Show: 
 
[-]
Ive come to realize
Comments (0)
10:07pm | Aug 23, '08 | Public
1. I've come to realize that my attitude:
can suck sometimes

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
i regret something i said

3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone:
it make my life that much better

4. I've come to realize that I need:
sleep

5. I've come to realize that i've lost:
respect for some people

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
things go wrong

7. I've come to realize that if im drunk:
im annoying and cant walk

8. I've come to realize that money:
is great to have

9. I've come to realize that people:
who u think u know can change really fast

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
stubborn

11. I've come to realize that I love spending my time with:
friends

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried:
was cuz i was so fustrated

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is:
no more

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning:
it was to early

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night :
i think about alot of stuff

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
when he will get off work

17. Ive come to realize that facebook:
is great

18. Ive come to realize that when I get on Myspace:
i dont have one

19. Ive come to realize that today:
was very laid back and relaxing

20. Ive come to realize that tonight I will:
hopefully do something

21. Ive come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be working unfortunatly:S

22. I've come to realize that the last person I kissed:
was really early this morning

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
someone who has nothing to do like me

24. I've come to realize that i'll never:
be able to go back in time and change things ive said or done

25. I've come to realize that i miss:
school
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
errrrg!!:@
Comments (7)
06:05pm | Aug 08, '08 | Public
I seriously want to strangle u.
 
Comments (7) | Report | Top

[-]
silly
Comments (0)
06:47am | Aug 07, '08 | Public

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x ] I tan easily.
[x ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I am sometimes self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x ] I have 2 piercings or more.
[ x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] i have freckles.

[ FAMILY... ]
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child

[ SCHOOL/WORK... ]
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

[ EMBARASSMENT... ]
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x ] I've had my pants rip in public or pantsed

[ HEALTH... ]
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.

[ TRAVELLING... ]
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

[ EXPERIENCES... ]
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding

[ RELATIONSHIPS... ]
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x]I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

[ SEXUALITY... ]
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x ] I am a cuddler.
[x ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

[ HONESTY... ]
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house or a friend's.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.


[ BAD TIMES... ]
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ x] I can swallow about 3 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I have/had an eating disorder
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying... and gone to sleep crying too


[ DEATH... ]
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals...
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

[ MATERIALISM... ]
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie

[ RANDOM... ]
[ ] I can sing well. (I think so haha)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x ] I watch the news.
[x ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person
[ ] I own underwear from Victoria Secret
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x ] I bake well
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, or orange
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

[ NOW... ]

Current mood:bored/tired/excited for the weekend
Current music: just dance
Current taste: fruit
Current hair: black and curly
Current clothes: half pants and grad shirt
Current annoyance: boredom
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I should be doing: cleaning my room/sleeping
Current windows open: facebook/word pad/horses for sale
Current book: nothing
Current cd in stereo: dont have a stereo
Current favorite celeb: ....i got nothing...

[ DO YOU... ]

Smoke?: yes
Do drugs?: sometimes
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:yes!
Remember your first love?: yes im still in it
Still love him/her?: yes
Read the newspaper?: yes every friday ahahaha
Have any gay, lesbian or bi friends?: not friend but i know some
Believe in miracles?: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes:D
Have a favorite candy?: no
Believe in astrology?: yes
Believe in magic?: yes cris angel duh!
Believe in God?: dunno
Have any pets: horses,dogs, cats, chickens,fish
Have any piercings?: 3
Hate yourself: no
Have an obsession?: no
Have a secret crush?: no
Wish on stars?: always

[ LOVE LIFE... ]

Ever been in love?: i am
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you believe in "the one?": yes
Describe him/her: nic?
Have you ever been intoxicated?:ahahahah no.....
Have you ever been caught doing 'something'?oh dear god yes
Are you a tease?: sometimes
Shy to make the first move?: im oast that point

[ EITHER OR... ]

beer or cider: cider:P
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: taken<3
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: CD
coke or pepsi: pepsi cant have coke

[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO... ]

kill: no comment but i have a certon someone in mind:) well a few
get really wasted with: to many times
look like: shelby?
avoid: rude ppl at work

[ HAVE YOU EVER...]

Drank alcohol?: yes
Done drugs? yes
Broken the law?: yes but hardly
Run away from home?: yes i got all the way to the store
Broken a bone?: arm and leg
Played Truth Or Dare?: tons of times
Kissed someone you didn't know?: no
Been in a fight?: like a fist fight cuz no
Come close to dying?: probably but i jsut dont know it


NO LYING!!
Do you have the following in your room:
[ ]desk
[x ] condoms
[ ] lamp
[x] cell phone
[ ] chair/stool
[ ] book shelf
[x ] dresser
[ ] Computer/laptop
[ ] bean bag
[x] pictures
[ x] mirror
[ ] skateboard
[x] bed
[x] clothes on the floor
[ ] plastic flamingo
[ ] surfboard
[ ] lava lamp
[ ] smoke detector
[ ] piano/keyboard
[ ] locking door
[ ] can of soda
[x ] bottle of water
[ ] a blacklight
[x] medals/ribbons
[ ] trophy/trophies
[ ] awards
[ ] water polo ball
[ ] soccer ball
[ ] volleyball
[ ] basketball
[ ] softball stuff
[ ] track gear
[ ] frisbee
[ ] beach ball
[ ] rugby ball
[ ] tennis ball
[ ] hockey stuff
[ ] lacrosse stick
[ ] gymnastics stuff
[ ] dance stuff
[x ] horseback riding stuff
[x] swim stuff
[x] cd's
[x] Digital Camera
[ ] sofa/futon/chair.
[x ] bottle of liquor
[ ] flag
[ ] stop sign/any sign
[ ] caution tape
[ ] paintball gun
[ ] airsoft gun
[ ] Real Gun
[ ] Cigarettes
[ ] Weed
[ ] Candle
[x] Books
[ ] Nintendo DS
[ ] Playstation
[x ] Playstation 2
[ ] Game Cube
[ ] Xbox
[ ] bike
[ ] Stereo
[ ] Lighter
[ ] Visine
[ ] your mom
[ ] Gum

How many windows do you have in your room?
1

What is the color of your walls? purple

Wood floor, tile, or carpet?: woodfloor

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? both

Is your room big? no

What is your bedroom view out the window(s)? the road and trees
Do you have posters in your room? yep

What is under your bed? floor

Do you have a single or double bed? queen

Do you do your homework in your bedroom or someplace else?
both

Has anyone from the opposite sex ever been in your room?
like everyother night

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?: work

2. Who were you with last night?: my sister

3. How often do you log in to facebook? more then once a day

4. What's the last sporting event you watched?: horse jumping

5. Song that always makes you sad?: i dunno

6. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: living in my parents trailer with nic ahahah sad but im seroiuse

7. 10 years?: god knows same plaxe

8. Did you take piano lessons?: god no us rowlands dont play instruments
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
Just A Dream
Comments (0)
09:34pm | Jul 09, '08 | Public
It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something barrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guards rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
silly stuff
Comments (0)
09:32pm | Jul 09, '08 | Public
ARE YOU:
1. A Cuddler?: yes
2. A morning person?: depends
3. Are you a perfectionist?: not even close
4. An only child?: i wish
5. Catholic?: no
6. In your pajamas?: no
7. Currently suffering from a broken heart? no
8. Good at styling other people's hair?: ahahah yes good
9. Left handed?: no
10. Addicted to this site?: no
11. Shy around the opposite gender?: depends on who i guess

DO YOU:
12. Bite your nails?: sometimes
13. Get paranoid at times?: always
14. Currently regret something that you have said?: i always do i say without thinking first
15. Curse frequently when you get mad?: yes it a way of releasing it
16. Enjoy country music?: some
17. Enjoy jazz music?: no
18. Enjoy smoothies?: not really
19. Enjoy talking on the phone?: dependsto who
20. Have a lot to learn?: always
21. Have a pet?: lots:D
22. Have a tendency to fall for the "wrong person"? i dont know
23. Have all your grandparents? yes im lucky
24. Have at least one sibling?: yes
25. Have been told that you are smart? : ahahah no
26. Have a broken bone?: 2
27. Have Caller I.D. on your phone?: yes so if i dont want to talk to them i dont have to answer

HAVE YOU:
28. Changed a diaper?: no? thats weird
29. Changed a lot over the past year? i think everyone has
30. Talked back to your parents?: yes
31. Had surgery?: no
32. Killed another person?: hmmm...no comment
33. Had your haircut within the last week?: no
34. Had the cops called on you? : no ?


1. Slept in your bed besides you? nic
2. Saw you cry?: everyone im always crying
3. Went to the movies with you?: my mom and nana
5. You went to dinner with? the whole family ichiban
6. You talked on the phone with? bryce
7. Said 'I love you' to you: nic
8. Broke your heart?: i have never had that happen yet
11. Danced Crazy: i did yesterday in the pool...thats weird
12. Gotten your hair cut? 3 weeks ago
13. Cried: i dont remeber im about do
14. Lied: about what?
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
:(
Comments (0)
04:50pm | Jun 19, '08 | Public
It's sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right passed someone like they were never a big part
of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them....
It's sad how times change
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
:)
Comments (0)
04:25pm | Jun 19, '08 | Public
all I can do is hold you tight
knowing clouds will raise up
storms will race in
but you will be safe in my arms
rains will pour down
waves will crash all around
but you will be safe in my arms

 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
w.e.
Comments (0)
03:58am | Jun 11, '08 | Public
u make no sense
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
:D
Comments (0)
06:23pm | Jun 08, '08 | Public
TEN FIRSTS

First best friend: kendra
first screen name:
First pet: minuter pony richie
First piercing: ears
First crush:morgan
First CD: shaina twain
First car: honda accord
First stuffed animal: my brown pony from my dad

NINE LASTS

Last alchoholic beverage: mickey of vodka
Last car ride: last night from joels
Last movie seen: national treasure 2
Last phone call: holly cuz we were trying to find nick H.
Last song played: take a bow
Last bubble bath: a week ago
Last time you cried: yesterday cuz i couldnt stop coughing

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS

Have you ever dated one of your best friends? no
Have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever skinny dipped? yes to many times
Have you ever been on TV? when i was 5
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? yes:S
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? yes
Have you ever cheated on someone? no

SEVEN THINGS THAT YOU ARE WEARING

1.nics shirt
2half pants
3.necklace
4.underwear
5.bra
6.ring
7.hair tie

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY

1. got up
2. showered
3. looked at the new barn plan
4. watched a movie
5. got the horses shoed
6. went to work

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER

1. riding my horsey
2. soccer
3. camping
4. making dinner with nic ahaha
5. grad partys

FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO

1.nic
2. bryce
3.holly
4.my mom


THREE CHOICES

1. Black or White? black
2. Hot or Cold? cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. go to hawaii
2. get married
ONE THING YOU REGRET

1. letting nic drink so much last saturday night.....gross]
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
so true
Comments (0)
04:52am | May 20, '08 | Public
I beleive everything happens for a reason,
people change so you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so you apprieciate them when they're right ,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
new job:S
Comments (0)
04:39am | May 20, '08 | Public
ahh extra foods:Oim scared...
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

[-]
questions
Comments (0)
03:24am | May 14, '08 | Public
THE PERSONALS.
o1 : name is - shelby christine rowland
o2 : birthplace - sechelt
o3 : birthday month - september
o4 : eye color - brown
o5 : hair color - black/brown
o6 : height - 5'6''
o7 : right or left handed - right
o8 : zodiac sign - libra
o9 : heritage - irish/scottish
1o : your weakness - stressful situations
11 : your strengths - none?
12 : fears - rats:O
13 : number one goal - to own a tack store ahahahahha
14 : your bedtime - 10:00 by choice
15 : most missed memory - sasquatch hunting:(
16 : pepsi or coke - pepsi if i have coke i will go into cardiac aresst ahaha
17 : mcdonald`s or burgerking - we dont have burgerking
18 : single or group dates - both r fine depending on the people
19 : besfriends-people
2o : status - in relationship
21 : adidas or nike - eww nither
22 : lipton icetea or nestea - mmm both r good
23 : chocolate or vanilla - umm both
24 : cappuccino or coffee - errrrg cant have ither!
25 : smoke - no:P
26 : curse - toofteni got in trouble the other day
27 : sing - pfft i try
28 : take a shower - everyday!
29 : have a crush - of course
3o : do you think you`ve been in love - yes
31 : want to go to college - yes
32 : where - vancouver
33 : like highschool -i dont mind it
34 : want to get married - yes
35 : believe in yourself - sometimes
36 : get motion sickness - omg so much
37 : think you`re attractive - no
38 : think you`re a health freak - no
39 : get along with your parents - sometimes
4o : like thunderstorms - scary..
41 : play an instrument - pfft no
42 : ambition - dont have one
43 : place you would most like to visit - hawaii
IN THE PAST MONTH.
44 : drank alchohol -yes
45 : smoked - yes
46 : done a drug -yes
47 : made out - yes
48 : gone to the mall - yes
49 : eaten an entire box of oreo`s - no
5o : eaten sushi - yes
51 : been on a stage - no
52 : been dumped -no
53 : gone skating - no
54 : made cookie`s - yes
55 : gone skinnydipping - no
56 : dyed your hair - yes like 4 times ahaha
57 : stolen anything - no
HAVE YOU EVER.
58 : played a game that required removal of clothing - yes long long ago...
59 : been extremely intoxicated - hmm yes
6o : been caught doing something bad - i wrote fuck on the dryer when i was 6
61 : been called a hoe - yes
62 : gotten beaten up - no ahaha
63 : shoplifted - no
64 : changed who you were, to fit in - no
65 : thought about how you want to die - yes weirdly
GUY STUFF.
66 : best eye color - blue
67 : best hair color - dark
68 : short or long hair - short
69 : height - tall
7o : best articles of clothing - hmm shirt
71 : best first date location - doesnt matter
72 : best first kiss location - doesnt matter
IN YOUR LIFE.
73 : number of drugs taken illegally - 1
74 : number of people you could trust with you life -1
75 : number of times you skipped school - who nos
76 : number of C.D`s you own - no clue
77 : number of piercings - 3
78 : number of tattoo`s - i want one so bad!!!
79 : number of scars on your body - 1 i can think of
SPECIFICS.
8o : what are you most scared of - rats attacking me when i sleep eww...
81 : what are you listening to right now - nothing
82 : who is the last person you called - lindsay
83 : how many people online right now - 19
84 : how many are away - 3
85 : what would you change about yourself - everything
86 : what type of guy do you like - one thats no conceeded
FAVORITES.
87 : color - purple
88 : food - fettachini
89 : subjects - art, law
9o : animal - horse
91 : sport - soccer
92 : movie - black beauty
93 : show - big brother!
95 : song - right now bleeding love
RANDOM.
96 : in the morning you look - like hole
97 : all i need is - money
98 : love is - passion
99 : do you believe in santa - i want to so badly
 
Comments (0) | Report | Top

Hits 35,679,633,013 | Users 1,712,686
Home | About | Help | Contact Admin | Advertise | Plus 
 
©2012 Nexopia.com Inc. | Terms of Use | Privacy Policy | Safety