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(crying)
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05:49am | Mar 28, '09 | Public



Omg. The last month or two I have lost 2 friends.

And Im not talking about them moving or getting expelled.

They're dead.

Ahh I miss them sooo much I fell terrible.

I can't stop crying.

I found out today that Trinity was dead, from the damn newspaper!!

And Travis I...I dont even know how to explain him.

Im sorry I wasnt there for you 2.

I love you both. :

Im sorry. </3


 
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Fantacy.
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12:30am | Mar 07, '09 | Public
you know i used to have a wish.
My wish was...that i woud have a guy love me for me.
Be with me for me.
but thats never going to happen is it?
He isnt going to love me for my personality,
or my dreams, the way i act or just plain me.
I think i've done it again,
lost the person i care about,
the person i dont want to be without.
So my wish went from a dream, to a figment of my imagination,
and now its just a fantacy.

And dumb fantacy.
 
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Just a reminder.
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05:15am | Mar 06, '09 | Public
You're one of my fave persons to be around.
Every time i see you I cant help but smile.
You brighten up my day, and when your not around
it's the darkest place on the planet.
I'm not going to let anything get in between us,
and I hope you'll do the same.
You are the happyness in my day, just remember that.
Dont let people tell you lies, dont let them get between us.
Because we can fight it, fight what they say.
Your the reason well one of the reasons I can say that, yes i am happy.
Im happy to be at this school with these people because of you and so many more people.
So dont think for a second that I dont want to be around you, because I do.
More than you know.
Nothing can stand between us and i hope you know that.

This is just a reminder.
 
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FUCK!
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03:03am | Feb 28, '09 | Public
OMFG! I wrote poem today now I cant find it! Ahhhh fucking stupid piece computer! :@
 
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Whooh
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09:43pm | Feb 27, '09 | Public
Add new nex.

GoodByeBaby?

The nexopia smiley..girl will be deleted in 10 days so if your on that friends list and you don't add me, not my fault. Please add me guys
 
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Losers
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10:32am | Feb 27, '09 | Public
Great thanks Cody & Justin, you got me hyper before bed! haha.
 
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hmmm.
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05:34am | Feb 22, '09 | Public
I promised myself I wouldn't fall head over heals for a guy again but it's kinda hard when your dating such a great guy. He cares about me, treats me good, jeez I just dont know what to do. I know I'm not inlove and for the first time in my life I'm not going to worry about it. My whole life has been based on finding that right guy, I finally found him, but he lives in a whole other place, so now I'm with the next best thing that doesn't have me worrying about anything. He doesn't care about what we do as long as we are together, we have totally different lives, but at the same time, they are exactly the same. it's kinda weird. lol.
I'm happy and I haven't been this happy in a VERY long time. I'm saying months. Yes in the process of finding this happiness I got hurt..who doesn't? Yes there were a few bumps and bruises, but to me none of that matters. Only what lies ahead.
 
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bored
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01:03am | Feb 22, '09 | Public
I'm so freakin bored. Why is it so borin?
 
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Hehe
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02:36am | Feb 21, '09 | Public
1. If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get?
There is roof, so I wouldn't be hurt.

2. Who was the last person you talked to?
My dad.

3. Do you like sneezing, or do you hate that feeling?
I hate it, people say I sound like a mouse. Lol.

4. What is your favourite room in your house?
My room.

5. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milk.

6. Would you ever want a pet llama?
Ummm, no.

7. Do you like those pants with words on the bum?
Hehe yes.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom.

9. What colour are you going to paint your nails next?
I don't know.

10. When was the last time you cried?
Umm a few nights ago.

11. What are you doing right now?
Listening to music, waiting for my bf to get on msn.

12. How’s your brother doing today?
I'm not sure, he is probaly doing good.

13. What is the closest living thing to you right now?
Umm me.

14. Do fish make good pets?
No their so fucking boring.

15.have you ever had to share a room?
Uh yes.

16. When you go to university/college, are you going to live in residence?
I don't know.

17. Why are so many people interested in photography these days?
Because it's fun?

18. Do you like Kanye West?
Yeah some of his songs are good.

19. Is your dad an all-around handyman?
Umm no.

20. When was the last time you were bitten by a dog?
Yesterday by Poko.

21. Do you like ice cream cake?
Yes! Who doesn't?

22. What was your funniest experience with an animal?
Me and my dog scared each other an both fell off my bed, hehe.

23. Did you know that 23 is David Beckham’s number?
No I didn't.

24. Do you even like David Beckham?
Not really.

25. Do you know how much effort it takes to think up all these questions?
Never took the time, lol.

26. Are you high right now?
Nope.:)

27. Do you like to go to dances?
Yes.

28. Are you in high school?
No, not yet.

29. Are you currently single?
No. <3

30. Whats your favorite number?
3, 7.

31. What was the worst thing the person you like did to you?
cheated on me, lied to me and dumped me for another girl. (Two different guys)

32. What would you do if they did the same thing again?
Punch him in the face. Or hurt him some how.

33. What color is your shirt?
Blue.

34. What kind of cell phone do you own?
I lost mine.

35. Are you in a driver’s course?
No.

36. Who is your role model?
Rachel Bilson.

37. Does your school have a hockey team?
No.

38. Would you ever date someone who was on a sports team?
Yes.

39. Who’s car were you last in that wasn’t family?
Ashey's.

40. Who’s your best friend?
Ashley. Ashlee, Teri Anna. Coral. Taylor.

41. Ready to fall in love?
Already am.

42. Favorite reality show to watch?
I don't know.

43. How have you felt today?
I could be better.

44. When’ s the last time you showered?
Last night. Every night.

45. Have you ever kissed anyone who was older than you?
Yes.

46. What color are most of the doors in your house?
White.

47. What are you excited for?
To visit home. (whitecourt)

48. Do you like raking leaves?
No. I like jumping in them though.

49. What about jumping in big piles of leaves?
Duh.

50. What song are you listening to?
Drive-Incubus.
 
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Saying I love you.
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04:20am | Feb 20, '09 | Public
Love is a four letter word that is used way too much. Some people just say it to make their partner happy, to get something in return. Some day I want a guy to tell me he loves me, not because he has to but because that's how he feels and that's what he wants me to know. I want him to say it and mean it.

But no, no guys or girls know how to say I love you without saying it like " I love you, now lets go to bed." All they want is sex, they want to feel good about them selves and they think that just because they slept with someone that it's an accomplishment. Well it's not, your not suppose to fuck your girlfriend/boyfriend, your not suppose to screw them either. I know it sounds corny and all but it's true, a girl wants to be loved not used. A girl wants to be held not pushed away. So why is that so hard to understand? if you want to date her do it. If not well, it's easy...don't. If all you want is sex, well go to 118th and you'll get some. Otherwise make up your mind, date who you like and stop being a player!


Thanks for reading :D
 
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my god
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03:41am | Feb 20, '09 | Public
I really really REALLY need new pictures!! These are new but not new enough..Ahh. Lol.



I miss my Ash's. Ayshlee and Ashley I miss you two so damn much!!!

Hehe my Ashy's :D
 
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Bored
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04:25am | Feb 15, '09 | Public
so fucking bored.
 
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Yay!
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04:17pm | Feb 11, '09 | Public
It's muh Birthday!!
 
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Questionable
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04:11am | Feb 11, '09 | Public
I might be coming home for a little while.
I'm not sure if that's good or bad. It's good cause
I'm home but it's bad cause of whats being left
behind. If I leave it's for school, because of
expolsion, but if I stay does that mean I got
lucky? Well in Edmontons eyes I guess
I'm lucky, but peoples back home might think different.
I'm not exactly sure which one I want, I mean I want my old
life back but this one is getting better, I have a boyfriend
who cares about me and the relationship, I have friends
who care about me and what I get into lol, and I may not me
extatic about Edmonton but I do like some of it. I'm not sure what to
do or what to think, all I know is if I'm leaving it's going to hurt alot.

 
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Lost
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09:46am | Feb 10, '09 | Public
I know this girl and her name is Ayshlee, me and her were best friends for 4 years. yes like every relationship we got into fights, but last night was the worst. She thinks i betrayed her, she thinks i'm trying to "steal" her guy. Well honey I'm not because I have a boyfriend and I'm happy with him, we were talking and goofing around nothing else. I know you might take that the wrong way but don't. And what you said about Joshlyn I have no clue what your talking about. And small towns? WTF? I didn't do anything wrong and if you know otherwise let ME know and just me. Because I don't want people believing Jazzmins Bull. Anyways. Your my best friend and I love you more then I could love anyone, and I'm sorry if you feel I let you down or betrayed you. But I didn't, and I do care if I didn't would i be writing this? No. As for Savannah... Well lets not get into that. But I'm not letting her get between us, not again. i'm not losing you to some stuck up bitch who thinks she's hot. Forgive me for my sins. Forgive me for what pain I've caused you and forgive me for not being as good a friend as you have been. I'm sorry and I hope you forgive me.

I love you Ayshlee.

Forgive me?
 
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