This is the beggining of a new life for me... It doesnt matter as to what happened before this point, except for that it has made me who i am. I'm letting go. But too do that i need to open my heart. Wish me luck.

Take my hand and pull me out of..
enslave the ever lasting lies
use my own against me
to help me organize
my life

I'm sure that I'm just fine
cuz i was there when it all came down,
and i know,
that every ending spawns a new beginning.
I'll be here when it, all resumes.

Define your,
own self,
then get,
back to me.



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Follow along if you will...
Draw a figure eight (8)
Now draw a line through both circles.
You've created something that explains a series of thoughts. (The thought that went into drawing a figure eight, and a line)
Now look at this picture...
It could be 2 o's and a | through both,
2 o's with a | under or in front,
1 o with a | through it
1 o with a | on top or behind
etc.
In this case, the line is my representation of the path in which we travel through life.
everyone sees things differently
Dont judge what you dont know.

The human mind cannot accept that it cannot understand, therefor will always try to create an answer to life. There is no right answer, but an answer none the less. Each answer for each person in this world is different, and yet the same. One must perceive an imaginary line. Separating right from wrong. Those who can better predict the outcome of a situation they take part in, (the effect to a cause) are generally better at judging where this line should be. The people who are closest to perfection will never know it, because there in no model to go by (god is not perfect). There are so many lines drawn in this world, by so many people that this line is inconseivable by someone who is unaware of its existence entirely. By widely broadcasting the idea of this line, i hope to unify the world in a way that it has never known before... Instead of being separated by boarders and language and ethnicity, we will for the first time in the written history of mankind have a "World community" this would either create peace, or be the biproduct of peace. I personally believe that peace will be the effect of "world community" as the two go side by side. I don't believe that we will rid the world of evil, and crime. But the senseless wars and mass killing being made "ok" will finally stop. And the world community can work together with their productivity and open boarders, to create a space program that will allow the population of other planets and the collection of needed materials. I will be delivering this message. And it will be a message of hope for those who wish to here it, and a warning for the rich and powerfull who do not.




Heres a concept.
All of our past experiences lead up to exactly where you are now, giving you a choice to either do what you first believe is "right", or another option which may also be "right". No matter the decision you make, you are right. Because the world will always balance itself out, (its the most primitive pattern we understand). You, are responsable for the way you see yourself. If you want to float through life with no regard for who you hurt, thats your choice and your right. If you wish to do all you can to assure that all is good and just. Then that is how your going to see yourself. You see, humans are simple, 1 track minded beings. We are only able to think one thought at a time... Period. It's proven. So our existence can only be compared to the representation of the 3rd dimension, which i quote as "Matter/Energy traveling through space and time". We are an anomaly. A fluke if you will. But that fact can be disregarded for our survival.

So the answer to "Why am i here?" is that trillions of years of random events enabled your thought pattern to exist. And as for "What am i here for?". Your here to eat, drink, not be killed, hump, reproduce, take extreme passion in caring for your young, and live the rest of your days out how you see fit for you.