and you know its gonna be alright;
pain inside my mind;
hope is a disease that diludes me
love is a thrill that eludes me-
I am left behind.
This world is not fair;
peace is a cause that calls me
but stoned is the feel that enthralls me
and still I am bare.
Rain falls like starlight;
the sky, made of smoke that escapes me
towers over as the river shapes me-
I close my eyes and say goodnight.
Sanity in pills;
The morning noises wake me
for afternoon to take me-
the friend caffeine gives morning thrills.
This world is not fair;
peace is a cause that calls me
but stoned is the feel that enthralls me
and still I am bare...
I close my eyes and stare.
im about to rip my face off, im so pissed i need a JOB fuck & why cant my mom guy me those cloths w=she's be promising the owes me like 80 bucks in allowance but she denies it, i haven seen anyone is DAYS im dying here, i am craving a change but everything stays the same, i have been sitting at home by myself for five months theres a thing called cabin fever im going CRAZY being by myself no purpose no answers no contact with the outside world.... okay so i chill with people what, like once a week? i saw caty three days ago & might see Kayla on the weekend.... everyone who goes to school u all see people 6 hours of the day 5 days a week, i see people 2 hours a day 2 days a week. this is why i need a job ...... a reason to get up in the morning, and some contact with other human beings. (plus, money to buy the cloths my mom said SHE'd buy me & the shoes i need but my parents cant afford.) ARRGGGGG.. IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY AS FUCK
just wondering wtf im supposed to do...... i an so sick of everything i dont get why i can just be fucking murdered ok like seriouly somebody shoot meh
might be moving to duncan because the only school i can go to is up therrrr..... :'( oh well my life sucks anyways
SOME
DRIVE ME TO A CLIFF
bLINDFOLD ME
PUSH ME OFF
COS THESE DAYS
I REALLY WANT TO DIE
im standing at the edge honey
now if only someone could give me a push
i'd fall
i'd fall
and be free of this world.
bands i need to look up:
the Headstones
Sweet
the Traveling Wilberries
i dont think im into guys anymore
i feel retarded cos everyones goin to school soon and im gun stay at my house doing jack shit! honestly i dont LIKE school, but i did like skipping school with people to go downtown or to tilly. my life is boring in all directions for as far as the eye can see.
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The Full Moon brings out your soulful side. Sharing your deepest self will heighten intimacy, or help you attract someone special. Look for a career opportunity this week as well. A foreign ambience or spiritual gathering will inspire love toward the middle of the week. Friends bring adventure (and chaos?) this weekend. Look for love during a group gathering on Sunday night.
okay i think someone hacked my nex
cos in the computer history it says i creeped a bunch of pages and i didnt
and no one else in my house has nex
its fucked
life is a highway
i wanna ride it
all night long.
all night lonnnng.
