He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby, gorgeous, sexy, cutie?. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. I bet the things he said made you feel so special, and i bet you thought he was the one, and you'd be with him forever.I bet he dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.
-> haven't been on a computer in so long .. laptops broke -.- woo .
-> i love you eric. so much i can't even describe. i'd do anything and everything for you, you always know how to make me smile and your on my mind from the time i wake up until the time i go to sleep <3
-> so um .. school in a week exactly . fuck sakes -.- kinda scared but excited . hope highschool is better then middle was -.-
-> jenna kelly , annnd tyler gallant goin' to riverview high (: should be good <3
-> so fucking hot out ..
-> hopefully gettin a blackerry for my birthday (: wooo
-> thanks for informing me, after a week passed.
-> decent weekend.
-> i need to go to sussex soon. i miss everyone .. including my dad D:
-> i'm really tired :\
-> omegle.. makes me laugh. lovin the old men <3
->alberta in the fallllllllllll? hopefully : D
-> partttttyyyy before summer ends. should be good.
-> i hate that feeling. y'know, the one where you like someone so much. they make you happy on your worst days, they always make your heart pound super fast.. and they don't feel the same way. ya , that feeling. : (
-> secret lifeeeee tonight yayay
-> hospital tmr, then meeting thing @ 6, annnd movies with mom (:
-> i miss you so much. two more days <3 i cant wait to see youuuu
-> you're my best friend. i can talk to you about everything! and you dont judge me. you understand ! you've always been there for me, you listen to me, you care. i love you so much dad <3
-> one year today. yayayay love you ceejay, your a good friend : )
->kinda really miss you. but you dont care, so yuh know.. nbd.
-> " hi my name is kabir and i live in australia" LMFAO.
-> i miss you jenna. D=
-> kind of maybe like you a lil' bit .. (:
->blaahhhhhhhh
-> lucas came home today ! woo : ) miss you boyyyy <3
-> cape breton tomorrow with hayly soloduik untillll wednesday i think. yeee
->slept all day
-> i like how you live like 2 mins from my house <3 i can see you whenever i feel like it :3 hehe
-> bad mood, nbd
-> with tia tomorrow possiblyyy <3 zack friiiiiiday im thinkin.
-> i fucking love you jenna kelly. <3
-> nova scotia monday until wednesday or thursday with hayley d. <3
-> "you're looking bamf" LOL kk
-> blaaaaaaah
"I'm bored.. wanna have a staring contest?"
*Looks up*
"I win! : D<3"
you're cute : ) I'm happy we're friends, you make me smile a lot, even when I'm in my worst moods ever.. so, I got my eyebrow pierced on monday, didn't really hurt just felt like a tiny sting. I'm supposed to clean it for 6 weeks with saline solution crap for contact lenses, buuut I'm allergic to it (Y) nice. Pretty decent week I guess, haven't slept though.. I started new pills, hopefully they'll work.
I hate fighting with you, it makes me feel hopeless when you're not around.. you're almost like my better half. I hope we can work things out bbgirl
-> all fucking nighter with hayly loool, were laughing at everything.
-> eyebrow pierced tomorrow (:
-> saint john wednesday, shoppping.. maybe with jenna <3
-> lastnight.. or this morning at 2 was interesting..... hahahhh wasn't expecting that.
->dunnno who im likin atm, confused! hha.
-> okay ish mood, im bettter off not talkin to you.
-> duno what i'm doing today...
-> fucking no good piece of fuckiiing shit. " oh, you can trust me, yeah i wont tell anyone!" way to fucking keep a promise, thank you for ruining the only thing i fucking had. stupidddd fucking cunt.
-> decent week in sussex before yesterday. ugh
-> i miss you. alot alot alot. =[
-> nothing i can do i guess. fuck it all
-> horrible mood . thanks bitch
-> bored, home now ..
-> eyebrow pierced monday.
-> decent day i guess!
-> LOL, i love tom. he's cute.
-> i'm happy you're actually wanting to talk to me, thanks for making an effort, it means a lot to me. <3
-> hangouts with jenna kelly sometime this week hopefully =]
-> ugh, twooo.. i don't know man =[
-> kind of confused to the max, but it's okay i guess.
-> most likely seeing jake this weekend, after three weeks.. it's about time.
-> i miss you, a looooot. you don't even have a clue.
-> busy day tomorrow!
-> i'm sooo tired, i haven't got more then 5 hours of sleep this past weekend.. nice. (Y)
-> i'm lovin life for the most part =]
-> trying not to like you, is one of the hardest things i've had to do.
-> 3 hours of sleep lastnight, haha woo.
-> i freakin' miss my OLD friends, so much
-> chills with justin whole weekend =] possibly jake, but who knows..
-> two days without talking to you.. nice (Y)
-> i love my brother, and i'm really proud of him graduating =]
-> "for you i'd be runnin' a thousand miles. "
-> i gots to see jenna kelly last thursday. great day =] missed you gurl.
-> movies tomorrow wif mom! <3
-> pyshcologist, pyshciatrist, and dbt meeting tuesday, then possibly sussex
-> finallly unsick =]
- so fucking done with everything it actually isn't even funny anymore, but i guess it doesn't matter right .
- i like you alot...
-this fucking weekend is going to suck. ugh fuck
- brothers graduation tomorrow, ooor my prom? dunodunoduno.
-sussex tomorrow night orrrr? not really much point anymore.. ugh
-you really confuse the fuck outta me. dont tell me your inlove with me then ask two of my friends out & get back together with that "skanky two faced whore"
- still gettin over the flu i guess, not feeling that great atm.
