it hurts when he wants nothing to do with me. . .not even be my friend. . .
gave up so much. . . just for him. it was not worth the love and trust of my family.. .
gave up so much. . . just for him. it was not worth the love and trust of my family.. .
Dust*17*single*VCHS*flurty*Different
loved by few*Broken
employed*chef for 4 years
bedroom eyez*Sex Apeal
*boi*torn in two*boi*
Dragon lover
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loved by few*Broken
employed*chef for 4 years
bedroom eyez*Sex Apeal
*boi*torn in two*boi*
Dragon lover
Yea, so what if i dye my hair every month? that doesnt mean im looking for attention. i just get bored of the same style everyday
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i just cant explain it. . .every time i c him, even if he doesnt
c me. . .my whole body gets weak. . .
Your secret sexual fantasy is:
to let other people watch and to be an outwardly unwilling, but inwardly willing, exhibitionist
to let other people watch and to be an outwardly unwilling, but inwardly willing, exhibitionist
You are a romantic Kinky:
You believe in romance, flowers and love, just with a little spice. You tend to look like the girl/guy next door, but people should not underestimate you. You're a loyal lover. The only problem; you tend to fall easy and you will suffer many a broken heart. But your endless enthusiasm means you'll bound back in no time.
You believe in romance, flowers and love, just with a little spice. You tend to look like the girl/guy next door, but people should not underestimate you. You're a loyal lover. The only problem; you tend to fall easy and you will suffer many a broken heart. But your endless enthusiasm means you'll bound back in no time.
Kan you pretend i'm amazing?
I Kan pretend i'm Amazing. . .
Instead of what we both know. . . .
I Kan pretend i'm Amazing. . .
Instead of what we both know. . . .
ppl think they know everything about me
and im sick and tired about how pp judge me
so what if i dye my hair
so what if i dress differently
so what if i only wear pink and black make-up
so what if i listen to country and rap
so what if i wiegh more than average
so what if im stuborn
so what if i eat all the time
so what if i kissed a girl more than once
so what if im a sex addict
so what if clingy
so what if i cry
so what if i fight over the smallest things
so what if i like play boi
so what if i watch porn
so what if i ran away from home
so what if i dont wash my hair every day
so what if i smoke weed
so what if i swear all the time
so what if im disrespectful
so what if i dont like you
so what if your boy cheated on you with me
so what if i spend my money on useless things
so what if i look like shit sum days
so what if im not big chested
so what if i sew shit on my clothing
so what if ive kissed more boys then i dated
so what if i slept with more boys then i dated
so what if i like older boys
so what if im loud in public
so what if i like to make seens
so what if im random
so what if i dont spell words correectly
so what if i get bad grades in school
so what if i skip school all the time
so what if i show sum skin
so what if i make random stupid noises in publik
so what if ive sold weed
so what if i had a one night stand
so what if i kissed my best friend
so what if im bitchy if i dont get laid for a while
so what if my rooms messy
so what if i meet bois off the internet
so what if i work everyday
it just means im my own person and I AM NOT trying to be somebody else,
and i am NOT looking
for attention
and im sick and tired about how pp judge me
so what if i dye my hair
so what if i dress differently
so what if i only wear pink and black make-up
so what if i listen to country and rap
so what if i wiegh more than average
so what if im stuborn
so what if i eat all the time
so what if i kissed a girl more than once
so what if im a sex addict
so what if clingy
so what if i cry
so what if i fight over the smallest things
so what if i like play boi
so what if i watch porn
so what if i ran away from home
so what if i dont wash my hair every day
so what if i smoke weed
so what if i swear all the time
so what if im disrespectful
so what if i dont like you
so what if your boy cheated on you with me
so what if i spend my money on useless things
so what if i look like shit sum days
so what if im not big chested
so what if i sew shit on my clothing
so what if ive kissed more boys then i dated
so what if i slept with more boys then i dated
so what if i like older boys
so what if im loud in public
so what if i like to make seens
so what if im random
so what if i dont spell words correectly
so what if i get bad grades in school
so what if i skip school all the time
so what if i show sum skin
so what if i make random stupid noises in publik
so what if ive sold weed
so what if i had a one night stand
so what if i kissed my best friend
so what if im bitchy if i dont get laid for a while
so what if my rooms messy
so what if i meet bois off the internet
so what if i work everyday
it just means im my own person and I AM NOT trying to be somebody else,
and i am NOT looking
for attention
S L O W L Y
i pick the gun up
i feel my hand shaking
i hear my heart beating
i point the gun
towards my chest
for people will now know
a true B R O K E N heart
i pick the gun up
i feel my hand shaking
i hear my heart beating
i point the gun
towards my chest
for people will now know
a true B R O K E N heart
MY ANGEL'S SUICIDE
I HURT SO MUCH THAT I STOPPED FEELING ANYTHING. . . ITS MY GARDIAN ANGEL THAT FEELS IT FOR ME NOW
Lie to me
she said
. . .He looked away. . .
I love you
He replied
“I try to talk to you,
But I don’t know what to say.
I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything.
So I don’t. But inside of me
There are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel like how I miss you.
And how I love you despite my broken heart.
And how I need you in my life.
And especially how much I want you so.
But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too…
But I think I’ll never know coz you no longer want me to”
But I don’t know what to say.
I am afraid you don’t want me to say anything.
So I don’t. But inside of me
There are words waiting to come out.
And tell you how I feel like how I miss you.
And how I love you despite my broken heart.
And how I need you in my life.
And especially how much I want you so.
But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside.
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too…
But I think I’ll never know coz you no longer want me to”