Im sick of your drama and Im sick of you treating my girlfriend like shit.
When your fucking caught your caught dont fucking lie out your ass.
All of you need to grow the fuck up and learn Karma's gonna hit you square in the ass.
You talk shit, you get bitched at, simple as that.

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(lets see if you can get through it. if not; you're too scared about your past)

-Longest relationship:
5 months 3days <3

-Shortest relationship:
like 3 hours

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?
actually only one

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?
I know so now.

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
yes.

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yes

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
in a relationship

-Have you ever been cheated on?
YES!

-Have you ever had your heart broken?
i thought i was going to but like by my own doing
but she always gave me another chance

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes(im sorry babe)

-Talk to any of your ex's?
no never actually

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your ex's would you?
as long as im with rebbeca for the rest of my life i wouldnt change anything
but i would change the way things went before we dated so that i didnt hurt her


-Think any of your ex's feel the same way?
i dont care im with the girl i love right now so that doesnt matter

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
i believe i am starting to be but i dont think i have been the best to becca

-Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yeah, duh been cheated on

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
I don't think so...


-Have you dated someone older then you?
no

-Dated someone younger then you?
Yup

-Do you regret anything that you have or haven’t done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?
yeah, i regret dating them. because i wish i had the one im with the whole time

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
in relationships it depends right

-Believe in love at first sight?
Not love but strong STRONG like that turns to love

-Ever dated two people at once?
never dated two people at once but
deffinitly broke her heart before we dated

-Ever stole someones boyfriend or girlfriend?
well i think so kinda

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
i dont think so

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
It's worse

a new song i fuckin love
by LIL WAYNE

"Prom Queen"

[Verse 1:]
I love the fancy underwear
I sit behind her every year
Waitin' for the chance to get
To tell her I'm the one she should be with
Shes popular with all the guys
So innocent in my eye
I could see her in my life
she wouldve had the perfect sweetman

[Bridge:]
But see she had other plans
I could not understand
Her and her stupid friends
Varsitys biggest fans
Never forget the day
She laughed and walked away
And I couldnt stop her
I guess she had it all

[Chorus:]
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didnt think I could play the part
But now the prom queen, the prom queen
Is crying sittin outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around

[Verse 2:]
They loved her fancy underwear
Every boyfriend every year
She tried to keep em entertained
When they can hardly remember her name
She did everything she could just to
To make him love and treat her good
She found herself alone
Askin herself where did she go wrong

[Bridge:]
She didnt realize
She chased the type of guys
That dont believe in ties
Tryin to apologize
Never forget the day
She laughed and walked away
And I couldnt stop her
I guess she had it all

[Chorus]
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didnt think I could play the part
But now the prom queen, the prom queen
Is crying sittin outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around

[Guitar Solo]
Getup!

[Chorus:]
She had it all figured out
But she left me with a broken heart
Fucked around and turned me down
Cause she didnt think I could play the part
But now the prom queen, the prom queen
Is crying sittin outside of my door
She never know how
How everything could turn around

(WOO)

Type your name (No using delete)

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with your chin= blkair wastonew3

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Everybody who reads this blog
I want to know your honest opinion of me
I didnt want to do a poll because
then you are limited to certain answers
and i want to hear what everyone has to say about me
just as something fun
whether it is a compliment or a comment
mean or nice
i want to hear it
i will hold nothin against anyone
i just want to see where i stand with everyone
im not gunna limit how much you can say
so say as much as you want
thanks guys

So yeah
becca and i were talking one day
and she came up with this idea on how to get to grad

neither of us wanted to spend a hole lot of money on a limo
so she suggested to ask one of our friends dads if we could rent his bus out for the night and have him drive it
He said yes
300 dollars for however long we wanted it
and he is a DJ too so we might ask him if he can set up the speakers in the back
and i am going the night before grad to decorate it and clean it
so if anyone wants or needs a way to grad and wants to come with us in our ballin bus
you are welcome to come just let becca or i know so we can see how much it is gunna cost each person
o and by the way it fits like 30 people

Why do i keep putting it off
i need a cell phone
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

OMFG
i am so tired but its like i just cant get or stay asleep
i dont know why
its so hard to get to sleep
and when i do get to sleep i keep waking up
this is the third time tonite
and i went to bed at like ten thirty

You are the love of my life
You are the soul to my body
You are the best thing that ever happened to me
You are the best thing that ever will happen to me
You are the girl i want to spend the rest of my life with
You have touched my heart in ways i never thought possible
You have helped me through more than you know(seriously:if you wanna know just ask and ill tell you but no one else can know)
You matter more than anyone or anything else
You give my stomach butterflies when your around
You make my bones week
You make me breathless when you kiss me
You have given me reason
You have given me purpose
You have given me hope
and
You have given me your heart

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

By:Bryan Adams

Hey baby
im so sorry
i know im not the person you wanted me to be
and i know you love me all the same and that makes me feel awesome
knowing that even though i may not be the person you though you would be with
and i realize that i make you upset when i always think your going to leave me
and im sorry for that too
its just that i never thought i would find a girl like you
a girl i love so much and never want to be without
and i guess im just scared because i never wanna be without you again
so i try hard not to be without you and yeah
its just that im scared
but i love you and you love me so everything will be fine i guess
love you babe

I wish i could do something right
something to show how much i care
to show you that your number one and you always will be

I wish I could make her feel good, pretty, and perfect
I wanna make her believe she is what she is to me
I guess im just not doing that, so i cant be doing a good job as a boyfriend
I wish i could show her how much i love her

So the last two blogs i wrote
They Got Me Thinking

Has anyone other than me
Noticed that my blogs are always about Becca
Im not saying its a bad thing
I really like the fact that i have found the girl i wanna be with forever

Its just that i was thinking
That to people that dont know me and Becca that well
I must seem like over obsessive and clingy and like stockerish
lol
I meen its all good with me
Just thats what i noticed lol

Love you baby

Kutless-"Promise Of A Lifetime"

I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside
I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow
Through the change