blind*faith - 24, Female, Edmonton
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Choices
Sometimes I wonder if I've made the right choices with my life. How different would things have worked out if I could have resisted temptation, stayed true to my beliefs, accepted help when I needed it, or forgiven myself?

Would I be better or worse off?
 

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Date: Thu Apr 17, 2008 4:21 pm
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I find blind faith ironic, which is why its probably my username. Because you can't develop blind faith, its something you just have to HAVE. Having blind faith is believing in something with no proof or reason, so to develop it, or have it proven to you is contradictory to the whole concept.

But most people aren't capable of "just believing". God is one exception, but I think its more tradition and the way you were raised that causes you to believe in god. I find if someone actually stops and tries to figure out the logic behind it all, they get insanely confused and question everything.

Im a person who has trouble just believing, or just trusting, so the concept of blind faith is out of my reach, but ironically is something I still kind of search for.
 

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Sorry
Its been over for so long, I can't remember who's wrong anymore
 

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There's a reason I don't trust people.
 

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Kinda Made Me Cry
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
 

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Crazy? I guess I am
I sleep with my boyfriend... I'm a slut

Boys pay attention to me... I'm a whore

I lost those few pounds, and am now proud of my body... I'm an attention seeker

It makes me smile to get a hug from my boyfriend.... I'm needy

I don't like girls draped all over him while they smirk in my direction.... I'm insecure

Doesn't make sense?
[/color] I am what you say I am.
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I miss it sometimes
remember when getting high
meant swinging at the playground.
the worst thing you could get from
boys were cooties.
your worst enemies were your siblings
mom was the prettiest girl you knew
dad was the coolest guy ever
race issues were who ran the fastest.
war was a cardgame
the only drugs you knew
were cough medicine.
wearing skirts meant
you were a princess, not a slut.
the only thing that hurt was
skinned knees and papercuts.
and the only things that can get broken
were your toys.
life was simple & carefree
but all we
wanted to do was
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Faith Hill
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye?
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain,
Forgetting everything
Between our rise and fall
 

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Mmmmm pictures
















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Before people changed

Oh I'm so pro... when I'm drinking
 

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A part of my past...
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Put this in your profile if someone you know has died or is suffering from cancer
 

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If
If you are not everything to at least someone... are you actually anything at all?
 

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Two things
A girl needs Two things...[/size]

Love to make her weak

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/sigh cory
Originally posted by: Tepi






















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One of my favorite quotes
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Baz Luhrman - Sunscreen Speech

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If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years youll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...Youre not as fat as you imagine.
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Dont worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you
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Sing

Dont be reckless with other peoples hearts, dont put up with people who are reckless with yours.


Floss

Dont waste your time on jealousy; sometimes youre ahead, sometimes youre behind...the race is long, and in the end its only with yourself.
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Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.


Stretch

Dont feel guilty if you dont know what to do with your life...the most interesting people I know didnt know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still dont.


Get plenty of calcium


Be kind to your knees, youll miss them when theyre gone.

Maybe youll marry, maybe you wont, maybe youll have children, maybe you wont, maybe youll divorce at 40, maybe youll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary...what ever you do, dont congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either - your choices are half chance, so are everybody elses.


Enjoy your body, use it every way you can...dont be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, its the greatest instrument youll ever own.

Dance...even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.


Read the directions, even if you dont follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.


Get to know your parents, youll never know when theyll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography in lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.


Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.


Accept certain inalienable truths, price will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do youll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.


Dont expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

Dont mess too much with your hair, or by the time its 40, it will look 85.


Be careful who advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than its worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen...
 

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