introspective sensitivity
seems reflective of vascinity

but im at a loss of words

1-20 Ghetto, 20-30 Average, 31-45 Spoiled, 45+ RICH.

Do you have:

Mother mhmm
Father nope
Step-mother. nope
Step-father. yup
Sister.yup
Step-sister or half-sister. yup
Brother yup
Step-brother or half-brother. yup
Nephew no
Neice no
Pet(s) yeah
Cell phone. NO!
Own bathroom. i wish
Own room. i wish
Swimming pool.no
Hot tub. when hell freezes over
Guest room. nope
Computer, Laptop or Desktop. computer
TV yes
More than 8 pairs of shoes. nope
Full size or bigger bed. mhmm
Sunglasses.mhmm
Watch. nope
MP3 Player/iPod. mp3's
Playstation 2.mhmm
Playstation Portable. eww
Xbox.eww
Xbox 360.eww
Dreamcast Sega.eww
Gamecube yes!
Basketball hoop. no
Air hockey table.no
Pool table.no
Ping pong table.i fucking wish
Fooseball table.no
Trampoline.nah
Nightstand.yes
Stereo in bedroom. obviously
DVD player in bedroom.no
Have something from abercrombie and fitch or hollister.nope
Ever Shopped at AE.no
Own a Gucci, Dooney & Bourke, Coach, LV, OR Guess, etc.uhm..
Wears Lacoste.
Parents give you credit card.i work for my money
Parents give you money most of the time everywhere that you go.sometimes
Job. construction
Goes shopping at least once a week.pff
Expensive cologne/perfume..ya
Camera-phone.ewwwwwww
Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle.nope
Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar/ i playem all
Piano/Keyboard or any other instrumentkeyboard
Hammock.not yet..
Been on a cruise.fuck no

Traveled out of the state/province. both
Had a personal trainer.no
Expensive jewelry.my stolen ring looks expensive
Met a celebrity many
Straightener/curling iron.sure
Have been to a batting cage.many
Have $100 on you right now. nope.. about 43 cents
Credit card or atm card, debit card. atm
Been to Europe.i wish
Been to Hawaii.i wish
Been to Mexico- Gulf of Mexico- no
Been to Florida.no
Been to Disney World.no
Been to Disney Land.no
Been to Las Vegas.no
Been to the Bahamas or Jamaica.no
Parents have a car.yes
You have you're own car.yes
Jet Ski.no
Camper.no
Been to 5+states in the US.4
5,000+ buddies on myspace.myspace is gay
Home cooked meal almost every day.almost
Been in a Limo.yes
Been in a helicopter.no
Own a camcorder.i wish
Own a laptop.i fucking wish!
Have more than 1 working computers in home.3
A wrap around driveway. nope
Owned a cell phone before age 14. fuck no
You can get in trouble at school and get away with it at home- pretty much sometimes.

so im not aloud to miss you
and if i do its an obsession
ive learned my lesson
just to young to understand
people shouldnt say i love you
and i will for ever
never will they no they dont mean it
even if they did "at the time"
im sick
the docter sais i need sleep
used to come easy
beleive me
i almost had it all
ill catch you if you fall

my songs didnt matter
the poems didnt care
paper is just one of those one way things
enjoyable, dispitiful
i meant every word

i didnt mean to fuck things up
like i tend to do
but im sick
and i need some sleep
even she doesnt want me

confused
up in arms
right in harms way
i walked through her mind
i could do it all day

again
down the stairs
down the golden pathway
i just want to see a smile on

7 digit freak zone
get off your fucking cell phone

i couldnt give a fuck if my poems dont rhyme
like me, i think ill be just fine
go ahead, let it take up all your time
caus it all comes crawling back you'l find

i couldnt give a fuck if i just dont know
where ill end up next, maybe im to slow
ill be forgotten like any other soul
just remember where you left your smokes when you go

if i could ingrave it into the sky i would
god would just backhand me anyway...

"crying makes you more of a man then anything because it shows you are a human"

thoughts on paper dont mean shit without a beat

so i guess im so low i need weed to get high
i guess ill never know excatctly why
it seems to numb me, like a need numbed
fucking shit
talk about falling in love

Rachelles dora blanky

sunset paramount
like a dream but better
let your mind soak in
insanity

i wish the sky would get off my back
and everything can go back
like it was.. all the grass

this fucking place is getting to my head
no one ever tells you how
and it rubs off, on everyone
no one we used to know
some one we never knew
we end up forgetting his name anway

an overwhelming feeling of insecurity
open up a little and come alive

my heart bleeds black.. from the depth of death.,.. seeking its revenge on my crippled soul..