BELLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Words cannot describe the way I long for you Chenoa , I frequently imagine sitting in the woods with you, we're both cross legged near a bubbling brook, as if led by some unseen force we both look up towards each other, our eyes meeting in the withering sun of twilight. I stare into your deep, pale blue eyes for what seems like hours, silently praying that this moment never ends. Finally we break each others gaze long enough to glance down and notice an ant crawling up a blade of grass. Such simple things, such beautiful nature we're surrounded by.
I lay back, feeling the cool blades of grass pressing into my back, as you do the same I take a second to ponder how anything could be so perfect. The sun is leaving us now and giving way to the night sky, glimmering stars dot the infinite blackness. We lay there for hours, the moonlight creates dancing shadows across your pale porcelain skin. We are together in perfect harmony, we are in love. Thoughts come and go quickly, we share each others mind. It doesn't matter what we talk about just that we're together.
The time we've spent together just staring at the sky seems like seconds, but we soon realize how late it really is. We've been lost in each others thoughts for so long. We decide to retire to the small cottage which we've made our home. As I lay into bed next to you, I stare at you and you giggle "What are you looking at?" "The most beautiful thing I've ever seen." I reply. As I drift into a peaceful sleep the world begins to shake unceremoniously. What is happening? Everything starts melting around me and I open my eyes again.
I'm in my bedroom. Alone.
I want to be with you, I want to feel the warmth of your touch, I want to make you happy in any way possible. I'd likely take my own life if I knew it would ensure your eternal happiness. I want to be there when you're sad, and I want to offer a shoulder to cry on. I want to stare at you for hours, with no distractions, pondering your epicurean beauty. I want to be with you...
... I need to be with you.
My birthday consisted of myself and my boyfriend because Jenn got in trouble and got grounded (sooo not her fault) and Crystal decided she didn't have the patience to wait for me to finish getting my hair done so she went to sarah's instead
your a dick and if you ruin my birthday ill hate you forever
I'm sick of guys playing my friends. They can all go shove it. I swear to god, do you feel tough playing with a girl's heart for as long as you feel like it til you find a better one to toy with? Do you feel proud when they cry or when they get upset?
Fuck you alright.
You can go fuck yourself with a rusty shovel up the ass because I am sick of it. Stop playing my friends or so help me I will KILL YOU.
Its not bad enough that i am overweight.
But now of course there have to be other things wrong with my body right?
Like my boobs. Thanks Nam. You aren't an asshole or anything.
O no, of course I wouldn't be affended after you told me, and the entire class mind you, that my boobs were too pointy.
Yeah thanks for that.
REALLY. Because as a girl i dont have enough self esteem issues without you pretty much telling me my boobs are wrong too. Thanks. Thanks a whole fuckload.
People who say brb
when they are gone for ten minutes or more
say you have to go do something or specify how
long it is going to take
god
"Invisible"
Whatcha’ doin’ tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonightIf hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
Day 2 of Fitness
=144.2
Day 3 of Fitness
=147.2
Basketball Tournament
=142.8
I think I'll be a therapist
whenever anything goes wrong
everyone comes to me
its amazing
Me: ill become a scientist and ill live to 200
Brandon : ok
Brandon : when you do, show me how to live that long
Me: okay
Me: im sure i can do that
Brandon : i dont see why not
Me: what if we dont hang out anymore when i find out how to live to 200?
Brandon : naw we'll still hang out
Me: okay
Me: what if you dont love me anymore?
Brandon : why wouldnt i?
Me: i dunno
Brandon : i dont think i could stop even if i tried
....yay
