I live in a small town where I hang with my friends and goof around most of the time. I'm pretty shy but I'm starting to open up more, especially since I met Grebel and Smanna. They're my amigoes 4 life! I love goin to the beach with my friends in the spring and the summer. I love being in the water. hmm... I like reading ... haha.. I'm quite a dork and I'm damn proud. lol. I tutor English to a Korean family. I like traveling and seeing new things and learning about other cultures. I think that I'm quite open minded to new ideas. I don't share my opinion often when i know it will just start an argument.. I'd rather keep it to myself and keep the peace! lol.. hmmm... Well I never know what to say in these description things... I'm too complex to explain in a few lines, it's easier when you just get to know me yourself and learn to like me for who I am. Well if you wanna know more just ask, I'm pretty easy going and not too serious most of the time..


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My Info…
[x] Name [x] Jessica Merja
[x] Age [x] 18
[x] Status [x] slightly confused
[x] Job [x] Joe Apparrel
[x] School [x] Pitt Meadows Secondary... not any more!!
[x] Location [x] British Columbia, lower mainland
[x] Future Plan [x] go to university and travel a bit before starting a career and a family
[x] Song [x] too many to list… "We Belong Together" by Mariah Carey
[x] Quotes [x]: “never say never” "Enjoy life, this is not a dress rehearsal"
I Am: inquisitive
I Miss:childhood innocence and bliss.... and my dad who I will always remember at his best
I Hear: the breeze in my hair
I Smell: sweet roses
I Worry: that i'll worry myself to death
I Love: my friends and my family
I Always: smile and laugh
I Dance: When no-one is watching
I Sing: to myself in the shower
I Can't Stand: mean people
I Lose: myself.. literally.. I went to see someone one time and I was on the phone when I got to the apart. building and some stranger let me in so when I got up to the floor and apartment number I was supposed to be at I realized it was the wrong building... OOPS!
I Don't like: getting dirty and not being near clean water
I Listen: to whatever sounds good
I Have: great curiosity
I Know: things are never what they seem and common sense isn’t common at all
I Want: everyone to experience joy and love
I Obsess: over most things
I Dream: about you
I Live: Life to the fullest with open eyes and heart
I Don't: let people’s negativity bring me down. or at least I try not to
I Will Always Remember: the warm evening breeze on the beach
I Regret: nothing, because everything is a lesson in life.. okay maybe a couple things
I Can: win your heart in a short time
I Wish: to have an endless supply of wishes

Women's English:

1. Yes = No

2. No = Yes

3. Maybe = No

4. We need = I want...

5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry

6. Sure, go ahead = You better not

7. We need to talk = You're in trouble

8. Do what you want = You will pay for this later

9. I am not upset = Of course I am upset, you MORON !

10. You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about?


"The best person to discuss me with, is me!"


Wanting What You’ve Got

I will always miss the time we had,
I guess it never was so bad.
Although we had a lot of stuff,
to me you just were not enough.
There was always something more to pursue,
I didn’t realize it was all a dream come true.
As I sit alone and cry,
I wish I never had to pry.
Now I see it all more clear,
I wait and dream till you appear.
By Jessica Pasanen

shoes, rainbow colors, smiling, fruit esp. mangoes, bubble tea.. lol, clothes, tropics, traveling, beach, swimming, swimming in the rain or snow, badminton, volleyball, love, hot guys that are nice, guys wearing nice cologne cats, ...laughing, friends, art, spring, walks, seasons, star gazing, daydreaming, sprinklers, running thru sprinklers, running thru sprinklers on strangers lawns lol ... the list goes on... some good books that I have read: Tuck Everlasting, Number the Stars, The Ocean Between Us, The Joy Luck Club.... the package feels promising... i think it's quite generously sized if u know what I mean.... hahaha Anna!! music:non angry, non violent,non severely depressing music


Amazed
Everytime our eyes meet, This feelin' inside me,
Is almost more than I can take, Baby when you touch me,
I can feel how much you love me, And it just blows me away,
I've never been this close to anyone or anything, I can hear your thoughts,
I can see your dreams,

I don't know how you do what you do, I'm so in love with you,
It just keeps gettin' better, I want to spend the rest of my life,
With you by my side, forever and ever, Every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin, The taste of your kiss,
The way you whisper in the dark, Your hair all around me,
Baby you surround me, You touch every place in my heart,
You know it feels like the first time, Everytime,
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes,

I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you,
It just keeps gettin' better, I want to spend the rest of my life,
With you by my side, forever and ever, Every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you

you! jk , ppl who litter, rude ppl, ppl who are disrespectful, slime, being sick , bugs, when ppl don't understand you or your subtle hints:p, hmm.. fighting, homework, when people don't tell you what's on their mind or how they feel especially when it involves you... soOO frustrating!! :s that just annoys me and makes me mad ... if you have a problem with something, then tell me and if I don't like what you have to say well fine but at least I know what's going on :P... i don't hate too many things... oh and CHEATERS!!!!!!!! (lying, disrespectful,sneaking scumbags)