blazinbabe - 22, Female, Alberta
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outta thereeee
finally outta that hell hold
moving forward with my live,
feels so good to be freee
 

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Its pretty fucked up how things change so fast....
but i guess it was no suprise to me...high schools pretty much a joke.
nothing real ever comes out of it, people change to much
2 more months is all i keep telling myself....then im gone, for good.
 

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miss you guys</333
Auntie Jeanne <333
R.I.P
you were amazing.
i miss you so much.






Uncle Gary <333
R.I.P
You Will Never Be For Gotten.


DEATH
R.I.P-
Uncle Paul
Auntie Jeanne
My Kitten
Uncle Gary
 

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You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was realI im sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies


I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding me in your arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart


I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
 

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now that i finally see what i want and need in life,
it`s too late to apologize.
 

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Why
do you always do this to me?
Why
couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby
why

It's notsupposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me
why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?

I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby,
why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
 

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miss you guys&lt;/333
Auntie Jeanne <333
R.I.P
you were amazing.
i miss you so much.






Uncle Gary <333
R.I.P
You Will Never Be For Gotten.


DEATH
R.I.P-
Uncle Paul
Auntie Jeanne
My Kitten
Uncle Gary
 

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can things ever be the same?
So Pretty Much Life Could Not Get Any Better!
K.W<33333 oh baby!


Well you are the one
the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be
but here in your arms
 

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Rest In Peace Auntie Jeanne &lt;/3


A tender heart stopped beating,
two loving hands were at rest,
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
he only takes the best
.
a million times we've needed you,
a million times we've cried.
if our love could have saved you
you never would have died
.
the things we feel most deeply
are the heardest things to say,
we, your family, loveyou
in a very special way.
if we could have one lifetime wish,
one dream that could come true,
we'd pray to god with all our hearts
for yesterday and you
.
our family chain is broken
and nothing has been the same.
but as god calls us one by one
the chain will link again.
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God saw you getting tired,
when a cure was not to be.
so he closed his arms around you,
and whispered, "come to me".

you didn't deserve what you went through,
and so he gave you rest.
god's garden must be beautiful-
he only takes the best.

and when we knew you were sleeping,
so peaceful and free from pain,
we could not wish you back,
to suffer that again.
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i was boreddddddd
Bold the ones that apply to you;;

I would like to change my name.
I'm loud.
I'm obnoxious.
I'm sarcastic.
I'm cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don't like people.
I'm easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I'm a smoker.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.
My room always looks like a tornado hit it.

MY APPERANCE

I'm shorter than 5'5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I've had braces.
I have braces.
I have a lot of clothes.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete strager.
I change my hair color often.
I either straighten or curl my hair often.
I have at least one piercing that isn't in my ears.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

RELATIONSHIPS

I've been in love.
I'm in a relationship now.
I miss an ex right now.
I'm always scared of being hurt.
I've been hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've been cheated on in a relationship.
I've cheated and haven't told the person I cheated on.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've been in love more than three times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

FRIENDSHIPS

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend.
I've beaten up a friend
I've been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.
I'd give my life to save a friend. -depends-

CLOTHES

I own a white hoodie.
I own at least five pairs of jeans.
I own at least ten pairs of shoes.
I own a blue jacket.
I own a pink jacket.
I have at least five belts.
I own at least three blue shirts.
I own at least one pair of flip flops.
I own at least two pairs of sweatpants.
I've gone out in public in pajamas.
I own at least three hoodies.
I sleep in pajamas every night.

EXPERIENCES

I've been on a plane.
I've been on a train.
I've left the country.
I've left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.-Rest In Peace Auntie Jeanne</3
I've taken a taxi.
I've taken a city bus.
I've taken a school bus.
I've gone bungee jumping.
I've made a speech.
I've been in some sort of club.
I've won an award.
I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I've been so angry I've punched a hole in the hall.
I've been in a physical fight.

MUSIC

I listen to country music.
I listen to pop music.
I listen to rap.
I listen to techno.
I listen to R&B.
I'm one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD's.

TELEVISION

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I've seen and like The OC.
I've seen and like One Tree Hill.
I've seen and like Popular.
I've seen and like Everwood.
I've seen and like House.
I've seen and like Gilmore Girls.
I've seen and like CSI.
I've seen and like 8 Simple Rules..


FAMILY LIFE

I get along with both of my parents
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother..
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I've been kicked out of the house.
I've ran away from my home.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've made my parents cry.
I've lied to my parents.
I've lied to my parents about where I am.
I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing.
I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out.
I've walked out when I've been grounded.

HAIR

I've cut my hair in the past year.
I've dyed my hair in the past year.
I've been blonde.
I've been black.
I've been red.
I've been light brown.
I've been medium brown.
I've been dark brown.
I've had streaks.
I've been purple/pink. streak haha
I've been blue/green.
I've gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I've used silk therapy.
I've used hot oil treatments.
I've completely killed my hair.
I've curled my hair.
I've straightened my hair.
I've ironed my hair.
I've braided my hair.
I've had dreadlocks.

SCHOOL

I've thrown something at a teacher.
I've yelled at a teacher.
I've been suspended.
I've been sent to the principal's office.
I've walked out of class.
I've skipped an entire day of school..
I've skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I've failed a test..
I've cheated on a test..
I've helped someone else cheat on a test..
I've failed Art.
I've failed P.E.
I've failed Math.
I've failed Socials.
I've failed Science.
I've failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I've been caught skipping.
I've been on the honor roll.
I've been on effort honor roll.
I've had a GPA of 4.0
I've failed an entire grade
I've gone to summer school.