"Love is not a decision, it's a feeling. If you could decide who you loved, it would be a lot simpler, but a lot less magical."
~ Heal me ~
Heal me.
Heal me from this pain,
And all my misery.
Take these burdens,
The stress that follows.
Get rid of my sadness,
Chase away my fears.
Heal me.
Heal me so i can feel,
So i can breathe once again.
~ she...her ~
I wish she didn't kiss me,
I wish she didn't care.
I wish she didn't say we have chemistry,
I wish she never told me she liked me.
She hurts my head,
With her eyes.
She hurts my heart,
With her kisses.
she hurts my soul,
With her words.
So why do you look at me,
The way you do.
So why do you kiss me,
The way you do.
So why do you talk to me,
The way you do.
If you don't want me,
Please don't look at me.
If you don't want me,
Please don't kiss me.
If you don't want me,
Please don't talk to me.
[Because]
The pain you've so deeply,
Carved into my heart.
Hurts to much,
To try and go on.
~ Insomnia ~
The only thing that finally puts me to sleep,
Is you.
Creating this dream,
A fantasy world.
Us being together,
You holding me.
The way you kiss me,
Our hands locked as one.
~ Your loss ~
If you don't want me,
It's your loss.
I know we'd be good together,
I know I'd make you feel again.
However,
Your body language...
And unspoken words,
Make everything clear.
You don't want me,
You never did.
I filled the void,
A temporary fix.
I'm no longer needed,
You no longer care.
But you will realize
[one day...]
I genuinely cared,
My feelings were real.
So if you don't want me,
It's completely your loss.
I had a dream about her last night.
It was pride morning.
Me and a bunch of friends were sitting on the side of the road, waiting impatiently for it to start.
My phone rings.
It's her.
We haven't talked in months, she wants to know where I'm sitting. She wants to say hi.
I'm not paying attention when she arrives...steve just looks at me and smiles.
I look up, and she's standing right infront of me...as gorgeous as ever.
My heart drops into my chest.
She's completely taken my breath away, and all i can do is say "hey!" In that omg i've missed you so much tone.
She just smiles back and says "hey!"
The awkwardness could be cut with a knife.
She then says "well aren't you going to give me a hug?"
So i stand up, and give her a hug. Our hearts racing, beating as one.
I whisper into her ear, "I've missed you babe. It feels so good to hold you again."
"we need to talk" she says.
I pull away, and look into those beautiful amber coloured eyes of hers.
Scared, yet curious as to what she is wanting to talk to me about.
She then gently puts both of her hands on my face, smiling back at me ever so sweetly.
She leans in, and slowly kisses my lips.
As she pulls away from what felt like a never ending kiss, a single tear drops down her cheek.
"What's wrong?" i ask.
She smiles and pulls me into her. Holding me and never wanting to let go.
She whispers into my ear "I'm inlove with you. I want to be with you...I cant live without you baby. These last few months have been so hard on me. There were so many times i tried to pick up the phone and call you...but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I didn't want to know how you felt, too afraid of hearing you didn't miss me."
I reply "baby I am so inlove with you...and I want to be with you more than anything! I've missed you so much."
~and then i woke up. upset, lost, sad and confussed. Wishing this wasn't just a dream~
----------JANURARY BABY --------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet
someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance
your personality.
----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
new and realize that you are a perfect match.
-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you
repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your
new love in 8 days.
------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
will meet someone that may possibly become
one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5
minutes.
----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your reputation will boost someway in
the next 12 days
------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. but is often/always
upset likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or
restricted. caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone.
stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed.
a fighter. repost in 5
mins and you will meet the love of your life
sometime next month.
------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins, someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days.
---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will
not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming
up sometime this month.
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. ] Repost this is in five mins
and someone from your past who you stil care
for will call in mins
When a girl is quiet, millions of thoughts are running through her mind.
when a girl looks down,she is uncomfortable.
when a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she wondering how long will you be around.
when a girl answers"im fine"after a few seconds, she is not fine at all.
when a girl stares at you, she is wondering why are you lying.
when a girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
when a girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.
when a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.
when a girl messages you everyday, she wants you to reply at least once.
when a girl says "i love you",she means it.
when a girl says that she cant live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
when a girl says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.
KaRa = 1
kAyLa = 0
hehe...I'm winning
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I Want To Feel You
I Need To Hear You
You Are The Light
That's Leading Me
To The Place
Where I Find Peace Again
You Are The Strength
That Keeps Me Walking
You Are The Hope
That Keeps Me Trusting
You Are The Life
To My Soul
You Are My Purpose
You Are Everything
And How Can I
Stand Here With You
And Not Be Moved By You
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better Than This
You Calm The Storms
You Give Me Rest
You Hold Me In Your Hands
You Won't Let Me Fall
You Still My Heart
And You Take My Breath Away
Would You Take Me In
Would You Take Me Deeper Now
And How Can I
Stand Here With You
And Not Be Moved By You
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better Than This
And How Can I
Stand Here With You
And Not Be Moved By You
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better Than This
'cause You're All I Want
You Are All I Need
You Are Everything
Everything
You Are All I Want
You Are All I Need
You Are Everything
Everything
You Are All I Want
You Are All I Need
You Are Everything
Everything
You Are All I Want
You Are All I Need
You Are Everything
Everything
And How Can I
Stand Here With You
And Not Be Moved By You
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better Than This
And How Can I
Stand Here With You
And Not Be Moved By You
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better
Any Better Than This
Would You Tell Me
How Could It Be
Any Better Than This
