Shout outs
My baby girl Tanis, you have been by my side through lots of #### and you have always been on my mind even when we were in that stage of not speaking to each other. I thought of you often and missed you just as much. Can't wait to see you this summer so we can get our party on!! And you can meet my new addition!!! I love you with all my heart and always will

Ah my good friend Kim, what can I say...you are my friend through an ex relationship but you are one of the best friends a girl could ask for, you got to see how much I went through this last relationship and you were always there if I needed a shoulder to cry on or a leg to stand on, I can never thank you enough for all that you have done for me but I am going to try anyway THANK YOU for being there when I needed you!!!

Brit you know it has been a long ride in our on off friendship but I am glad that we talk and can get along. My daughter just loves your son and had such a good time that one day all I heard from her was how much she wanted him to come over and play we both know that would not have gone over well but at least she tried. It is really too bad that we could not have gotten together before I left I am sure she would have loved to say goodbye to him. Maybe one day we will get them together and hook em up so to speak lol I would be glad if he was Mikki's boyfriend at least I know he would treat her right!!!

Megan I am so glad that I got to get you back into my life after what seemed like an eternity. I understand where you were coming from and that you did not want to see me get hurt. You were right in the beginning and I can admit that now I may have been foolish to think that I really could change a person that much. I am glad that you are speaking with me again as you are the godmother of my child and I would not want it any other way. You are my best friend who lives miles away and is now a wife to a man that I have only spoken to on the phone but I know he treats you good and that you are happy which makes me happy. I still look at the pictures of us and wonder how you ended up on the opposite side of canada, but no matter the distance you are still in my thoughts and I still miss you like crazy you have to come visit and meet my new addition and I want to meet that hubby of yours

Carie although I have not seen you in what seems like forever I still think you are a wonderful friend and a wonderful mother. I may have been foolish to let him push you away from me. I know in my heart the things he said you did were not true and it was just his way of controlling me. I am glad that you sort of understood how it went, although you are right I have never been the type of person to let a man control me enough to get me to turn my back on the people that will be there forever... my friends. I am glad that you are doing well and that your daughter is happy and healthy we still think of you often and hope all is well.

Courtney a friend that has been through hell and back and did not deserve any of what was thrown at her. You are a remarkable person and I am glad that I can consider you a friend. I think after all the drama subsided the realization that true friends are hard to come by kicked in. Take good care of that beautiful baby girl that is no longer a baby lol.

Kandi you are my best friend and you are just like a sister to me. I must admit that I miss you the most out of everyone that I had to leave behind in order to better myself. You have been there the longest out of everyone that I know...going on almost ten years and not a single day passes that I am not grateful for your true friendship. There was never a doubt in my mind that you were always the most reliable friend and you knew I had to do this and mainly because you knew the ins and the outs of Everything that I was going through. i am glad that I will always have you on my side no matter how far away I am.

Got to send a shout out to my boys you know who you are and you know why I send this out to you. Although we may not have talked much over the year you guys have been chillin and as soon as I could I got a hold of you guys and explained why I had to push you away and your understanding lets me know that you guys are the best guys a girl could ever ask for. I know that you all think the same way about me today as you did all that time ago...You rock I mean it thank you for all your encouraging words and letting me know that I still got it!!! :love:

anybody that i forgot and you think you should be here let me know it is really hard to think of all the people who have made an impact on my life but these are the ones that came to mind