Want to move on
But I'm being held back
Waiting to step forward
But theres no where to step
Sheer dissapointment
making me drown
Theres no where for me in this god forsaken town
I want you with me
To make this this work out
But you refuse to let me lead
and you take a different route
with all of my will
and all of my might
I tried to make you want
I tried to make you fight
But with all of my effort
And try as I must
It was all a mistake
it was all just a bust
I wished to bring you with me
And even maybe one day be your wife
but you wouldn't let me try
and help you find a better life
I hate endings, I hate being the one to end it, I hate the pain it causes, and the confusion afterwards. I hate saying goodbye to someone I loved so much. Why can't we just stick it out. I'd rather a thousand years trying to make us work than a thousand years with out you. Why did my perfect person turn out to be all a lie?
I can't answer these questions and it drives me crazy.
One last thing to ponder upon. Why am I not good enough for you?
-A-k-Y-