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Miss You Grandpa <3
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04:29pm | May 31, '09 | Public
Well this is it,
There is no more going out to the farm
To walk around the field, get chased by horses
Or even ride them
No more going to visit you for tea
I miss you more then you know
But how could you even know that cause you aren't here
No more big hugs that choke me
No more kisses
No more anything
Cause your gone now and there is no bringing you back
I can't remember the last time I told you this
But I love you and I hope you loved me too
I'm never going to forget you grandpa


You will always be in our minds and in our hearts.....
 
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love ya bud
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03:36am | Jan 05, '09 | Public
In loving memory of Matthew St.Nicolaas
Friday Janurary 2,2009

I thought what we had wasn't significant
sure it wasn't much just a friendship
yeah it lasted a long time and was still
there waiting to be remembered
well truth be told I never forgot bout
I hope you never forgot bout me either
you were more like a brother than a friend
even though I did have a crush on you
that adam had to go tell everyone bout
you will always have a special place in my heart
I may never see you again and it's too late
to tell you how I really do feel bout you
but I love you to death
which came too fast for you
I can't imagine what life would've been without you


my favorite memory with you is when we were playing catch out in grandma
jerrys field at adams birthday and it was more or less wipping the ball at each
other while talking and we were talking bout how easily we get nose bleeds
and i missed the ball and it smacked me dead center in the face and u said
see that wouldve given me a nose bleed and i told u that i wasnt that bad with them
and all of a sudden blood started gushing out of my nose and we stood there killing
ourselves laughing bout the irony till we finally decided to go get kleenex and wash my face up the reason i say thats my favorite memory is because once that ball made contact
with my face you were right by my side never moving an inch away from me
even as we walked to go find something to stop the bleeding and that showed me
how true of a friend you really were


i love you buddy and wish i wouldve been in your place you didnt deserve to go so soon
 
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stupid worries
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06:53am | Dec 27, '08 | Public
yes i do love you
and yes i dont want u to know
you are one of my best friends
sometimes i wish we could be more
but i think i like being friends more
and yes u scare the fucking shit out of me everyday
and everytime i talk to you
i dont think you realize how worried you really
do make me.....
 
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im begging
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06:23am | Oct 25, '08 | Public
please please please ( times a million)
dont to this to yourself i love u and care about you
god does and so does she u dont realize
it all the time but we do and i cant bare
to stand by and watch you do this to yourself and im
so very sorry that i cant help you alot right now
but i need to deal with the crap in my life
first cause im too busy helping others
when really i need to help myself alot
more because this has been going on
for way too long......

please talk to me soon to let
me know you okay
 
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broken
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11:50pm | Oct 09, '08 | Public
when will you fucking clue in
i love you but hate herand im sick and tired of the bullshit i get
everytime i go to your house
cause of her fucking misktakes
im not trying to avoid you
im avoiding her
cause the next time she says something to me
there might not be a her
and now there is no way of getting you apart
cause you have said your vows
i witnessed it and wish i never had to
it was one of the most painful
things i have had to doopen your eyes and realize that nobody likes heryou can do better
but since you chose her over me
and you do everytime we fight
im afraid im going to have to say....


goodbye for now i love you and always will
till we meet again and you leanr from your mistakes
Daddy
 
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Fuckyoubitch
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05:04am | Sep 07, '08 | Public
so i am now offically removed
from my dads place
cuz of that stupid fucking bitch
for who knows how ever fucking long
and next time she touches me or calls
me a bitch or fat shes getting cahrged
and not only am i not allowed going to
the wedding anymore i dont wanna go
i hope i get to see my dad
more often without her around now
 
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fsadfaga
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05:02am | Sep 07, '08 | Public
i feel invisible everytime your around
when im talking to him
 
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Schedule
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04:27am | Aug 29, '08 | Public
Semester 1

Bio 20 - Stecyk
Physics 20 - Perozak
Vatican Studies - Walker
English 20-2 - Lambertus

Semester 2

Chem 20 - Bothwell
Social - Russel
Foods - Reinhart
Math - Charchun
 
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Good-Bye? :(
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06:03am | Aug 09, '08 | Public
So I only get to see you both 2 more times
i love u guys so much it hurts me to see you leave
yes i do cry myself to sleep now
cuz its painful thinking of u leaving
monday is ur last full day of beig here with us
then u go to minnesota
i will never forget u
and cody i wont forget bout u violating me
i will miss u so muchnothing will be the same without u
i know i will still go to youth and church asking if u are coming
i will get some wired looks
and be reminded u are gone
everytime i get reminded i will start bawling my eyes out all over again
it will be a super long process
of getting it across that u are gone
cuz the way i function
i will trick my self in to believing
that u are still here and this is just a dream
so now its time
this is the end hopefully
we will stay friends through this all
i wish you both the best



Goodbye Kevin and Cody
Love you both
 
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Bean Bag Tourny
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09:00pm | Jul 26, '08 | Public
Chris-so wat are we playing guys
Danny-cheat
Amy -wat in the hell is that?
Chris-i dont know but i sure love these orange poofs
Amy-wat orange poofs?
Chris-im not too sure
Amy-how much have u had to drink
Chris-i wish i knew

i cannot believe that i am related to him
 
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summer
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08:36pm | Jul 26, '08 | Public
this was supposed to be an amazing summer this year
and it was until about two weeks ago
fighting with friends and loosing some of the best ones
definatly wat i would classify as the best summer ever
and now i may never have one
 
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lost again
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04:13pm | Jul 26, '08 | Public
so here i go again....
i have had my heart broken by people many times before
all of them have said they will miss me
they never do
this time its not just one person that i care bout leaving
its two
my heart feels broken cuz they are so amazing
and now they will be gone soon

so to stop myself from getting hurt againg i am and will try my best
to never get so close to anyone again.......
 
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MONDAY!!!!!
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09:04pm | Jul 17, '08 | Public
Monday....
Capital Ex with my buddy from forever ago
im so pumped i can hardly sleep cuz i havent seen her in 5 freaking yrs!
and i miss her lots lol
 
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UGH
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08:04pm | Jun 30, '08 | Public
im getting fucking ready to shoot someone people need to mind their own fucking business and need to let others learn from their mistakes and also if your a true fucking friend u wouldnt stop being my friend just because of one fucking night
 
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Omg
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07:22pm | Jun 29, '08 | Public
ok so last night was very insane and im sorry to everyone for the things i said and did u know who u r so im not going to list names and yes i left the night with alot of regrets
 
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