Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can, to make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand, I'm not angry, I'm just saying; sometimes good-bye is a second chance
I've been missing you like crazy, at first it was soo easy
now it's getting really hard being here without you,
there isn't one day where I dont think about you,
or if I could change one thing we'd still be together, when I told you I loved you,
there wasn't one day I didn't mean it
everything I ever said to you, I meant every word of it
I wish things could go back to the way they were. Everything I do
always reminds me of you, I wish things between us were better
we don't talk anymore
I just wish you'd come back and everything would go back to the way things were
I was soo happy
without you I'm so lost
I need you, come back home
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Please don't think i'm pushing you away
it's just who i am today
<3
You've done it for the last time ,
i'm so done with you
i thought you were one parent i could always go to when i had no one else,
but i never wanna talk to you again
you said that you'd never replace me
... and you did
i tried to put aside everything else you put me through
but i can't
i've had enough
i dont want anything to do with you anymore.
</33
You've opened my eyes,
an made me realize..
Did you lose your virginity in your own bed?
yah
What was your first alcoholic beverage?
prob, wine? cooler?
How old were you when you first smoked weed?
15
Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
for like a week?
Have you ever taken someone back after they've cheated?
yes
Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
yes
Have you ever peed while on the phone?
yes
What do you have pierced on you?
ears
What do you have tattooed on you?
star with a heart
Do you own porn?
no
Have you ever been on a blind date?
no
What reality shows do you watch?
i dont really watch tv, if i do its either HILLS or O.C
When is the last time you saw fireworks?
idk
Do you remember your first favorite song?
no
Are you taller than your mom?
yeah
Favorite fruit?
strawberries
Vegetable?
pickles
What was your first screen name?
idk
What are you planning on doing after filling this out?
homewok..sleep
Have you dated anyone from online?
no?
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
i'd be a mom, he'd be a dad?
Do you sleep on your stomach?
sometimes
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yeah
What are you listening to?
nothing
Next time you will kiss someone?
idk
Have you ever injected a drug?
no
When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
lately.
Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
more opposite
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a B?
yesss
Are you happy with your life at the moment?
kinda.
What is something you disliked about your day?
school? the way things are with him.
Your current relationship status?
single..
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
ya
Do you currently hate someone?
nah
What are/were/will you be you doing at 12 this afternoon?
class
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
yess, i am tomorrow.
Have you ever gotten sunburn so badly it hurt to move?
ya
What is bothering you right now?
lots of things.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
nope.
If you could move to Africa would you?
nah
What do you have to do tomorrow?
school,dryland
What were you doing at 9 this morning?
in class
How’s your heart?
in one piece, but confused.
What are you having/did you have for lunch?
burger.
What movie would you recommend everyone see?
idunno
Where do you want to go from here?
idk
It's so hard for me to concentrate
when i'm distracted by you
;♥
Don't call my baby anymore,
can't you see the look in my eyes
stop starring through me like you know who i am
you don't know me.
A guy like you is impossible to find
♥ ♥
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
i dont know, maybe a little.
Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
haha, yah sometimes.
Do you like to hold or be held?
doesn't matter
you have any Jordan's or Matt's in your cell phone?
i matt, 2..3 jordans?
Are you starting to realize anything?
i love to sleeeep.
What side of a heart do you draw first?
idk
Who's car were you in last?
moms truck.
Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
nope, but i have fulll.
Where's your mom and dad?
vancouver, and the kitchen
Last person you saw other than your family?
Logan ,
What did you think about when you first woke up?
i dont wanna get up.
Are you a jealous person?
yup
What friend do you tell the most to?
taryn, chris, matt, step mom, lindsay, ty
If you could do something differently, would you go back?
not reallyy, you learn from mistakes, and some mistakes are fun
Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
Probably.
Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
probbably.
Who was your last text message from?
freesex
It's Friday at noon, where are you?
not sure, with taryn possibly or at home.
or at roni's
Is your current hair colour your natural hair colour?
no
Who was the last person to call you?
tialer maybe?
Where is your mobile?
in front of mee.
Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
uuhhm both?
Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with S or A?
yea
Where's the person you miss most?
hmm, at home.
Whose car did you last drive?
the rents.
Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
i guess, yeah
Do you have a best friend?
sure doo
Could you ever be friends again with someone that broke your heart?
well its never the same but you have to be mature about it too.
Do you love someone that doesn't know you love them?
nope. but a few crushes I guess..
Are your eyes the same colour as your mom's or dad's?
mom's i think.. maybe both.
Is there a difference between love and in love?
yes. to me there is.
Do you hate anyone?
noo, well dislike.
Do you give out second chances?
yess ma'am
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
haha I'm sure I have.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
not more than how you feel.
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yeah,
Have you ever written anything on a bathroom wall or door?
yea
Last car accident and when?
long time ago.
Do you have good eye sight?
nope.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
went back to sleep
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
no idea.
Where were you at 9pm Friday night?
kyle's maybe??
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yes
What's one of the sweetest things you've heard lately?
party friday
Interested in anyone at the moment?
yes
Describe your last kiss:
ahha uhh...?
drunk. prob wouldn't meant more to me if i was sober
Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?
uhm idk
If you were upset , who's the first girl you would go to?
taryn,ty
Ever ditched school to do something more fun?
sure have, anythigns more fun than schhhhol
Do you take compliments well?
yah, but i also dont really care what people think.
What are you doing tomorrow?
exam, hanging out.
Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
nope.
Do you like to take walks?
yup
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
never mistakes.
Have you ever kissed on a beach?
yup,
Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
hockey tourny
I never thought I'd hear myself say:
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go some place?
if i neeeeed a ride.
What bed did you sleep in last night?
minee.
Would you rather have big or small dogs?
small.
Do you mind being cold?
at times.
Are you afraid of falling in love?
somewhat now yes
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
alot of things.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
my life story
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
hahha yes.
Do you want kids?
possibly
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
ye
Did you go out or stay in last night?
went to enderbush fo hockeyy, weooo
Did anybody ever call you beautiful?
yeah.
What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
uhm idk
What's the last movie you saw?
Beta house, american pie.
Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
Love.
Song that makes you cry?
a few.
Is your self-esteem low?
No I'm pretty comfortable.
Have you ever chased a chicken?
aha chea
Have you ever had a weird dream about a guy or girl?
hahahaha.. deffinatly have
Would you ever be a stripper?
nnoppppe,
When did you last kiss someone on the cheek?
idk, i dont really do dat.
What do you think of guys that wear eyeliner?
uh okay.
50 Cent shows up at your door, what do you do?
I tell him to go away, and party like its his bday somewhere else
Have you ever worn your underwear backwards?
ooohh most liekly.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
uhmmmm i dont re-call
What animal did you last pet or hold?
my pat.. ALF!!
Three words to describe why you last threw up?
druunk as fuuck
Do you miss your past?
yup
How's your day going so far?
relaxing
Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
98% of the time yes.
You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
eye brow
Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
nah, thats why their called memories
Have you ever been pressured into something you now regret?
yes, but i dont regret it
Did you take a nap at all today?
like all day
When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
other day
Could you see yourself with someone forever?
yah
Do you know anyone who is having a baby?
dont think so
What grade are you entering?
entering? im in 10
Who do you know that can make you feel better if you're not feeling happy?
taryn, ty
Does it take alot to make you cry?
not reallyy, someitmes.
Do you believe the term "all guys are pigs"?
not all.
Do you wish all guys were exactly like Edward Cullen?
hahh nooo chance, ew
Last time you went to the mall?
sunday?
How many pictures are on your wall?
14
Could you cry right now?
no,
Last person you hung out with?
taryn
If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?
t-blaze.. weeeeeooo
What did you do Saturday night?
chilled with t--blaze
What's on your mind?
what to do
Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
nope, i wake up when my phone rings
What's the last thing you cried really hard over?
uhh.. the "talk" me and my mom had.
Was the first person to talk to you today a guy or a girl?
guy.... kyle.
Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yup
How's your heart?
confused
When was the last time you were disappointed?
idk
Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
haha yeah
What was the highlight of your week?
thursday night, friday night
What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleepng?
What is the last thing you spent money on?
idk. a movie
Last place you hugged someone? Who was it?
idk
What color is your hair?
blonde
Do people hate you?
most likely
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
idk
Where are you right now?
in my rooom
Do you believe the saying "drunk minds speak sober hearts"
yesss, alot of the time its truee.
Last person to write on your wall?
idunno
What are you listening to right now?
music
What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
friends?
What's bothering you right now?
nothing
What do you smell like?
cleeaan
What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
pillowws and lots of blankets.
What do you wear to bed?
idk i wear different things..
What's something you wish you could understand better?
why we need school
What did you do last weekend?
hockey, hung out with taryn, watched hockey
Are you scared of snakes?
nah
Do you have anything that belongs to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
ex boyfriends yes
Ever kissed under fireworks?
nope.
Have you bought any clothing items this past week?
no.
Are you waiting for something?
exams to come and be done
Ever kissed a dark haired, and eyed person?
yess
What is your advice for Britney Spears?
Shave your head again you fuckin cock knocker.
Does your last ex have a job?
not really in the winter time
What were you doing before filling out this survey?
laying in bed with taryn
Has anyone ever broken your heart?
yea
How late did you stay up last night?
11?
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
wtf,
What are you going to do this weekend?
hockey,partying. chilling with taryn
maybe jon, cj
Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?
nope
Are you Irish in any way?
yeye
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
nope
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yeah,
Ever kissed someone younger than you?
yeah.
Older than you?
Yeah.
Are you happy right now?
yeah
What color are your eyes?
blue..green
What’s your weakness?
dating,love.
Who/what do you hate currently?
things..
Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night?
Depends
When is your birthday?
January 15th
Are you multitasking right now?
not really
Could you handle being in the military?
nope.
What's the last text message you sent say?
idk?
Are you afraid of the dark?
kinda
Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
haha yeah. all the time XD
What are you excited for?
nothing really.. exams to be over.
Relationships or one night stands?
relationships.
How many piercings do you have?
ears
Few things you're doing at the moment?
Typing,texting
Ever kissed in the rain?
yeah,
How's your heart lately?
alright
Are you a jealous person?
yeah
Did you have a good birthday this year?
it was ok
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
prob
Are you a heavy sleeper?
ye
How many people have you kissed in 2008?
5
How did you feel when you woke up today?
tired
Kiss on the first date?
yeah.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
idk.
How often do you see your ex?
never
Would you ever donate blood?
idk
Have you ever driven without a license?
yeah
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes
Do you want someone dead?
no
What does your last text message say?
oh lol okay ahahah
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yes
if you had to choose dying or having sex with your boyfriend which one would you choose?
Uh, sex
Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?
i pre sure yes, hah
Last December, what was your love life like?
confusing.
Has a girl sat on your bed before?
lol? Are you serious?
Who's the funniest person you know?
theres alot.
Are you afraid to grow up?
kinda
What is your worst subject in school?
i suck at school..
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Story of my life
What is something you wish you had more of?
Money HAHA
Do you like to hold or be held?
Dependss.
When was the last time you cried?
a while ago
Last person you saw other than your family?
t-blaze
Do you wash your hair in the shower?
yes
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/fastest for?
not really
Who was the last person to be in your bed with you?
t-blaze:)
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yes lol
Are you usually the first to say sorry when you're in a fight, or the last?
depends.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yeah.
Do you plan on hugging the last person you hugged again?
Yeeeeees.
Are you in a relationship?
no
Where is your number one person on your friends list?
home.
Do you think you're approachable?
idk
Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
no..
Who do you tell the most to?
taryn,tialer,daddy,brad,roni,savannah
Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
i dont know.
Who was the last thing/person you took a picture with?
Malcolm
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
yeah...
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
not much
Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered one of your family members?
Never.
What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust Honesty and Loyalty. And communication is key.
If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
I wouldn't leave the people in my life but i would love to get out of here
How was your day?
Relaxing.
What's your current problem?
dont know how he feels.
Do you have a best friend?
Yes I do.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
People should be aloud to do what they want.
Does someone have a crush on you?
Uhh. Knowing people most likely....
What is something you have in common with your best friend?
everything;)
Do you and your best friend have 'a song'?
no:(
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
someone at the party last night?
Vegetarian?
no
Have you ever done anything illegal?
Obviously
Is your best friend in love with someone?
me.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
yah
How late did you stay up last night and why?
1, chilling with t-blaze
Does the feeling of christmas time make you happy?
Yess =]
Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
i did yes.
Was your New Years Eve enjoyable?
Yeah,
