blackeyes6 - 19, Male, St. Albert
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hahaha
wow people still use nex, i find this funny lol i will never be on again
 

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facebook
so i never go on nex, so add me on facebook please
Brandon Brennan
if you don't know witch one is me
i have a stupid pic of me as my profile pic haha
 

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Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit
 

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And there's the rub, we can talk for a while
But I have sweet nothings to say
You don't want me anyway, you don't want me anyway
So why, why should I stay?

So goodbye to you and your life
Your new best friends, your confidence
And I'll be here when you get home

Sitting halfway, away from nowhere
Praying for our lips to touch
Holding myself for a second
Just to catch you smile on this line
 

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well then
dangg, this is driving me crazyy
 

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hahahahaha
wow, i can't belive i actually went to three doors down.
 

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I put on a smile
so no one can see
the troubles that lie
so deeply in me
 

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i love you
you said you loved me
it felt like a dream
i was as happy as one could be

you went away
and promised me
"baby don't worry, i love you
and you love me and thats the
way it will always be"

well you came back
now i realise that was a lie
what a fool i was
for believing you loved me
and for me not able to
stop loving you.
 

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now i have nothing to look forward to.....
 

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men in tights HAHA


haha what our class did
 

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turn on the shower
lock the door
fall on the tile
and cry once more
grab a towel
damp the sounds
don't let a soul hear
that you're breaking down
 

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HAHA
 

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I am sorry
A Boy saying these...

I'm sorry...
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you.

I'm sorry...
That I was raised with enough respect
to not sleep with you when you were drunk.

I'm sorry...
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants.

I'm sorry...
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised.

I'm sorry...
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy".

I'm sorry...
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk.

I'm sorry...
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things.

I'm sorry...
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club.

I'm sorry...
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry...
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date.

I'm sorry...
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out, you went home with another guy.

I'm sorry...
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough for you to listen to me when I need a friend.

I'm sorry...
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be
thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around.

I'm sorry...
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work.

I'm sorry...
that you can't realize... I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry...
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care.

But most of all

I'm sorry...
For not being sorry anymore.

I'm sorry...
That you can't accept me for who I am.

I'm sorry...
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry...
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it,
I thought that was what friends were for.

I'm sorry...
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry...
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you
instead of spending time with my family.

I'm sorry...
That I cared.

I'm sorry...
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to. Maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as "GIRLS DON'T REALIZE THESE THINGS.