havnt blogged in a while,
but I can honestly say that this snowy/rainy weather
is CRAP and I hate it. I just want to to be summer.
annorexia -
you have dry skin.
you only eat 1 meal a day
you're very weak.
you dislike your body.
you did/do starve yourself.
you have low self esteem.
you use laxatives.
you need to be skinnier.
people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
people think you are too skinny
total: 4
- ADHD (attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder) -
your mind is all over the place.
you are hyper most of the time.
you barely pay attention to anything.
you cannot cooperate with people well.
you seem to never sit still.
you talk all the time.
you need attention 24/7.
total: 1
- bipolar disorder -
you can act wild at times then the next you are bummed.
you are very irritable
you barely get any or no sleep.
you are/sometimes anti-social.
you have very high self esteem at times.
you have abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
you have thought of suicide.
total: 3
- bulimia nervosa -
you throw up all of your food.
you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
you have no control over how you eat.
you use laxatives.
you have overly excercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
you always say you are fat
people think you are way too skinny.
total: 2
- conduct disorder -
you are a bully.
you threaten other people.
you often find yourself in fights.
you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat, etc.)
you are cruel to humans
you have raped/molested someone
you destroy property on purpose
you lie.
you stay out all night.
you have ran away from home.
total: 1
- depression -
you are always sad.
you cry alot for not apparent reason
you find no hope in your future
you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
you often find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
you can be anti-social.
you have thought of suicide.
you have low self esteem.
everything bad that happens is always your fault.
you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
you are failing school.
you have ran away from home.
hope is no longer there for you.
total : 5
- ocd (obsessive compulsive disorder) -
you have daily rituals.
you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
you have to keep things in a certain order.
you have harmed yourself.
you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 2
- ptsd (post-traumatic stress disorder) -
you repeatly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
you repeatly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
you sometimes think the event will happen again.
you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
you can be anti-social.
you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
you have not had alot of sleep lately
you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
you can have angry outbursts.
you act younger than your age. (ex: thumbsucking)
total: 3
- schizophrenia -
you often have hallucinations.
you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
you think people are always staring or talking about you.
you have extreme anxiety or fearfullness.
you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
you do not take care of your hygeine like you should.
you are very shy.
you often talk to yourself.
total: 2
but now that I think about it,
its scary accurate.
You are confident and never take no for an answer. You know
what you want from life and you go after it. Sometimes, however,
you charge forward without thinking of the consequences-even
when those consequences may be fatal! Continue striving for
your dreams, but remember to accept other people's choices as
their own.
thursday dec.13th
- so much homework. have to study for TWO huge unit
tests. one for science, one for math. and they both suck
- drama class soap opera, dont want to do it, and not ready for it.
but i'd rather get it over with.
- stressing over christmas gifts. when will I have time to buy
them!? I havn't bought ANY yet, I need to go tomorrow.
- report cards tomorrow gah, I know my math mark is at like a
LOW C+, but other marks are good.
- I threw my lower back out. i'm icing it right now, and I cant walk,
or move into a different position at all. it hurts like a bitch
- I need to find tennis registration forms for myself, and mariss.
- I don't feel much in the christmas spirit right now. I need to
do something really christmasy like an xmas party to get me
in the spirit.
- I am mad I have to start work again on boxing day, and work
that whole week. I hate my work.
-on a happier note I am excited for gingerbread house
decorating with ashley on saturday night. and hopefully
a chill night tomorrow.
I recently found i love the song
"love like this"- natasha bedingfield ft. sean kingston
it reminds me of when I was on vacation in california.
damn i miss Cali.
I pray I do well on the tests tomorrow.
peace and love.
What is Hellen Keller's cats name?
UUUUHHHGGGKGKDGFGhg
LOVE the Relient K Christmas album.
"Let it snow baby, let it reindeer"
I need to buy it...
its amazing.
The first day of December, and it snows.
I think that kicks off the season pretty well.
AND I AM SO HAPPY
AHSLKSFJDLJGJ
OH MY DAYS...
we are currently blasting christmas music,
and putting up our christmas tree.
my mother insists that we do it now.
on november the bloody 24th.
christmas eve is exactly a month away.
I guess its christmas MONTH
