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<3
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04:18pm | Aug 03, '07 | Public
<3

jeffrey
 
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life
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07:21pm | Jun 06, '07 | Public
and if my life were a movie...


...this would be the part where it all comes crashing down
 
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postsecret :)
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01:30pm | May 23, '07 | Public



you're my happy everything
 
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i forgive you
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10:48pm | May 09, '07 | Public
" It’s been a long year
Since we last spoke
How’s your halo?
Just between you and I
You and me and the satellites
I never believed you
I only wanted to...

I’m under that night
I’m under those same stars
What you couldn’t do I will
I forgive you
I’ll forgive you
I’ll forgive you
I forgive you

For blue, blue skies
For blue, blue skies
For blue, blue skies
For blue, blue skies
I’ll forgive you "
 
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beauty
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12:37am | Apr 14, '07 | Public
" beauty so unavoidable
everywhere you turn, it's there;
i sit and wonder
'what am i doing here?' "
 
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wow
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09:23pm | Apr 12, '07 | Public
i can't believe i ever felt bad.
you don't deserve it;
you don't even deserve what you have
but you'll get your due...

i'm sure of it
 
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i believe
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01:06am | Apr 09, '07 | Public
.ahh savage garden. so true.

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
 
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running
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05:17am | Apr 06, '07 | Public
"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back."




i run when i get scared.
but not one of those calm, keep-to-yourself runs,
a full out, arms flailing,
wind-blowing-your-hair-in-your-face kinda runs
....the kind you do when you think there's a murderer behind you.




i am so sorry.
 
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for you
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01:57am | Mar 15, '07 | Public
For You...all of you
i don't know what this is about or who it is intended for
but if i say something that affects you and makes you feel like it was about you...
either negatively or positively , chances are...
it was directed at you


Lately I've been thinking a lot about how and who I used to be, and how I have changed and who I have grown to be...and I think I am really very pleased with who I turned out to be. I have a guy who loves me more than I thought was possible. I have friends who would drop everything for me. I have an amazing family. And I have learned that really, that's more than enough for me. That's more than I could ever ask for. If I look back at myself one year ago, that person is SO rediculously different from who I am now that all I can do is shake my head. I'm done with bending my whole life around to please other people. I still want to make people happy, and I still everything in my power to achieve that, but I am done with sacrificing my own happiness in order to make someone else happy. I matter too, and I'm finally learning that. You want to treat me like shit? Fine. You want to try to bully me into doing what YOU want? Fine. You want to freeze me out for the NOTHING that I did to you? Fine. Go ahead. But I'm done, I'm out, and don't expect me to still be there when you grow up and realize you fucked up.
Another thing? Let's not be catty and trash talk each other every day ok? We have a month and a half left and then this whole thing is done, so let's just make the best of it, because chances are, when you look back, it won't be half as bad and the people won't be half as terrible as it all seems now.
Maybe instead of hating, we should love. Instead of cutting down and hurting and shattering hearts, maybe we should support, and encourage, and be there to catch each other when we fall, not be the one standing there, laughing.
Mostly, I'm just done with the hating and the hurting. Put a little love in your heart.
And to everyone who deserves it...i love you. I love all of you in different ways, but all equally important. Thank you for the love. Thank you for the support. Thank you for the laughs. Thank you for everything. You make my life complete.
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statements...redone with lyrics
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02:29am | Mar 12, '07 | Public
Instructions:
Write fifteen statements,
Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to who.

(( i decided to switch it up and do it with song lyrics this time ))


01. You don't know me, and you don't even care...
02. And I wonder how my world would look without you in it ...
03. I want to be selfish, you're my everything...
04. Why can't you shoulder the blame, cuz both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both.
05. Have heart my dear, we're bound to be afraid, even it it's just for a few days...
06. I just keep hoping that your heart opens.
07. You're always there, to pick me up, when I'm down and out...you are the definition of friendship and unity...
08. Am I just like you? All the things you do? But if it's true then tell me how it got this way...
09. I've been held back by something, yeah, something you said quietly to me...
10. I forgive you, I forgive you, I forgive you.
11. Your time has come to shine, all your dreams are on their way...
12. So this is the way I say I need you; This is the way I say I love you; This is the way I say I'm yours...
13. The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
14. Old friends, like bookends. Old friends, memory brushes the same years, silently sharing the same fears...
15. There is a darkness deep in you, a frightening magic I cling to...I will always cling to...
 
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02:24am | Feb 28, '07 | Public
We all live in a house on fire. No fire department to call. No way out. Just the upstairs window to look out of while the fire burns down the house...with us trapped, locked in it.

i feel like my world is coming crashing down around me
and all i can do
is watch

but i know you'll be there to catch me
when i fall...
 
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what i know
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12:37am | Feb 24, '07 | Public
i know i'm not perfect and that i always mess up. i know that there are things about me that you probably don''t ever want to know.
i know that i try to push people away sometimes to see if they really care. i know that say the wrong things, and i wonder all the time why you bother and if i really am worth the effort.
i know i sometimes wish impossible things, and for some unknown reason, i am ok with that. i know that i am rediculous and i hardly ever make sense.
i know i don't tell you enough how much i appreciate everything.
i know i get moody really easily and i get unhappy for no real reason. i know i'm more than you ever expected, and not always in a good way.

but most of all...i know you love me anyway...
 
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i am
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09:49pm | Feb 22, '07 | Public
jessica

i don't know how to say the right things
i can't trust people
i get hurt insanely easily
i cry about everything
i don't believe people when they tell me things
i only eat when i'm in the mood to be hungry
but when i do, i eat like a boy
i listen to my music too loud
i test people even when i know i shouldn't
i don't dress fancy
i'm usually a mess
i laugh too loud
i am not very lady-like
and i usually never know when to shut my mouth

but i really do try.....
 
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&lt;3
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03:25am | Feb 09, '07 | Public


how many moments in life can you point to and say, "that’s when it all changed"?


(( cause baby? you changed everything ))
 
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02:58am | Feb 07, '07 | Public

jb
 
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