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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I was the boy who skipped gym class because he was afraid of what people would do to him
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the boy who was forced to take his own life for comeing out of the shadows.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn¡¯t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the boy who gave up on his dreams because he's bisexual
I am the boy who closed himself in because his dad took away his right to privacy.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the boy who faked sick because i was scared to see what was written on my locker today
I am the father who tried to kill his son because he was gay
I am the boy who never knew what it was like to have his own life.
I am the boy who helped visciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.
I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.
I am the boy who killed himself in the school bathroom because he lost all his friends
I am the girl who became the schoolwhore because i like girls too.
I am the girl who noone understands.
I am the boy who gave up on life because i never really knew what it was like to have one
I am the boy who hid himself away, afraid of what others would do or say
I am the boy who noone understands.

I AM THE MAJORITY

repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong
 

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bad influence?
If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
Total the number of things in each list you've done.

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.

5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. done drugs.
TOTAL:5

1. taken painkillers
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.

7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.

10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 8

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
TOTAL: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. seen the Mardi Gras.
3. drank more than four beers in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything. pixie stix haha
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.

10. own a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 7

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.

4. dressed gsomething.
6. been too drunk to remember anything
5. stole something
7. blacked out.
8. fainted
9. had a crush on a neighbor
.
10. had someone sneak into your room.
TOTAL: 8

1. snuck into someone else's room.
2. had a crush on your best (guy/girl)friend.
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a slut.
6. called someone a slut.

7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

TOTAL: 8

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury
.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaraunt without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

TOTAL:8

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. cheated with someone.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.

7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harrassed.
10. been verbally harrassed.
TOTAL: 4

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 12 hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.

4. watched TV for 12 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence
.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 7

My total was 57 lmao
 

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holy shit good times
LAST SUMMER IN OSOYOOS
Me: *reading quiana's pants that had alot of writing on them from the night before i got there* duude you spel your name With A Q?????? hahahahahaha that looks like Queer hahahahaa
Quiana: Oh Jee Thanks
Me: Not a Problem
Later that day
*me quiana and alex all on a floaty matt thing in the water*
Me: *Talkin To alex in the middle of a sentence*
Quiana: *inturupts* GUESS WHAT
Me: STFU Queerana
Quiana: yea well maybe you should shut up Jord.........fucker
Me: Jordfucker???? wtf???
Alex: laughing her ass of almost falls off the floaty thing
Quianna: Shut up just cuz i cant think of something right now!
Me&Alex:
Quiana:
Even Later That Day
We go in the store to get some ice cream and when we come out there is a guy playing ping pont ith his dad
and every time he went to hit it i would yell "don't miss"
and everytime i yeled that he would miss
after a while he started to smile and blush and eventully he yelled back
Shhhhhh your makin me nerveous
it was one of those you had to be ther things but he was blushing and we were all laughing soo hard


Last Week Walking Home For Lunch With Summer And Bekah
Little kidd in Gt Field to other lil kidd: Shut Up Ass Face
Me: hey hey hey watch your fuckin language bitch, what the fuck do you think your doing talking to another kidd like that
Summer: falls down laughing
Rebekah: NO VULGERISIM, fuck people
Summer laughing so hard it hurts
ME: staring down the lil kidd
Rebekah: Laughing


In Calgary For Monster Jam Monster Truck Rally With Paige
Dad at intermission: kay, i'm going outside for a lil bit you guys stay around here and dont be loud and obnoxious
Me:mmmkay
Paige: Pft riiiight
Me: walking towoards a huge crowd* screaming random things at the top of my lungs
Paige: laughing her ass off
Me: walk bya guy with a tougue with a visor thingy on it* Hit the Visor and scream yea
Guy looks at me weird but smiles
Paige: Laughs
Me: Sees a Sign for "aloha slushies" sreams ALOHA
some guy standing in the crowd: WELL HELLO
paige and me: laugh till it hurts then keep yelling things at ppl we dont know
Later that night
we bought shirts at the rally and we were parked in an esso parking lot
paige changes in the back seat *tinted widows in the truck btw*
i don't see anyone around and decide to step out of the truck and change
paige sees the huge group of guys by the door of the esso but doesnt say anything
i change then turn around to see a huge group watching me
i slap paige so hrd then start laughing
Good Times Girlie we have somany inside jokes it's amazing


Last Month At The Movies With Cody Summer Colton and 2 lil ppl
Me and summer walk in
Me: Duude Where Are You Sitting
Summer: I don't know.....i don't wanna sit by the fat kid
Colton: the fat kid has a name
me and summer piss ourselves laughing because we didn't kow colton could hear us
we go sit down
I kick the chairs in front of me and they aren't bolted down so they move
Me: holy shit you guys did you see that they are like sex chairs
Summer: Leave it up to you to find something like that
Me: i know i'm pretty proud of my skillz
Summer: Nice
We keep kicking the sex chairs
Me: man summer go sit in them and i'll oush you and we'll see what happens
Summer: OHKAY!!!
goes and sits in them but moves before i get to throw her forward
Cody walks away to get the lil kid something i think
Lil kid (tristan or something like that): Kicks the chairs in front of him* how come i don't have sex chairs thy won't move
Me: kick them as hard as you can they will eventully break and you wil have sex chairs
Lil dude: kicks the chairs till cody comes back and tell him to stop
omg there were so many funny things that day i cant even list them all GOod Times Guys

there are so many more times i could tell you about but i will add more later
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Those Were Some Good Time You Guys
And Don't You Ever Forget It
Let The Good Times Roll
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now you do it
Bold the one's you've done

SCHOOL:
I've thrown something at a teacher.
I've yelled at a teacher.
I've been suspended.
I've been sent to the principal's office.
I've walked out of class.
I've skipped an entire day of school

I've skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I've failed a test.
I've cheated on a test.
I've helped someone else cheat on a test.

I've failed Art.
I've failed P.E
I've failed Math.
I've failed Socials.
I've failed Science.
I've failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I've been caught skipping.
I've been on the honor roll.

I've been on effort honor roll.
I've had a GPA of 4.0
I've failed an entire grade.
I've gone to summer school.


HAIR:
I've cut my hair in the past year.
I've dyed my hair in the past year.
I've been blonde

I've been black
I've been fire engine red.
I've been light brown.
I've been medium brown.
I've been dark brown.
I've had streaks.

I've been purple/pink.
I've been blue/green.
I've gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I've used hot oil treatments.
I've completely killed my hair.it's healthy now, though, that was a long time ago
I've curled my hair.
I've straightened my hair.
I've ironed my hair.
I've braided my hair.

I've had dreadlocks.


FAMILY LIFE:
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I've been kicked out of the house.
I've ran away from my home.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've made my parents cry.
I've lied to my parents.
I've lied to my parents about where I am.
I've lied to my parents about what I'm doing.
I've lied to my parents so I'd be allowed out.

I've walked out when I've been grounded.
sorry, don't get grounded


TELEVISION
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I'm in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I've seen and like The OC.
I've seen and like One Tree Hill.
I've seen and like Popular.
I've seen and like Everwood.
I've seen and like House.
I've seen and like Gilmore Girls.
I've seen and like CSI.

CLOTHES:
I own a white hoodie.
I own at least five pairs of jeans.
I own at least ten pairs of shoes.

I own a blue jacket.
I own a pink jacket.

I have at least five belts.
I own at least three blue shirts
I own at least one pair of flip flops.
I own at least two pairs of sweatpants.
I've gone out in public in pajamas.
I own at least three hoodies.

I sleep in pajamas every night


EXPERIENCES:
I've been on a plane.
I've been on a train.
I've left the country.
I've left the state/province.

I've had sex with a complete stranger.
Someone close to me has died.
I've taken a taxi.
I've taken a city bus
I've taken a school bus.

I've gone bungee jumping.
I've made a speech.
I've been in some sort of club.
I've won an award.

I've spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I've been so angry I've punched a hole in the wall.
I've been in a physical fight.
I've been arested

MUSIC:
I listen to country music.
I listen to pop music
I listen to rap.
I listen to techno.
I listen to R&B.

I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD's.

FRIENDSHIPS:
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends
I've gotten a phone call in the last 24 hours from a friend.

I've beaten up a friend
I've been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.


ABOUT ME:
I would like to change my name.
I'm loud
I'm obnoxious.
I'm sarcastic.
I'm cocky

I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don't like people.
I'm easy to get along with.
I like to fight.

I have more enemies than friends.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.
My room looks like a tornado hit it.

MY APPEARANCE
I'm shorter than 5'5
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewlery at all times.

I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I've had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I either straighten or curl my hair often.
I have at least one piercing that isn't in my ears
My ears are pierced.

RELATIONSHIPS
I'm in a relationship now
I'm completely happy in it.
I've missed an ex before.
I'm always scared of being hurt.
I've been hurt.

An ex has physically abused me at least once........
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've been in love more than three times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love
 

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Love Me?
 

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2:00 in the morning
kay so heres the deal its 2 in the mornign and paige is sleeping over
we are so tired its hilarious i was making up random poems and so yea heres 2

BILL

There was this guy named Bill,
He worked at a plce with a till,
he had a gay friend named Will,
who had a sister named Lil,
She worked in a pulp mill,
then they died,
cuz Lil put them in a saw mill,.......
.....Lil doesnt work in a saw mill......she works in a pulp mill

Hair


There was this guy who had alot of hair,
so much hair he looked like a bear,
he wouldnt go down town, he wouldnt dare
he didnt go to the fair
becaus ppl would stare,
this poem is rare.
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want a pickle
Jordyn and Paige Sitting Eating A cucmuber while camping

Jesse walks in

Jesse: what are you guys eating?
paige: cucumbers and ranch
jordyn: want me to cut u in lmao
jesse YES!
cuts a huge piece
Jordyn : cucumbers are yummy
paige: awww thats dirrrty
jesse
Jordyn: iwant a pickle
Jesse: kay well this is awkward so i'm gonna leave

goes out side and sits around the camp fire with adults

Jordyn yells out the door : Jesse DO YOU WANT A PICKLE?!?!?!?!
Jesse gets cold after a while and comes inside
Jordyn: Jesse do u want my pickle?
Jesse: nah i have my own
Jordyn: ME TO!!!!
Paige man, i want a weiner
Jordyn: Ihave a Weiner
Paige DIrrrty, no like to eat
Jordyn: oh haha
goes out side to make weiners
somes back in
Jordyn: WHO WANTS ONE OF MY WEINERS!?!?!?!?!
 

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DO IT
name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all
21 people.

Ready, start!



1) paige
2) jazmin
3) cody
4) richard
5) summer
6) rebekah
7) chase
8) shanaia
9) ashley
10) jenny
11) sam
12) ariana
13) rae-lynn
14) brittany
15) taylor
16) colton
17) frankie
18) sean
19) damian
20) keiffer
21) jordyn



1. How did you meet 14? dance
2. What would you do if you had never met 6? i dunno
3. What would you do if 20 and 10 dated? point and laugh
4. Did you ever have a crush on 5? uhhh i aint gay
5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? NOOOOOO
6. Describe 8. short kinda annoying(noaffence) blonde dancer
7. Do you think 13 is attractive? .... i aint gay
8. Tell me something humiliating about 17? when he was like 6 we all pissed n a bottle and told him it was apple juce and he drank it
9. Do you know any of 4's family members? yepp
10. What's 21's favorite colour? pink i think
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you? cry cuz thats my brother
12. What language does 20 speak? english and jibberish
13. Who is 15 going out with? grace
12 .What is 2's favorite band? uhh blood hound gang i think
14. Would you ever date 7? not again
15. Would you ever date 1? for sure i would lmao NO
16. Is 11 single? uhh i think so
17. Do you hate 21? uhh no
18. What is 16's last name? leduc
19. Would you ever want to be in serious relationship with 2? UHHH NO!!
20. What school does 3 go to? uhh i ono 1 in fernie
21. Are number 7 & 8 Best friends? not even close
22. How amazing is 3? pretty fuckin amazing
 

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nameless;;whore

Stolen hat

that lip ring is only half pierced in thsi pic i'm not allowed to finish it but i am allowed to get it proffessionaly done in january
 

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betcha
I bet you can't do this, because only 1 in every 30 people can.

I dare you to tell the person who posted this bulletin the absolute truth of how you feel about them. I mean EVERYTHING that you think about them. Just do it. Send it in a private message and then if you have the guts, repost this question to see what people think of you.

Repost if you feel you can handle the truth
 

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how shy
HOW SHY ARE YOU?

[] You don't like public speaking.
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate using public restrooms.
[X] You hate to go shopping alone.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[ ] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex
[ ] You hate to be teased
[ ] You hate answering the door
TOTAL: 0

[] You can't stand people watching you.
[ ] One on one conversation makes you nervous.
[ ] You don't like to ask people for help.
[] You hate to read out loud
[ ] You don't like answering questions.
TOTAL:0

[ ] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at gatherings, unless you know everyone well.
[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[ ] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room
TOTAL: 1

[ ] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[ ] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[ ] You spend a lot of time in your room.
[ ] You don't like talking about personal things
TOTAL:

GRANDTOTAL:
add up all of the x's and multiply by 4 and thats the % of your shyness

Total Shyness16%
 

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i'm tired of pretending that everything's
okay ; the tears are starting to show &
my smile is fading away


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PCD``Eminem``Akon``ACDC``Fort Minor``
Hedley``Hellogoodbye``Linkin Park``

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Instructions:
Write twelve statements,
Intended to different people.
And never tell anyone who they are about.

I love how we have like a million inside jokes, but can sum them all up in one word. And when ever we are together we laugh till it makes our boobs hurt or we fight in public or on cam till we have to elbow each other to get them to stop. I Love You

I love how we met each other at a cabin and became like best friends in a weekend. I love all of our "adventures" we've had especially whn we fell off that quad and had to preteend like nothing ahppend because of frankie. Or when we went walking/biking at midnight with bare feet and got scared of a paper bag. Or especilly when we found that weed in the cabn and burned it just to find out what it was. But my fav was when we started walking in t o kimbo to get cell servie and ended up walking soo fuckin far and we were walking for like 3 hours. It was great. I love you

Lemon Squares!!!! hahahah thats all i have to say to u. I Love You

Vulgerism! Fuckin Awesome Carpentar Skills! Omg i Fuckin love all of our inside joke hun love u too!!!

I Looked like a bullrider?? maybe u should let me ride u again then. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH u got caught at my birthday party. lmao I Kinda Love You

Calgary stampede rocks my socks, mouse trap!! ahhhh run away!!! ray....ray...ray....RAY....OMG RAY answer me!! hahahahah great times see u in the summer. I Love you

Thrusting elevator! Omg so many jokes I LoVe YoU

Thrusting down the street with like a million cars behind us.
 

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ive realized
Finish the sentence :
1) I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MY FIRST KISS - was in a treehouse
2) I AM LISTENING TO - music
3) I TALK - fast and un-controlably or so quiet u cant hear me
4) I LOVE - Cody
5) MY BEST FRIEND(S) ARE - FUCKIN AWESOME
6) MY FIRST REAL KISS - was at school
7) I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ASK - if ur okay when ur bursting out in tears
8) LOVE IS - screwed up
9) MARRIAGE IS - a huge commitment
10) SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE IS THINKING - about me!! lmao jk
11) I'LL ALWAYS - be loud and obnoxious
12) I HAVE A SECRET CRUSH ON - A Boy
13) THE LAST TIME I CRIED WAS BECAUSE - i was laughing or cuz my bro is on life support
14) MY CELLPHONE - is in my hand
15) WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING - I turn on music
16) BEFORE I GO TO BED - i talk to/think about him
17) RIGHT NOW I AM THINKING ABOUT - alot of things
18) BABIES ARE - cute but a hassle
19) ON NEXOPIA I GET- comments and messages alot
20) TODAY I - fell down paiges stairs
21) TONIGHT I WILL - sleep
22) TOMORROW I WILL BE - chillin with besties
23) I REALLY WANT TO BE - with him?
 

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Copy paste answer
WOULD YOU_______?
1. Give me your number ?
2. Have sex with me ?
3. Let me kiss you ?
4. Watch a movie with me ?
5. Have dinner with me ?
6. Drive me somewhere ? Anywhere ?
7. Take a shower with me ?
8. Be my bf/gf ?
9. Tell me you love me ?
10. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money ?
11. Take me home for the night ?
12. Would you let me sleep in your bed ?
13. Sing car kareoke with me ?
14. Re-post this for me to answer your questions ?
15. Do you think im attractive, beautiful, sexy, or hot ?
16. Do you like my style ?
17. Do you think im funny ?
18. Do you care about me ?
19. Would you dance with me ?
20. Would you sing happy birthday to me ?

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF _______ ?
» I committed suicide?
» I said I liked you?
» I kissed you?
» I lived next door to you?
» I started smoking?
» I stole something?
» I was hospitalized?
» I ran away from home?
» I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY _______ ?
» Personality?
» Eyes?
» Face?
» Hair?
» Clothes?

[1] Who are you ?
[2] Are we friends ?
[3] When and how did we meet ?
[4] How have I affected you ?
[5] What do you think of me ?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me ?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends ?
[8] Do you love me ?
[9] Have I ever hurt you ? How ?
[10] Would you hug me ?
[11] Would you kiss me ?
[12] Would you fuck me ?
[13] Are we close ?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out ? Why ?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler ?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I ?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable ?
[19] How long have you known me ?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression ?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now ?
[23] What do you think my weakness is ?
[24] Do you think I'll get married ?
[25] What about me makes you happy ?
[26] What about me makes you sad ?
[27] What reminds you of me ? Why ?
[28] What's something you would change about me ? Why ?
[29] How well do you know me ? Are you sure ?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't ? (don't have to confess, but it'd be nice)
[31] Do you think I would kill someone ?
 

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