Today (Sunday, August 5th 2007)
I Blacked out...
for those who know me i have black outs
but this one....was different....
It Hurt to Talk, Think, even Breath O_O
All i could see was black...and nothing but it...
i sat down on the bench with my hands on my head to try and pull my self together...i awoke to being on the floor...my head in pain not knowing what happed...or where i was...most importantly...who i was.......i was in pain...my whole body wanted to give up but i didn't want to...even if it meant falling over trying to get up....i had strangers...i didn't even know...they helped me...i could not see there face's...all i could see was black still...i could not describe the voise's...i didn't want to talk...it hurt but i had to answer there questions...it was hard but i got tho it...my sight started to come back after about 6-7 mins...it was purple...and about 1-2 mins later i could see like purple vains on some sort but the rest was clear...my face had no color in it what so ever.....while all this was happing i remembered someone really special to me and i tryed to get tho this just so i could see her again...

That was my camping trip....