i iwsh i could be attracted to rocks. itd be alot easier
as for recent feelings, i give up and dont think i give a fuck anymore. i feel like
im trying to date myself.

i want blackberry pancakes, in a big bed full of clouds.
i could sleep for ages

so sept1st im moving into a new place, a dorm pretty much
its right across from work tho, haha i wont be a willbilly anymore.
its 500 for a room, and i have to shar kitchen and bathrooms. most
of the place is filled with mexicanos who work aat dairy queen..
kinf like how all the philipinos work at bruger king in k-town.
woo, i cant wait tho, i love having my own place
money shall be tighty mc tight tight when i go to kelowna, oh well
i just cant wait to see homiiies
sept 10th woo
on the 12th i want to have at least 20 people to go to kelly o's for din din
pre drinks at los perhaps, and some after partyying at the beach perhaps?
let me know if any one else has more ideas
<3

i still get butterflies, 600 miles away.

i could have treated you better, you couldnt have treated me worse. oh but, its he, he who laughs last, is he who cries first. soemtimes i feel strangers , much better than i know friends. why must a beggining be the means to and end? the stones from my enemies, these wounds will mend, but i cannot survive the roses from my friends.
when the last word has been spoken, and we've been witnessed to the final setting sun, all that shall remain, is a token, of what we've said and done, when all we had has been for saken, distance church bells no longer ring, thats the sound of a heart taken, and the story of tears from a king, the stones form my enemies, these wounds will mend. but i cannot survive the roses from my friends, this may be the last time, that i see you. forgive me for holding you close, this may be the last time i see you, so in this moment i will make the most. this may be the last time i see you, but if you keep me in your heart, together we shall be eternal, if you believe we shall never part, the stones form my enemies, these wounds will mend, but i cannot survive the roses form my friends, the stones from my enemeies, these wounds will mend, but i cannot the survive the roses.

so im working at petro now finaly called back
13$ an hour mofuckah

got an interview and a&w on wensday
never thought id work for fats food again , oh well
serving the burgahs

man its so hard to find work here. i guess the subway here doesnt hire white people.. witch is fuckign lame becuse i cane make a sub way prettier than any of the brown kids ive handed out 35 resumes. know hwo many stores there are here? .. 40. the other are dentists, liqour stoes, and banks. i might be able to work and bank of montreal. i do miss kelowna tho, i miss going otu and seeing all my wonderful beauties. im startign to learn how fucke dthis town is, people dont change anywhere you go, tho i already ne wthat one. im trying to have faith becuase i love it here, its so pretty and i have family. might move home early if i dont fond work by mid august. plus ive grown a strong disliking for my cousins bf. hes a peice, fat lazy creepper douche. i shouldnt be a hater tho.. but hes fucked her over a couple times already, so fuck him. i know i have a both my jobs when i go back home, but im not ready to go back yet .. at least ive got a couple trips in so far.. fairmont, cranbrook, jasper, banff, prince george.
gah frustration..

fucck you.
i guess i gave up a long time ago, before i thought i should've.

i just watched obbsessed
wholy fuck man, bitches are crazy, that could actually happen


im going to be cleaning houses soon, instead of subwhat, 15$ an hour.
cash money
im excited to visit in oct, to see all the pretty face sim already missin
xo

its fucking beaaautttiiiffuuul
i feel very greatful to be in the area i am right now
everything is so beautiful, just wait ill make an album of my house and view.
and the beauitful yard i have
the basment pretty much looks like someone died, or got tortured down there
everythings cement and cobbwebbed.
but i like it, its fucking weird, but cute.
i had ana amzing last day/ night in kelowna
it was such an inconvienent time to fall
i miss you shayla <3 stay gold buddayy

birds are free unlike you and me they fly we be u and me.

im so excited for what has to come. i dislike staying in a certain area for such long peroids of time. plus theres so much more beauty to see than the okanagan.
sometimes the air feels toxic, i cant wait till i can blast cream and actually feel free. im going to miss alot of people, but for soem, it wont fase me.
travel and party when your young, live freely
leave when the summer comes a rollin.


FUCK YEAH CANADA DAY.
i leave july.2 8:20 am

<3 <3 <3

peace out, a-town .. k-town

i hope you havent faded away.
maybe its better left untouched, your almost to wonderful
hm