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* Getting Closer *
33_____Days


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if I could only make time fly by faster !!

but unfortunately when you want something to happen


it always takes longer than ever...


We have our apartment !!
Lexie+ Mercy will finally be together !!

Bottom floor? Can you say WOOT ?


No, we're responsible -lol-

It is going to be AWESOME !!


. . . MINUS the fact that we're going to be dirt poor . . .


we've been waiting for two years. since we came up with the idea. it's been a work in progress. . .


. . . and I honestly can't believe how soon it is happening !!

I mean, we're going to be on our own . Just Merc + Lex . Good or bad ? It'll be great - the best, actually.[/font]



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What's happenin? ::
YOU
1. Name: Tifanny
2. Your Nick Names: Mercy, "T", Smiles, Tif..haha pratical?
3. Current Location: Cranbrook BC
4. Date Of Birth: April 19 1989
5. Zodiac Sign: Aries
6. Male Or Female: Female
7. Age: 17 almost 18 !!!!!!!!!
8. Schools: Ugh. Mount Baker
9. Occupation: workin' at Staples
10. Residence: In a house

APPEARANCE
12. Hair Color: Brunette *kinda has a hint of red .. hot !!*
13. Hair Long or Short: Medium..it's getting longer though !!
14. Eye Color: Hazel
15. How Do Your Nails Look: pretty nice..I have to get them filled though
17. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Hm. Not other than "celebrity crushes"
18. Do You Like Yourself: ..let's not go there..
20. Think Your Attractive: neck up? yes
21. Piercings: 3 in each ear + 1 extra in right ear
22. Tattoo: None .. yet !!
23. Righty or Lefty: Right

FIRST TIMES
24. First Rollercoaster: never have and probably never will. i will get super sick on them.
25. First Cell Phone: I was 15
26. First Best Friend: Melissa
27. First Award: Uhm probably something with kindergarten or bowling..
28. First Sport You Joined: bowling
29. First Pet: Lucky !!
30. First Vacation: Uhm I can't remember
31. First Concert: I've never really been to one that could count as a concert
32. First Love (not lust): Meh..I never know honestly

FAVORITES
33. Movie: A Night At The Roxbury !! And others I love movies
34. TV Show: Family Guy. It's all I ever "religiously" watch. And shows like "so you think you can dance" and what not.
36. Bands: BSB, Chris Daughtry, HIM, MCR, Underoath, Green Day...+
37. Song: Toooooo many and they change rapidly lol !!
38. Food: ...chinese if i had to pick
40. Candy: CANDY CANDY CANDY
41. Sport Team: Maple Leafs, Oilers and Penguins
42. Favorite Sport To Watch: Hockey and wrestling
43. Brand: VOLCOM
44. Stores: GARAGE, La Senza Express, Bootlegger
45. School Subject: School's a bore right now. But Law 'cause it's fun and Math 'cause Shelby is there !
46. Animal: All but I really like puppies and bunnies !!
47. Radio Station: I love the Calgary radio stations =D
48. Magazines: Revolver, Cosmo (sometimes), Blender

CURRENTLY
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Water
52. Online: MSN, Photobucket, MSN
53. Listening To: Backstreet Boys . You wish you were cool like me.
54. Thinking About: let's not go there
55. Wanting: Everything
56. Watching: The time
57. Wearing: clothes. sweats. hot ? yeah.. you know it

FUTURE
58. Want Kids: 3
59. Want To Get Married: prefereably yes
60. Careers In Mind: something to do with business or I want to be a ROCKSTAR !

WHICH IS BETTER (OPP. SEX)
67. Cute Or Sexy: Cute
68. Lips Or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs Or Kisses: Hugs
70. Short Or Tall: Taller than me
71. Easygoing Or Serious: A happy medium
72. Romantic Or Spontaneous: as above
73. Fatty Or Thin: ..as above lol
74. Quiet Or Loud: haha again as above
75. Hook-up Or Relationship: Relationships
76. Sweet Or Caring: Both
77. Trouble Maker Or Hesitant One: Hesitant

DO YOU BELIEVE IN?
89. God: Very much so
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First Sight: nope
92. Ghosts: haha no
93. Aliens: No
94. Soul Mates: Yes
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: Yes
98. Kissing On The First Date: Depends
99. Horoscopes: They're fun to read but I don't follow them

TRUTHFULLY
100. Is There Someone You Want But Can't Have: Isn't there always? And it's not "want" as in "love" it's want as in I want to be around/with you because I miss you to death =(
 

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sXe ::
"Straight edge (also known as sXe, and xXx) refers to a lifestyle, a personal commitment, a philosophy, and a subculture that is closely associated with hardcore punk music [i]
don't nessesarily listen to hardcore punk music]. Straight edgers abstain from recreational drugs, including tobacco and alcohol.
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Some followers of the straight-edge philosophy also abstain from promiscuous sex, the regular use of painkillers,
and the intake of caffeine [I]
don't practice that lol]. Some also practice vegetarianism or veganism. Many have claimed to be deeply spiritual....
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There are various reasons why people may choose to be straight edge, and there are various interpretations of the practice and various applications of the precepts. Some use the lifestyle as a stepping stone because they believe it will allow them to be more involved with their own mental and physical health.

Straight edge is not a religion; it is a philosophy
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.....the lifestyle has associations with spirituality—some straight edgers are Christian...

An 'X' on the back of the hand is a common straight edge symbol


According to a series of interviews conducted by journalist Michael Azerrad, the straight-edge "X"[/size] [/b]can be traced to the Teen Idles' brief U.S. west coast tour in 1980. The Idles were scheduled to play at San Francisco's Mabuhay Gardens, but, when the band arrived, club management discovered that the entire band was under the legal drinking age and should thus be denied entry to the club. The band insisted on performing, and as a short-term compromise, management marked each of the Idles' hand with a large black "X" as a warning to bartenders and bouncers to not serve alcohol to the band (this was largely unnecessary, as most of the Teen Idles avoided alcohol). Upon returning to Washington D.C., The Idles suggested this same "X" gambit to a few D.C. clubs as a way to let teenagers see musical performances[/b], yet not be served alcohol; the practice was never widely adopted by D.C.-area music venues, but the "X" mark soon became associated with the nascent straight edge lifestyle.

Many adopters of the "straight edge" lifestyle voluntarily marked their hands in the same way to show their commitment to the ethos. Also widespread is the tattooing of the X symbol on other parts of the body or wearing it on clothing, pins, et cetera. The X is considered a mark of identity. Attaching the X to one's name or band name is common practice for straight edgers. ... "Straight edge" is sometimes abbreviated sXe following much the same logic by which hardcore is sometimes abbreviated "hXc".

Straight edgers sometimes encounter mockery from others within the punk scene for various reasons, including their perceived "elitism", "uptightness"[/strike][/b], or around substance use. The actions and attitudes of militant members of the straight edge scene also draw heavy criticism, including from more tolerant straight edgers[/color][/font]


Straight Edge
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; F.or Y.our I.nformation ;
things that need to be said
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You think you knew. You think you know.
you have no
[/b] friggin' idea mate.[/center][/color]
*you don't know my past.
><I hate referring to my past
and my painful issues to you -> to anyone.
_{MELISSA}_
you mean more to me than you'll ever know.
you reflect myself.
we are so friggin similar it scares the shizz out of me sometimes !!
i love you girly.
forever.
for always.
<3
[/color][/b]
--eff the haters.
you see the outside. :ACCEPT IT:
;;the outside matters ? no[/b][/color]
the inside DETERMINES who you ARE
and that's what MOST IMPORTANT
not how SKINNY or how PRETTY one is.
Don't like it? -stuff it-
_[Shelby]_
i can't believe how we are..
so retarded
and so happy all the time
even when i feel down and am hostile with you
you still love me
and i still love you!
forever and always girl i love you more than the
air i breathe !
we's be tight for life nigg.
<33
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when i tell you my problems:
effing LISTEN !
stop judging.
stop pleading for change.
stop trying to force me to change.
stop TRYING.

leave me alone. it's under medioquer control.
i know what i'm doing.
if it kills me,
well than i'm to blame.
it's something i'm starving for.
it's a goal i wish to achieve.
why not just HELP me ACHIEVE
rather than pushing me back ?[/color]
-agree-
[/center][/b]

stop talking smack
no one thinks you're cool::
yeah.
so i believe that stuff.
foff.
that's my lifestyle. take it. leave it.
don't judge it !!
leave me to what i want to believe.
don't try to change me.

..i obviously need to spell it out..
[/color]
do NOT try to change me !!
^^ i'm the way that i am and have been the past 17 years !
there's no way you can change me with your stupid talk
and your igotistic ways.
i am me : accept it or get away from me okay ?



thanks for listening






<3




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10 True
[/b] Statements[/size]
:::
1. They say blood is thicker than water,
and sometimes I like to not believe that.
You are the only exception.
We should be sisters
because we're just that close.
Love you forever
and July is coming so soon
<3

2. I'll take you to my quickie-mart . Oh my gosh !!
So many good times jammin'
when ish your birthday
Sometimes I don't know why
But I feel like you're too good for me
because I definitely don't deserve a friend
as good as you are to me
[/color]
We're siamese twins attached to the finger .


3. I've never felt this way about any boy ever.
If I could've had the chance to pick out who I wanted
to give my heart away to,
I would've picked you
Forever and always I love you <33[/b]

4. Ugh you drive me friggin crazy sometimes
But I love ya to death.
Sometimes it feels like you don't care
but I know that you always will and always have cared.
Sometimes I want to hit you with my car when you leave
it smelly and dirty
but then I just laugh..
Because you only do it to bother me


5. Crackhead.
Yeah. You beotch.
Since grade 5 we've had that insider
And omfg it's still funny.
Remember how we said it wouldn't be funny when we got older
Because we would have lives ?
I don't think we found those lives
Hahaha
But yes, we definitely have had some of the best times ever
and I'll miss them
But we'll have more okay ?

6. Shall we sip on some don par-i-g-non ?
While we synchronize swim
and have runny mascara eyes while checking out
those boys in the hot tub ?
Bahaha
Oh gosh I can't wait to see you again !!
We are sooo sisters !! I love you my personal tv


7. Okay some lovely gummy sex ?
You up for that ?
Cause I sure am.

But I'm only in it with you okay ?
See, I won't do that with anyone..
But you..
You're the only one who gets my sweet gummy sex


8. You're beautiful.
And you can't seem to find that about yourself.
But I think you should start to realize that you are
Don't degrade yourself
Don't stoop that low.
I know it's hard to stop what you do
But just give it a shot.
So many people are behind you
and they want you better.
Deep down, you want you better too.


9. Lama-Face
So shall we snow bog once more whilst listening
to Miss. Lily Allen (whom I love now haha!)
You always seem to get me addicted to friggin good music !
Next stop, porn shop ?
Lmao well my eyes have already been violated once there
lmao !!

10. So it really sucks that we stopped talking
after St.Mary's UGGGGGH torture :cussing:
But now we're all buddy buddy again
Why?
Because I stopped you in the hallway biznatch
and we just randomly hung out when the freak was moving outta my
basement
and then you met your boy
all because of..
That's right..
ME
Haha

11. You let me beat you up,
you tried to teach me to do a backflip
but I was too scared to break my neck
I accidentally de-nutted you (I'm sowwy )
And you used to live in my basement.
I miss you and you're always the brother I never had !!
...and never wanted...JUST KIDDING !

12. I don't know if we could ever be friends again
and sometimes I just think that I was there to be used by you.
I'll forgive you
And accept apologies
But I don't think I can trust again.
I'm sorry.
We had a good run.
Good memories
I want to keep it civil.


13. I'm not a huge fan of you.
I don't visit much
and I hate to say but it's because of you.
Take a step back to reality,
take a maturity pill.
Grow up and just admit your wrongs.
Ps; someday you'll understand why
I don't like you much :)


14. Best friends since we met
when I was 4 almost 5
You almost broke down the gate trying to get at me
And I was scared !
But what was there to be afraid of ?
You keep all[/u] my secrets !!
Now you're getting old,
And I'm going to keep your memories alive forever
With names, and of course one special memorial to you
..on my foot ? Hehe you'll love it


15. Gawsh.
Honestly ?
Who buys nuts in a cup ?
That's all i have to say
and ..
love ya !!


16. Haggard tent lol !!
We've had so many good memories
and you've gradded already !!
A semester ahead and I can't wait to see you
all prettied up at prom hun !!
With your smokin hot date dang you !!
Hehe !!


17. Uh HM in MAY !?
YUH HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
WORD !!

18. I couldn't think of anything else to say about anyone
else but yeah if I forgot you , I'm sorry I still love you

And the reason I put this in here as 18 is because I don't like
odd numbers

hehe I'm a nut
But I'm not[/b] a nut in a cup


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: Pour Vous :
Okay seriously I don't have to do ANYTHING because you get to do it !! Haha suckers. No but seriously I feel like I should say something !!
Hm.
La la la la ! Let's go snow boggin *runs away*


[1] Who are you?:
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When and how did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?:
[11] Would you kiss me?:
[12] Would you fuck me?:
[13] Are we close?:
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[18] Am I loveable?:
[19] How long have you known me?:
[20] Describe me in one word.:
[21] What was your first impression?:
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[23] What do you think my weakness is?:
[24] Do you think I'll get married?:
[25] What about me makes you happy?:
[26] What about me makes you sad?:
[27] What reminds you of me?:
[28] What's something you would change about me?:
[29] How well do you know me?:
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:
 

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Randomized Questions;;;;;
Randomized Questions;
The person
[/i][/b]
First Name: Tifanny
Middle Initial: D
Age: 17
Birthplace: Cranbrook BC
Birthday: April 19th, 1989
Now lives in: Cranbrook *rolls eyes*
Any nicknames?: "T"

The faves[/i][/b]
Fave color[s]: pink and purple
Fave place to travel to: Kelowna =D
Dream destination: Finland
Fave cusiene: Chinese, Italian and Mexican
Fave restaurant: BOSTON PIZZA [lol] and Lucianos
Fave kind of pizza: Vegetarian or hawiian
Fave song: Too many !! But I like "revolution" by Starfield right now
Fave band: 1203855 bands ! HIM, MCR are definitely my top 2
Fave subject in school: Psychology
Fave CD: The ones I burn and my "razorblade romance" cd
Fave gum: extra spearmint, orbit bubble gum & trident watermelon twist
Fave candy bar/candy: gummy bears [sex lol leah], big turks, cadbury white chocolate, fruit mentos and licorice.
Fave movie: so many yet again ! A Night @ The Roxbury, John Tucker Must Die, Jackass 2, Romeo & Juliet, Breakfast @ Tiffany's, Cruel Intentions, Red Eye & The Black Dahlia
Fave perfume or calogne: Curious : Britney Spears is definitely my preference. Glo by Jlo is good too.
Fave Scent: vanilla

The ickies[/i][/b]
Worst movie: The Red Violin. So long. So boring.
Worst food: red meat & too much sugar
Worst band/artist: paris hilton *rolls eyes*
Worst accessory: those old lady vegas purses with the mutant sequins on them
Worst day of the week: mondays and wedensdays
Worst drink [non-alcoholic]: soda water
Worst alcoholic drink: anything with too much of an alcohol taste, and BEER is sick
Worst habit [not nessesarily yours]: smoking and doing drugs
Worst vacation: camping in the pouring rain all weekend
Worst sickness you've had: whooping cough
Pet peeve[s]: hearing people chew, the sound of people swallowing, watching someone spit or throw up, cracking body parts (on purpose), messy lockers, people who are unorganized

Either or[/i][/b]
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Strawberries or cherries: cherries
Whip cream or chocolate sauce: whip cream
Veggies or fruit: =O fruit but i like both
Candy or chips: candy
Hugs or kisses: both hehe
Black or white: black
Water or pop: water
Coffee or tea: tea
White chocolate or dark chocolate: white chocolate ^.^
Piercing or tattoo: tattoo
In person or on the phone: in person <3
Rock or pop music: rock

Romance[/i][/b]
Something to add romance to a date: candles
Best romantic movie: The notebook [march ^.^]
Dinner or movie?: Hm. Both ? I don't know.
Kiss on first date?: Depends who they are and how the date is going.
Do more on the first date than kiss?: Nope
Get caught in the rain or caught in the snow: Rain
If you ran into an ex while on a date, you would...: avoid them
If you ran into your buddies on a date you would..: say hi and talk for a bit but definitely go back to the date =)
Would you rather take your mate to a sporting event or a theatrical event?: Sporting event
Dancing or concert?: Both are good. For a date though, I'd go dancing: close and intimate hehe
Make them pay or you pay?: split the bill
Walk or drive: walk ^.^
Sunrise or sunset: sunset
Go see a thrasher movie or a romantic comedy/drama: depends what they're into. doesn't matter to me we'd probably not watch the movie either way hehe

Life[/i][/b]
Dream profession: singer
What would you change about yourself: be about 2 inches shorter, few pounds lighter. the usual girl crap.
You want to be right now: with tyler
Worst words to hear: Goodbye
In 5 years...: I will actually have a life
Who you'd like to see in concert: HIM, MCR, AREOSMITH [with shelbs]!!
Marriage-Yes or no: Yes
Children-Yes or no: Yes
Are you religious?: Yes
Evolution or creation: Creation
Math or science: Uggh. Either if I understand it -lol-
English or history: History - way more interesting
Numbers or letters: letters ?
Do you like your name: Meh. It's grown on me >.<
Model/rockstar/actor/actress: rockstar !![/font]
 

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2006
I Confess that in 2006 I...


stayed single the whole year.
got your first REAL kiss
kissed someone new
made-out for the first time
made-out in/on a car
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love/been in love (still in love )
had your heart broken
broke someone else's heart
had a stalker
had a good relationship with someone - still have one..I love you
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
gotten married
had a divorce
had a gay marriage
kissed someone of the same sex
dated someone you'll never forget dating - still together
done something you've regretted
lost someone you truely love
lost faith in love for a little while
kissed under mistletoe

got a job
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hated
found the subject you love

failed a class
got into a fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself an idiot time and time again
embaressed yourself in front of the class

fell in love with a teacher
got a lead in the school play
made a team
were involved in something you'll never forget


painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you couldn't stand
double-dipped

skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went to camp
threw a surprise party
laughed until you cried
flirted shamelessly

visited a foreign country
visited a different province
cooked a disasterous meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
JIMMY !! [hehe shelby ]
realized something new about yourself
tried to gain weight
dyed your hair omg so many times
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
drank alcohol
drank alcohol underage
got drunk

got arrested (i'm a good girl )
read a great book
saw a great movie
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw a band/artist live

saw someone famous in person
did something you want to tell everyone
 

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sammie + tify = &lt;33

>movies. tubing down rivers. walking all over.makeup.
shopping. thrift stores.
writing on cups @ church.
tears. byob. old ladies.
singing [bad day]. bracelets, necklaces and buttons.
candy bras. Bryce.
BP's. the new Bryces in Drumhellar.
nailpolish. 2am.pirates.
movies with msn. drugstores. shoe problems. BAN (similarities). stripes, dice and stars.
nose rings. hooker earrings.
hey baby. me love you long time.HEY BRYCE.
daquaris.
cruel intentions<3.
romance days. lipstick that doesn't come off. facials. bochee. school at emo .
Whifs. sitting in sinks. checked out by druggies.
flavor of the week? . ew .. puppies. healthy junk food. pictures . music . smoothies . beetle juice (x3) . nothing to do monday . annoying sunburns . sisters <3 . sisters before misters (us only) . soothers . sunglasses . coconut and bling earrings .CAUTION: Highly Addictive . claudhoppers . talks through romeo & juliet . where's my romeo? .pouty lips . pancakes . me so in love . fruit . water bottles . i miss you long time sammy <3[/size]
 

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1. What time did you get up this morning? 10:45am

2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds (birthstone blitches!)

3. Last movie you saw at the theater? The Descent [nick made me lol]

4. What is your favorite TV show? Muchmusic countdown [it seems that's all i watch is muchmusic hehe]

5. What did you have for breakfast? Shredded Wheat & yougurt

6. What is your middle name? Daune

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Chinese or Mexican

8. What foods do you dislike? Grapefruit and most fish

9. Your favorite Potato chip? BBQ

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? HIM - Love Metal

11. What kind of car do you drive? 1994 Ford Escort =)

12. What characteristics do you despise? LIARS, people who are always having to be right, and extreme cockyness .

14. Favorite item of clothing? Pants ? Shirts ?

15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Britain or Australia or the Carribean !

16. What color is your bathroom? Light Blue

17. Favorite brand of clothing? Billabong, dickies . . I usually don't pay attention. If it fits, looks nice and doesn't involve me giving away my arm, leg or first born, we're good !

18. Where would you retire? Wherever I want to ! Because, you know that's like 50 years away or something like that so just chill.

19. Favorite time of day? Mornings

20. Where were you born? Cranbrook BC

21. Favorite sport to watch? Hockey !

22. Who do you least expect to send this back? posting it on a blog ! . . yeah . . figure that one out !

23. Person you expect to send it back first? refer back to number 22 .

24. What laundry detergent do you use? no name big bucket thingy .

25. Coke or Pepsi? Coke

26. Are you a morning person or night owl? Morning person when I'm alone, night person with friends. Oh yes, we have a blast !

27. What size shoe do you wear? 11

28. Do you have pets? Lucky and Rex...and Derrik. he's my little pet =)

30. What (who) did you want to be when you were little? A Pony .. jk ... I wanted to be a Spice Girl..Still do if I could have the chance lol !

31. Favorite Candy Bar? Big Turk

32. What is your best childhood memory? NOT being at school because school was worse than hell. I'd rather be tourtured..oh wait that was tourture =)

33. What are the different jobs you have had in your life? I WAS a hooker but I gave that up..TOTALLY JK ! Okay so worked at A&W BARF ! Then bootlegger, and now Staples !

35. Nicknames? Tif, Tiffy, "T"

36. Piercing? 9. 5 in one ear (conch, tragus and 3 lobes), 3 in the other ear, and nose. I need one more cause I hate odd numbers.

37. Eye color: Hazel.

38. Ever been to Africa? ..With Nick yes all the time ! We actually make annual trips !

39. Ever been toilet papering? I am the original prankster, of course I have !

40. Love someone so much it made you cry? No

41. Been in a car accident? Never

42. Croutons or bacon bits? Bacon Bits

43. Favorite day of the week? Thursdays and Tuesdays (other than Saturdays of course)

44. Favorite restaurant? Hot Shots . It's a cafe but same thing lol

45. Favorite flower? Purple Roses

46. Favorite ice cream? Anything coffee flavored

47. Disney or Warner Brothers? WB

48. Favorite fast food restaurant? DQ just for ice cream ! and salads. .

49. What color is your bedroom carpet? I can't see the carpet in my room . jk it's not that messy at the moment . Tis blue

50. How many times did you fail your driver's test? None .

51. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? Uhm . Hot topic making me jealous =(

52. Which store would you choose to max out your Credit Card? HOT TOPIC

53. What do you do most often when you are bored? Listen to music , go to the gym , sing , write random things .

54. Bedtime: weekdays it's usually between 10 and 11 . weekends depends on if i have to work or what i'm doing the next day but usually around 12 or 1ish .

55. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? Uh me . No one else matters okay !

56. Last person you went to dinner with: Ville Valo *in my dreams* lol

57. Ford or Chevy? Ford *Found On Road Decaying.

58. What are you listening to right now? Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin

59. What is your favorite color? Black, Purple and Pink .

60. Lake, Ocean or River? Lakes

61. How many tattoos do you have? None but hopefully one this year ! Maybe next year . lol

62. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? . no comment . melissa and i are scared from that evil question . *the poster ew!*

63. How many people are you sending this e-mail to? my blog on nex

66. Where would you go for a girls/guys weekend get-a-way? a long road trip . oh maybe to the coast *hehe*

67. What you'd do if you had to select another career? Singer or actress . someone famous !

69. Favorite Family Vacation? Going to Kelowna every year ! Dan gets to come this year ! WOOT !

70. All Time Favorite Concert? Never been to a concert =O ! I know ! But I am going to try really hard to convince my mother and father that I should be allowed to go to *say* seattle or something for a HIM concert . . . or a MCR concert , or a Green Day concert . . or another favorite band's concert ! OR Warped Tour or something like that lol !
 

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The Bestest Comment Ever !
to derrik (bishop12) from tifanny (brok3n-l0ve).


you're not very sociable you know that ?
you're kinda..weird..
i mean, you just come up to me,
and start making moaning sounds.
what is up with that ?
are you on drugs or something ?
cause i think you are .
no, i'm almost positive .

..
you ..
you need help .
yeah .
professioal help that i can't give you.
yeah . omg the font matches the little shifty-eyed
man ! wow ! cute eh ? lol and he's surrounded ! by words!
no idea what's going on ! look he's scared !
run little man run !
Oh no !
he can't move !
what shall he do ?
NO !
He just keeps moving his eyes
looking for an escape .
but can't.
Sadly, i know his fate.
He shall DIE there .
shifty eyes, and all
bow your head,
& say a pray for the shifty eyed man
who died being surrounded by pink words




 

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Eyefloo Meagan
Tifanny - ti-FA-nee - [ n. ] :
1. perfect, absolute , faultless , flawless , ideal , impeccable , irreproachable , letter-perfect , unblemished , consummate , dandy , excelent , fabulour , fine , first-class , grand , great , marvelous , prime , superb , superior , superlative , terrific , top-notch , perfected , complete , entire , immaculate , fancy , high-grade , exceptional , special , correct , exact , precise , infallible , unerring ,amazing , astonishing , astounding , awesome , awe-ful . eye-opening , fabulous , miraculous , portentious , prdigious , staggering , stunning , stupendous , sublime , suprising , wonderful , wondrous , incomprehensible , inconceivable , incredible , unbelievable , unimaginaable , unthinkable , extraordinary , phenominal , sensational , spectacular , unique , hilarious , notable , noticeable , outstanding , remarkable , impressinve , striking , animating , energizing , enlightening , enlivening , exciting , galvaninzing , invigorating , stimulating , alluring , attracting , attractive , beguiling , bewitching , captivating , charming , enchanting , entertaining , enthralling , fascinating , interesting , funny , comedic , gorgeous .
2 . The drug that gets me high and keeps me alive . Like the air that I breath , I need you .

I love you so much Tifanny ,
Don't EVER leave me .



EYEFLOO MEAGAN!
 

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Useless Info?
Questions

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x]I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.


Embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.


Health

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've riden over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
[] I've been to Asia.
[] I've been to Hawaii

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts [whoops derrik ]
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've been an abuse victim.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married
[] I've had someone cheat on me.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I'm a stoner.
[] I've snorted cocaine.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[] Seeing a therapist.


Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.


Materialism

[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I own something from Hollister Co.


Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don't like people.
[] I'm a feminist.
[] I'm outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[x] I am religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random

[x]I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't like killing bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam.
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest