so why do people say shit about others so god dam much?
Hell I know im not a good person to talk, but why do we do it? And why is it always to the people who cant deal with it when its said to them. Its never an outgoing girl that you know could kick your ass, its the quiet one that everyone knows cant stand up to them. Its unfair.
People need to start gettin the attitude that it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks beside you. Not cry cause someone puts them down. Hell they only put you down to make them feel better about themselves. And we let them get away with it.
Im sorry for anything I ever said to anyone, its stupid. And after last year, i saw too much drama for one tiny little school, why should we repeat that again this year?? Its dumb if we do. We need to get over it, and all our little issues with eachother. Its the only way its ever goin to make a difference. Its not fun for anyone to stand around and watch another bitch fight in one week. Yes, i know sometimes it cant be helped, but usually it can. And usually we let it happen
So im sure this will just turn into something we all ignore, hell that will probibly include me too. But if we just stopped to think for a few minutes, maybe we'd realize we're all fighting a pointless battle.

ok really weird thing to think of but,
do you ever wonder if life is goin to be what yu hoped it would be? Like will it just be all that amazing like you hope it to be, or will we go in the exact opposite direction of what we wanted it to be.
I guess no one really knows, its just that you get to curious as to what it will be. If we had a crystal ball or something, our life would be that much easier. We would know when we had to leave for a place, what the answers to a test might be, or something stupid. lol.
I guess its kinda stupid to say this stuff, or that i sound childish. Hell judge all you want i don really care. But it just makes me really wonder you know. But in the end, is it really worth knowing your future, when its so much more fun to live it the way it is.

i know its been forever
or so it feels today
but i just cant help but thinking
why did you leave this way
someday i'll figure it out
maybe when i'm not even looking for it
but when that time comes
ill respect it more than ever

she's growing up more everyday
she gives us quite a challenge
she reminds me of you
with everything she does
its like looking in a mirror

so here's to hoping you're watching over
making sure we're doing ok
and thanks for those extra little boosts
when you can tell we need them
just because i can't see you
doesn't mean you're not there
and i miss you more than ever



the dragonly
its free to fly around wherever
and always come back
we may not see it all the time
but its there
just like you
plus i know you loved them

Take This Girl.
Perfect and Pure.
Make Her World.
Safe and Secure.
They Only Fight.
Because They Care.
They Know Her Potential.
Her Chances To Go Somewhere.

But Do They See.
The Girl Inside.
Whose Confused Life.
She Chooses To Hide?
She Wants To Cry.
Why Does It Have To Be Like That.
Sometimes She Wishes
She Could Take It All Back.

The Life Around Her.
Turns To Dust.
She Needs To Find Someone.
She Can Truly Trust.
Every Second Counts.
As Things Get Worse.
She Thinks To Herself.
Why Am I So Bad With Words?

She Wants To Make It Up.
She Owes It To Everyone.
Who Knew One Fucked Up Night.
Could Change Her Perspective Of Fun.
xxo.*

how can it all ready be over?!
So much fun
and now its over

I miss all you guys so much!
And next year will be even better.
So let the count down for next years legions to begin