too old
god wont save me ever
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complete?
i wish i could have just you
nothing else
just you
you know who you are
everyone else is scary
everything else hurts
every single negative emotion is in my bag that carries them
they weigh nothing but somehow keep me from moving forward with life
god damn
yeah so what if this is deep
fuck you too
whore
look i dont know if its right
i hope it is
but theres so many other things i need to do before i do this
its just so hard for me to see things the other way
and im not good at making quick decisions
i better not hear any of that bitches bitching
or it will go right back in
i dont know what the fuck is up
i think im bi polar..
i cant remember anything..
funny thing is... im not even smoking the green plant that god gave us so freely.
thanks god
i guess i could thank him for that..
maybe i need some
yup
i do
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