Yup, you heard me.
Someone stole our Mary Jane, Tron's, Josh's, mine and Chris's.
We left it out because we went to sleep but someone had smoked it while no one else was around.
I'm not putting the blame on anyone but Tron and Erica were doing there thing in her room, Josh was sleeping in his room, and Chris and I were trying to enjoy a nice little movie (Lakeview Terrace).
SOMEONE STOLE OUR MARY JANE!
Bastards -pouts-

1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? Yes
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Yes
3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? Yes
4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? Yes <33
5. Ever kissed two people at once? I have no idea how that works but no
6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf? Yes
7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? I'm not sure
8. Older than you? Yes
9. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like? Yes
10. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser? Yes -gag-
11. Who is the best kisser? Chris <33
12. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone? Yes!
13. Was it a game? (truth or dare, spin the bottle, etc.)? No
14. Was the person your age? Sorta, he's a few months older
15. Was it a friend, bf/gf/ etc? My Boyfriend
16. Do you regret this kiss ? No!

TEN FACTS
01. height? 5'5"
02. hair color? Brown
03. hair length? Shoulder Lenght
04. hair style? Feathered
05. eye color? Hazel
06. shoe size? 7
07. smell? 5th Avenue Perfume
08. available? NO
09. have any plans for today? Going with the flow
10. mood? Dandii

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love? Yes
02. do you believe in love? Yes
03. why did your last relationship fail? Because the feelings weren't mutual
04. have you ever been heartbroken? Yes
05. have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend? No
07. have you ever liked someone but never told them? Yes
08. are you afraid of commitment? NO
09. have you ever had a secret admirer? Not that I'm aware of
10. do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, all it takes is a single look and they draw you in

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money? Love
02. hard liquor or beer? Hard Liquor
04. one night stands or relationships? Relationships
05. television or internet? Television
06. pepsi or coke? Pepsi
07. wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic Night in
08. colored or black and white pictures? Colored
09. phone or in person? In person
10. msn or myspace? msn

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out? No
02. have you ever skinny dipped? No
03. have you ever done something you regret? Yes
04. have you ever bungee jumped? NO
05. have you ever been on a house boat? No
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? YES! it was yummy
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt? Yes
08. have you ever ran away? Yes

TEN EMOTIONS
01. are you missing someone right now? Yes -tear-
02. are you happy? Yes
03. are you talking to anyone right now? No
04. are you bored? Sorta
05. are you german? No
06. are you swedish? No
07. are you french? Half
08. are you Italian? No and these are not emotions
09. are your parents still married? They were never married in the first place
10. do you like/love someone right now? Yes

TEN RIGHT NOWS
01. thinking about? Chris
02. are you eating? Yes, All Dressed Chips
03. are you happy? Yes
04. what were you doing an hour ago? Laying in Bed with my Boo
05. what are you wearing? Skinny's, Guitar Hero shit, black ankle socks and my jacket
06. are you cold? Yes! it's fucking freezing down here >.<
07. are you excited? Yeah, for when my baby gets back
08. are you upset? No
09. what is your current mood? Dandii

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? Yes <33
Q: Been arrested? Nope
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? Yeah
Q: Do you like someone? More like Love someone
Q: Held a snake? A dead one
Q: Been suspended from school? Yesh
Q: Sang karaoke? OMG, yeah man with Jade ^_^
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Q: Laughed until you started crying? Yeah man! ^-^
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yupperz^^
Q: Kissed in the rain? Yes, it was amazing
Q: Sang in the shower? Yesh^_^
Q: Sat on a roof top? No, but I want to!
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Nope
Q: Broken a bone? No
Q: Shaved your head? No!
Q: Played a prank on someone? No
Q: Shot a gun? No!
Q: Donated Blood? Nope
Q: Had your heart broken? Yes



LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Chris
2. You texted? I don't have a phone
3. You were in a car with? Chris, Steven, Junior and his Girlfriend
4. Went to the movies with? Chris, Brigi, Nick, Shannon and Kyle
5. Person you went shopping with? Chris
6. You talked on the phone? Chris
7. Made you laugh? Chris
8. You hugged? Chris
9.You cried over? Uh, I don't understand this question xD

WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue
2. Die in a fire or get shot? Get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Moon

2. Winter or Fall? Fall

3. Left or Right? Right

4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy

5. Where do you live? At my Bro's

6. Club or pub? neither xD

7. Is there 1 or 2 ppl who u can always trust and rely on? One

8. Do you want to get married? Honestly, Yes. But only if it's my Boo

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl

10. What time is it? 1:26 PM

11. Are you afraid of commitment? Hellz No

12. What is your greatest hope/wish? That we'll be together forever <33

13. Do you cook? No

14. Current mood? Dandii

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Yes
2. Sang? No
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Seen someone you care a lot about? Yes
5. Danced Crazy? No
6. Cried? No
7. Like someone you can't have? No

FIRSTS .....

1.Whos your first prom date? Prom is Gay

2. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? September 12 2003

3. Who was your first Best Friend? Haven

4. Who is your best friend? Christopher Kobold

5. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Chris

6. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Put casual clothing on

7. First celebrity crush? Pierre Bouvier LMAO

8. Current crush? Does being in love count?

9. First pet? Tico my shy little kitten

10.Trust with anything? Chris

I'm sorry but I...

I'm still worried...even though I shouldn't be.

I trust you, I really do.

I just don't trust them...I can't help but feel this way.

...I love you...

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I feel weird, like nothing is as it seems.

What do I do?

I'm all alone in this House,

Feeling like I'm dying.

I'm terrified, I wish I wasn't alone.

The emptiness in this House is screaming in my ear,

along with Hitler in the background.

I want to pull my hair out and scream at the top of my lungs,

Scream so loud so loud that maybe someone could hear me.

But this is my doing,

My fault that I'm alone even though I fear loneliness most.

Oh God, I wish I wasn't alone.

Sometimes I think things would have turned out differently,

If only I had done things differently.

And for some reason I think I regret those things I said,

Even though I shouldn't.

She deserved every last word I said to her.

I am not a disappointment,

In fact, I think I've been doing a lot better than she has from the beginning.

I've been a better person than she has and yet I still don't get praised for it.

I want her to notice that I am trying

And not just sitting on my ass doing nothing.

I want her to tell me I am a good Daughter.

I want to hear it.

But, I know I won't be able to

No matter how hard I try.

I just hope that someday she will say,

"You've done a good job, Katrinna"

But all I can really do is dream.

At least I have someone to help me,

and to push me so I won't give up.

And I thank you (you know who you are)

You've done so much good in my life that I can't even begin to describe

How good it makes me feel inside.

But, it still matters to me that she doesn't think I'm trying.

I'm just glad you see it,

Because if you didn't, then I would actually believe that I'm not trying.

Should I be afraid?

Of being alone, I mean.

I have what I want, the person that means the most to me.

But yet, I'm still afraid of that loneless that haunted me for so many years.

I don't want to be afraid anymore.

The void in my life that I thought could never be filled is filled.

And it makes me happy.

More happy than I've ever been in years.

But, why I'm afraid that I'll lose him?

He told me that it's normal to be afraid.

But, why should I?

Promises can be broken but he didn't promise it would be forever.

And I'm glad he didn't.

Promising me something like is just giving me a reason to break if it happens.

But, I know it won't.

Because, I've never felt like this before.

Feeling so alive, so loved, and so cared for.

I wish I could describe

Every feeling I get when I'm with him.

But, I can't.

Putting Love on paper is impossible.

I know will last till the very end of time, because True Love is real.

And something that could never break.

I just hope that this forever people speak of is true.

Because forever would be more than I asked for.

And it would show me, that I'm not fucked in the End.

With every appearence by you

Blinding my eyes

I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do

You're an angel disguised

And you're lying real still

But your heart beat is fast just like mine

And the movie's long over

That's three that have passed, one more's fine

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe

I'll give you my heart on a string

I just don't wanna miss anything

I'm trying real hard not to shake

I'm biting my tongue

But, I'm feeling alive with every breathe that I take

I feel like I've won, You're my key to survival

And if it's a Hero you want

I can save you

Your whispers are priceless

Your breathe, it is dear

So, please stay near

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anyting

I will share the air breathe

I'll give you my heart on a string

I just don't wanna miss anything

Say my name, I just want to hear you

Say my name, so I know it's true

you showed me how to live

So just say:

That you'll you stay awake for me

I don't wanna miss anyting

I will share the air I breathe

I'll give you my heart on a string

I just don't wanna miss anything

Secondhand Serenade