hehe I love it:
....I give up all over again.....you people fucking suck....but yet I still let you walk all over me all the time because
I am so used to being hurt all the time I think I need it to be the same old depressed me...
.....the sad thing is the people I seem to think I need the most are the ones who are too cought up and see and loving
that someone needs them, that much ...to see what is really going on....
Your to blind to see....and I am to tired to tell....but when someone finially tells you(what a mess I am)....
and you freak out on me......remeber .....
you were the ones that helped!
Wish I was too dead to cry.My self-affliction fades. Stones to throw at my creator.
Masochists to which I cater. You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
...I'll keep slipping farther, but once I hold on...I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care, if indeed I cared at all! Never had a voice to protest,
so you fed me shit to digest. I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season
......For this, I gave up trying, one good turn deserves my dying!
You don't need to bother; I don't need to be! I'll keep slipping farther,
.....but once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds!
Wish I'd died instead of lived, a zombie hides my face!
Shell forgotten with its memories!
....Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be!
I'll keep slipping farther, but once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds!
You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther...
But once I hold on.....
..................I'll never live down my desease
