sometimes you get it right the first time,
and it defines the rest of your life...
and it defines the rest of your life...
Theres always something more to burn.
was said to me.
because i never forgave you.
i wish i could've seen that years sooner.
I'm so sorry.
because i never forgave you.
i wish i could've seen that years sooner.
I'm so sorry.
and somewhere in this bitterness I heard,
"It's always been your fault"
and it has,
-cats still say meow.
"It's always been your fault"
and it has,
-cats still say meow.
Why am I so obviously insane?
Maybe its because the one good thing I had to hold onto, was ripped away from me like a gun from a perp. Or maybe its because I try to do the right thing, and end up stonned waiting for a way home...
Honestly though, I think its because I choose to be. Because in that moment where people see you, or dont, in that moment where you aren't in the right head space, or in none at all, in that moment, you are doing exactly what you want to be doing. and because in that time, i forget about you. i forget about us. and i forget about how when i said that i loved you. you told me you were hungry. fuck.
Maybe its because the one good thing I had to hold onto, was ripped away from me like a gun from a perp. Or maybe its because I try to do the right thing, and end up stonned waiting for a way home...
Honestly though, I think its because I choose to be. Because in that moment where people see you, or dont, in that moment where you aren't in the right head space, or in none at all, in that moment, you are doing exactly what you want to be doing. and because in that time, i forget about you. i forget about us. and i forget about how when i said that i loved you. you told me you were hungry. fuck.