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"A wise girl kisses but does not love, listens but does not believe, and leaves before she is left"


It's the worst feeling in the world to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. When you want everything and nothing at the same time, when you want to let go but you keep holding on. When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started, when feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. It's so hard when you want to see that one person every single day, and when you do, you don't know what to say. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When deep down inside you know if you lose this, it's going to be gone and it will never come back. When you know they are right beside you, but yet they are so far away. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at today and realize that things are different and they will never ever be the same. You tell your self its not worth it, but if it really didn't matter you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it .