What did i do to deserve this. Why did u tell me all this all lies. You have played with me to many times, I dont know why you think its okay to do this to me. I feel nothing right now because of you, Im at my lowest, I have never felt this kind of pain before. Its like there is a hole in my heart. Everytime i think of you i want to cry, sleep and never wake up. No one can compare to how i am feeling right now. I cut myself today for the first time in a long time, i keep wanting to do it, but its not worth it. I dont know who i am anymore. I keep hearing the words you said to me over and over again in my head and i want it to stop. I want it to be like i never met you. I feel like a worthless human being.
