I hate myself i hate the way that i make assumptions about everbody mostly the poeple close to me.! I miss the fact that the person I love the most is the person who doesnt seem to realize that i hurt that i have problems to tha i dont talk about but when I have them he cant tell. I love him so much and I wish he could understand.
I hate the fact that im not close to god or my family that when i see my family that I ignore them ... prtent there not alive not real people like myself.

I dedicate this song to my grandpa I love him so much

So, now you're not there,
but your ghost still burns in the air.
And finally above us the waves have come,
to take you away.

And with this song, I'll say good bye,
and thank you for what you've done to my life.
Finally, I'll say it with love.
I hope you rest, in the stars above.
And I don't understand what you died for.
We still could have given so much more.
Even though you were something I could never be.
I know you're still there watching over me.

Now (x4)


kali i love you my home slice

I am in love with this man he is my favorite artist


likes.............SEX

Your words are like knives
They peel my skin and pierce my soul
Your body will burn tonight
Though your heart may still remain cold

And I will blame myself
And I will blame myself
For holding onto what i hoped would keep you by my side.
I will blame myself

The sheets are stained with
Memories of your soft kiss
Now this is all I have
Paper and pen
to remember you with

And I will blame myself
And I will blame myself
Holding onto what I hoped would keep you by my side
I will blame myself

Can I have you?
Can I have you?
Can I have you?
Can i have you?

disco blood bath 2000

I dislike people that think there alll that there nothing nobody is anything progress is a slow process you need to get crakin' up




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