Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breathe.
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment, there's no one else alive
Basics
.Name: Brittni MacQueen
.Nick names: Brit
.Middle Name: Danielle
.Sport: hockey and Basketball
.Colors: purple, blue, yellow and white&black ( i know, there not colors)
.Song: she's like the wind- lumidee & irreplaceable -beyonce
.Band(s)/Singer(s): nothing special
.Quote: "live in the moment, not for the moment"
.Scent: givenchy- hot
.Movies: now and then, breakfast at tiffany's, blah blah blah, ive got lotss
.Season: summer
-Girly Questions
.Do you wear makeup? yep
.Do you look for personality or looks: both
.Perfect boy: someone honest, someone who is willing to take risks, compassionate
.Do you sleep with stuffies? only bb =)
.Do you want kids: yeah in the future.
.Are you pretty: fuck ya hahahah
.Do you have your own phone line?: yep, its called the "kids line" and my celly
.Do you get along with your family? we have our moments, but i love them to death
.Do you have any piercing or tattoos? 5 peircings, soon to be 6 possibly 7
-Do you like...
.Giving hugs?: my favorite thing
.Taking walks in the rain: i more enjoy jumping in puddles compared to walking
.The mall?: only if you have a reason to be there
.Go on stage?: all the time.
.Drink: occasionally haha
.Smoke: noppe
.Drugs: depends on how much ive had to drink
.Eat meat: only certain kinds, i dont eat Lamb. NEVER
.Sleep Alot: only during breaks, besides that nope
.Eat sushi: not really no.
.Cook: i love cooking, but not the cleaning part
.Been in love: i believe so =)
.Cried when someone died: yepp
.Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: i got him. <3
.Broken a bone: never
.Done something embarrassing: are you kidding me? ive a klutz, accident prone, and embarass myself all the time.
.Lied: yes.
.Cried in school: yeah, it sucks
.Sprite or 7UP: sprite
.Girls or Guys: girls- only mine, but i tend to get along with guys easier.
.Flowers or Candy: flowers preferably lillies &/or tropical flowers you know, the works ahah
.Scruff or Clean shaved: both.
.Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy.
.Pants or Shorts: shorts
.Night or Day: Night
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
.What do you notice first: smile which leads to the jaw bone, and then the eyes.
.Last person you slow danced with: tyler <3
.Last person you hugged: Koda Bear
.Last person you kissed: Tyler
YOUR LAST:
.Showered: this evening
.Stepped outside: about 4 hours ago
.Romantic memory: tyler surprising me with dinner and putting rose petals every where and then having our song play in the backround & slow dancing in his kitchen, im a sucker for the corny stuff
.Your Good Luck Charm: my mom
.Best Thing That Has Happened: has not happened yet
Favorite:
.Friend: i love everyone equally
.Pizza Place: pizza hut, or panago
.Ice Cream: strawberry, lime, mango, anything fruity.
.Breakfast: vanilla yogurt, granola and frozen fruit YUMMMMY
.Cuddle: all the time
.Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: no, i have a life haha
-HAVE YOU EVER
.Fallen for your best friend?: yepp,
.Made out with JUST a friend?: hahah unfourtantely
.Kissed two people in the same day?: yes
.Had sex with two different people in the same day?: sick no
.Been rejected: yes.. it sucks.
.Been in love?: i believe i am
.Been in lust?: big mistake.
.Used someone?: Never.
.Been used?: so many times, btw i hate you haha
.Been cheated on?: yess
.Done something you regret?: why do it if your going to regret it?.
-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
.You touched?: when i hugged tyler
.You talked to on the phone?: Tyler
.You yelled at?: My Mom
.You thought about?: hello..privacy please
.Who broke your heart?: it hasnt been
.Have a boyfriend?: yeppers.
.Own a thong?: in every color haha
-HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
.Stolen anything?: yeah .
.Smoke?: have, gross.
.Obsessive?: i have my quirks
.Compulsive?: only when it comes to dancing and such
.Panic?: when i dont prepare for things
.Anxiety?: when i get nervous yess
.Depressed? noope
.Drugs?: yaa
.Sexually active?: none of your business
.Have children?: nope, and i dont plan on it for a loooong time thank you =)
i think this may become the new thing.
i cant always express the way i feel about everything to the people around me. so maybe this can make it easier on me.
i need things to be ok again. i need something to release all of this anger and hurt inside of me.
i miss my best friend and im ashamed because i feel like its all my fault
i say i dont care. but i do.
i miss old relationships with certain people.
i miss elementary, junior high.
i miss being able to love and be loved back with out certain circumstances.
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I miss the way we were, the talks about anything
knowing we could comfort one another. The gap
only seems to be getting deeper and wider. I feel
like I have been left alone in the darkness with no
spark of light to show me the way. Won’t you open
the door and let the light peak through so I can guide
my way. But I am just the invisible girl who is only
seen when wanted, and I feel like I am never
wanted anymore. The relationships we made
have turned into nothing more than a social
friend, and I don’t know you anymore.
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copyright- sjh <3
maybe i shouldnt be saying anything because i know
in reality it takes two to make a relationship work. i mean ive
known you since i was 6 and now it means nothing. ive continously
have to tell myself over and over again that its all my fault but
equally its yours aswell. we havent been 'bbfae' in what;
a year& a half. im not going to do this anymore. i want you
to know that you impacted my life by all of the memories we
made in the past together.your one of the reasons i make the
decisions i do today. i dont want to do the opposite just to rebel,
but i also dont want to go through life anymore thinking, you were
here&now your gone. why? did we just push eachother away.
get to busy? or just forget? i want to say sorry for never calling
enough, not trying hard enough, and most of all not being able
to fufill most of those promises we made to eachother.
there used to be months that went by that i would see you
every weekend and we would be inseperable.. i guess when
you hit a certain age you dont need your best friend any longer.
i hate the fact that you arent here anymore. i hate the fact that
i hate myself for letting it get this way.
you know even calling you or thinking about it puts a horrible
feeling in my stomach because i know it'll be different, and
im not ready to face that fact. we both have changed for the
good and for the bad. but honestly i can only say that
about myself because i DONT know you anymore.
truth is i dont know if i even
want to any longer or if i should even care. it doesnt feel equal
or even close to the fact that maybe you wonder either.
im so hurt by the idea that i know i dont have someone to
run to anymore when something goes wrong, because i dont
know if it is right any longer.
do you even know?
i would trade anything just to know that you miss me too.
maybe i shouldnt be saying any of this.. but maybe you need to know.
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget: I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting.
I'm through with doubt:
There's nothing left for me to figure out.
I've paid a price,
An' I'll keep paying.
I'm not ready to make nice;
I'm not ready to back down.
I'm still mad as hell,
An' I don't have time,
To go round and round and round.
It's too late to make it right;
I prob'ly wouldn't if I could.
'Cause I'm mad as hell:
Can't bring myself,
To do what it is you think I should.
I know you said:
"Can't you just get over it?"
It turned my whole world around,
And I kind of like it.
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets, and I don't mind sayin':
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her,
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world can the words that I said,
Send somebody so over the edge,
That they'd write me a letter sayin' that I better,
Shut up an' sing or my life will be over?
I'm not ready to make nice;
I'm not ready to back down.
I'm still mad as hell,
An' I don't have time,
To go round and round and round.
It's too late to make it right;
I prob'ly wouldn't if I could.
'Cause I'm mad as hell:
Can't bring myself,
To do what it is you think I should.
(I'm not ready to make nice;)
I'm not ready to back down. (Whoa, oh.)
I'm still mad as hell,
An' I don't have time,
To go round and round and round.
It's too late to make it right; (To make it right.)
I prob'ly wouldn't if I could.
'Cause I'm mad as hell:
Can't bring myself,
To do what it is you think I should.
What it is you think I should.
Oooh, ooh.
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget: I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting.
