THIS IS BEAUTIFUL .AND YOU WILL CRY...
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."
Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:
"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.
I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but I'm slipping in between
You and your big dreams
It's always you
In my big dreams
And you tell me that its over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless
and im naked
you gotta get out
you cant stand to see me shakin
no
could u let me go?
i didnt think so
and youi dont wanna be here in the future
so you say the presants just a pleasant interuption to the past
and you dont wanna look much closer
cause ur afriad to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had
crashed
and it did
because of me
and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that your alone oh
and im sleeping in your living room
but we dont have much room to live
and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that I could take you there
but damnit you're so young
well i dont think i care
and if i hurt you
then im sorry
please dont think that this was easy
and then you bring me home
cause we both know what its like to be alone oh
and im dreaming in your living room
but we dont have much room to live
and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesnt she look good
standing in her underware
and i was thinking
what i was thinkin
we've been drinkin and it doesnt get me anywhere
my konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do was touch her long blond hair
and ive been thinkin
but it hurts me thinking
that these nights when we were drinking
no they never got us anywhere
no
this is because i can spell confusion with a 'K'
and i can like it
its to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
its to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
im not your star
isnt that what you said
what you thought this song meant
and if this is what it takes
just to lye with my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
all the hell i put you through
i always catch the clock
its 11:11
now you wanna talk
its not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine
my konstantine
they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
ya know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl
who got into my head
with all these fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby you could keep me up in bed
my konstanine
you spin around me like a dream
we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did u know i missed you(x7)
i miss you
and then you bring me home
and we go to sleep
but this time not alone
and i know
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
i know you miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think
maybe that i miss you in my licing room
but we dont have much room
i said does anybody need that room
because we all need a little more room
to live
my konstantine...
Boy: I saw her today
Girl: I saw him today
Boy: It seems like its been forever
Girl: I wonder if he still cares
Boy: She looks better then before
Girl: I couldn't stop staring at him
Boy: I asked her how things were going
Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend
Boy: I'd choose her over any girl I'm with
Girl: He's probably really happy right now
Boy: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry
Girl: He couldnt even look at me
Boy: I told her I miss her
Girl: He doesn't mean it
Boy: I meant it
Girl: He didn't mean it
Boy: I love her
Girl: He loves his new girlfriend
Boy: I held her for the last time
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug
Boy: Then I went home and cried
Girl: Then I went home and cried
Boy: I lost her
Girl: I love him
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me u love me.
Girl: Fine, I love u. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can u take my helmet off & put it on? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it but only 1 survived..
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
----Things I've Done In Life----
(X) smoked a cigar
(X) smoked a cigarette
(X) been in love
(_) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of your parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) Been in the back of a cop car
(_) been arested
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) skipped school
(_) seen someone die
(X) been to Canada
(_) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
(_) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
(_) been snowboarding
(X) met someone in person from the internet
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made out with someone
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(_) gone puddle jumping
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) watched the sun set
(_) felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(_) been suspended from school
(X) been in a car accident
(X) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) danced in the moonlight
(X) liked the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been lost somewhere
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently coloured with crayons
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) danced in the rain
(X) made out in the rain
(X) written a letter to Santa Clause
(X) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(_) made an illegal bonfire
(X) gone roller skating
(X) had a wish come true
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(_) glued your hand to something
(X) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(_) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours?
(X) stayed up all night
(_) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(X) gone streaking
(X) Played nickie nickie nine doors
(X) played chicken/truth or dare
(X) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(_) broken a bone
(X) been easliy ammused
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(X) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) had sex
(X) seen your mama cry
(_) thrown up in a bar
(X) been moshing at a concert
(X) made a snow angel
(X) had a one night stand
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) had braces
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
(X) used a fake id
(X) felt like an outcast
(X) been robbed
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(X) been misunderstood
(_) been to the states jus everywhere else :S
(X) petted a goat
(X) won a contest
(X) run a red light/or walked one
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(X) had deja vu
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) watched the sun rise with a friend/lover
(X) crashed a party
(X) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
(_) screamed penis in class
(X) ate dog/cat food
(X) told a complete stranger you loved them
(X) kissed a mirror
(X) kissed a fish
(_) didn't take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(X) had a tree house
(_) believe in ghosts
(_) had more then 30 pairs of shoes
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school
(X) been told your hot by a stranger
(_) caught a fish then ate it
(_) made porn (non-intentially or intentially)
(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) forgotten someone's name
(X) slept naked
(_) been kicked out your house
(X) Stolen Something
(X) laughed at a fag
(X) made your own kite
(X) fallen in love with a fictional guy/woman
(X) Forgot someones birthday
(X) cried for a whole night
(X) traveled to at least 6 places
so
i am really bored
i started school in canada again, which is so much different than what i know.. but peple here are really nice.. i like it..
but i miss it over in singapore
i dont know what to write, this is pretty much absolutely pointless these blogs.. i never know what to say!!!
well whatever
cheers
