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i would just like to say to anyone who is thinkin of suicide out there.. its NEVER the rite anser.. no matter wat ur goin thru, youll get over it.. you dont know what your doin to urself and evryone around you.. tazz raymond took his life on september 7th, 2005 and left this as his suicide note :
"cant believe this is what i've came to.. not knowing what to do anymore with myself, or anything in my life. thankyou to my family and everyone who has tried to help me, but i just can't do this anymore. this is no one's fault but my own.. get on with your lives and just remember me as always loving everyone no matter what happend.. and i just can't go on anymore like this.. for everyone around me that has comforted me and shit, you did everythin possible but this just isnt in your hands anymore.. i'll see you all again one day.. some sooners then others.. but it's my time and i just can't keep goin on, i love you all unconditionly, remember .. always keep your head up, love you all.. tazz" when this happend i didn't know what to do with myself.. tazz was my best friend in so many ways.. been there for me since i was 3 years old.. tazz you have NO idea how much i fucking miss you.. i can't believe this.. some days i cant even bring myself to get out of bed anymore.. i just wish i could have helped you more. unconditional love baby.. don't know what i'm gonna do without you on those lonely nights where i think of takin my life too.. hunn i love you.. thankyou for EVERYTHING, i wish there could have been a better way. RIP , <3333[/size]

my boys n gurls!! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH

corey - thank you for EVERYTHING you have done for me, you + me + tynea are gonna be forever <3 i love u
alysha - thank you for helping me thru EVERYTHING n always bein ther - best friends for LIFE.
buttons - the one whos allwayz been there fer me i love you no matter what
alexa - beer buddies , ur 2 funny wen ur under the influence haha!
charla - bitchin at the gurl with the skirt - 2 funni
candice - WEED + TURTLES = ONE GREATE NITE!!
sonia - halloween was too fun, cant wate till next year baby!
bryan - bend over or open up lmao!
tootsie - save a horse, ride a cowboy - best nite EVER
carlos - too many fucked up nites 2 remember
kristy - NIGGERS DO IT BETTER
nick - your sucha hottie i cant believe u thru me a surprize bday - SUCH a sweetie
ali - tna bitches fer life HOLLLER
gorgia - shopping in the states was too much fun wit u!
cathy - ur the cutest person alive - all 5 feet of u
bizz - grade 11 math was the best wit u (the blazzzze)
cathy - youve been like a sister to me n i can never thank u enuff
charlotte - concerts wit u r WAY 2 much fun man!
fantasy - youre the best friend any gurl could ask fer, since grade 3!
ziggy - blazin at my place, wandrin the streets n' givin the poor guy some fried chicken! sucha sweetie
jamal - my big black boii!! u know i luvvvvv u <3 good times at the fair !
tyler - niggers unite! good times man i luv u
alicia - beatin the shit outta that girl that dropped the n bomb - too fuN!
kellie - victoria's secret + chinese food = 683$ later... priceless! aha i luv u


For Those That Have Left Us Too Soon </3[/u]

TAZZ - what the fuck happend to you hunn.. u dont know how sad youve made us all.. wish i coulda stopped u.. im empty inside without u and so is evryone else.. baby i dont know what to do without u in my world. i cant do this anymore.. RIP baby.. well be together once again..[/b]

fernando - too much to say for you, R.I.P <3 forever missed
carly - drinking + driving should never mix , R.I.P.
michael - thank u for makin my life good again, love u forever R.I.P
joe - bad nights have a new meaning for me .. i miss you SO much R.I.P
danny - shit went down with us but i forgive u for everything - R.I.P
grampa bill - u raised me and i could never EVER thank you enough, so much love - R.I.P
mom - even though i didnt see u much, u inspired me like no one else could , R.I.P, youre in a good place now
dad - we didnt have a very good relationship but i forgive you for everything you did to me, R.I.P
elly - you were the best sister i could have asked for, you didn't deserve this R.I.P <333

DUMB LITTLE HOES LIKE THIS :




how it seems like my whole world is fallin apart.. tazz im nothin without u.. forever empty without u.. cant stop cryin now that your gone babe.. RIP
when LGS call girls pretty much the same age as them LGS come on grow up u stupid cunts its called maturity
stupid whores with greasy faces
gurls that ware 2 much makeup.
gurls that tell other gurls that they ware 2 much makup when they need to fuckin look at themselfs.
how so many of my loved ones have passed too soon, R.I.P all of you <3
the KKK
abortion
white ppl who think its okay to drop the N bomb - BIG no no

tryin to keep it together but im fallin apart. </3