canada*rox - 23, Female, Drayton Valley
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RIP Brittany Ann
Britt I love you with all my heart and more...words cannot even come close to explaining the love I have for you...

I cant believe your gone..you were soo young and had so much life to live. I will never forget you...Everything i do it will be for you beautiful

FOREVER AND ALWAYS <3
 

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woooh
The 2007-2008 school year is finally over, answer these questions


How many boyfriends did you have this year? umm one sort of bf haha its confusing
What was your favorite thing that happened this year? graduating!! woooh
Did you get suspended this year? nope haha
What was your favorite class? Drama
Are you glad this year is over? yeah but im gonna miss the people
What are you looking forward to this up coming school year? meeting new people, moving out..freedom!
Are you moving schools? yup kings in edmonton
Did you fall in love? i got over my fist love
Did you lose any friends? umm during the summer i became distant from some but i got alot closer to lots of people
Are you glad? um no? i wish i didnt loose alexia she was an awesome best friend
Are you failing any classes? haha math
Do you think next year will be better? umm ii think it will be different
Do you think things will be different now that your getting older? yeah alot more responsiblity but we can do it hey neesh!
Did you cheat this year on a test? lol...oh bio class..
What is the worst trouble you got in this year? ummm..not "obeying" my parents..almost got kicked out..woops
What teachers, if any, are you going to miss? prentice, wheeler, remple
Was this your favorite year? yes lol alot happened that i never ever thought would
Did you go to a new school this year? Nope
Did you make it on the honor roll? Nope
What was your biggest struggle this year?concentrating on school work..i never did get that under control
Who is your best friend(s)? neesh and shane
How do you make money? merle norman cosmetics and spa, and soon getting a second job
What do you hate most about school ? the homework like social and math which i hate!!
What do you like most about school? seeing all my friends
What class do you have the highest mark? drama

41 TRUTHS

Today Did You
1. Talk to a Guy you like? nope dont like anyone haha
2. Realize anything new? uhhhh no i dont think so
3. Talk to an ex? yup
4. Miss someone? yeah lost of people


Last Person Who
5. Slept in your bed? me haha
6. Saw you cry? neesh i think
7. You went to the movies with? rae-lee katie shane neesh jenna and matt
8. Went to the mall with you? marci and ryan
9. You said "i love you" to and meant it? My parents
10. Said they loved you? neesh haha
11. Called you in the middle of the night? uhh neesh i think
12. Do you like someone? nope...way to much drama

Just Plain Questions
14. What book are you reading now? i just finished tweaked
15. Best feeling in the world? being in love
16. Favorite location? ummm anywhere with a friend i guess
17. Do you have piercing/tattoos? yup my nose ears and navel are pierced and i have a tat on my lower back
18. What are you most scared of right now? not graduating haha or falling for that guy again...
19. Where do you want to get married? i have no idea haha
20. Who do you really hate? jessica macumber
21. Does anyone really hate you? oh i imagine so
22. Do you like being around people? of coarse
23. Have you ever cried? lol yes
24. Are you lonely right now? nope
25. Song stuck in your head right now? nope..wow thats a surprise
26. Been on radio/TV? nope
27. Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you? yup
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap? yes haha
29. How many beds did you lay in yesterday? one my own
30. What color shirt are you wearing? grey
31. Name three things that you do every day? txt eat sleep
32. How much cash do you have on you right now? umm i think around $3
33. When was the last time you saw your mom? 10 minutes ago
34. Who got you to join myspace? i dont use myspace
35. What did you have for dinner last night? umm kfc hot wongs haha wooh
36. What web site do you visit the most? facebook
37. Do you have plants in your room? nope, i did have roses
38. Does anything hurt on your body right now? omg yes! my whole right side, either from falling off the chair on saturday or sleeping in that tent haha maybe both?
39. Where was your last cab ride? from the bar home i think
40. What's your favorite second cup drink?umm i dunno ive never been there
41. Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex? ummm im not sure...ive never gone through that expierence


SCHOOL'S OVER!
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST SCHOOL YEAR?
HAVE YOU...

[x]skipped class?
[x] liked a girl/guy?
[ ] kissed someone at school?
[x] hugged someone at school?
[ ] gotten a detention?
[ ] cried in school?
[x] made new friends?
[ ] gone to a dance?
[x] been to a pep rally
[ ] watched a football game
[ ] watched a soccer game
[ ] watched a baseball game
[ ]watched a volleyball game
[ ] watched a tennis match
[ ] watched a basketball game
[ ] watched a track meet
[ ] watched a wrestling match
[ ] watched a lacrosse game
[ ] fought with a teacher?
[ ] got a 100% on a test?
[ ] walked to school
[x] drove to school
[x] got dropped off at school
[x] heard a rumor about yourself?
[x] missed school when you weren't sick?
[x] failed a test
[x] made up some lame excuse for homework not being done?
[x] the teacher believed your lame excuse?
[ ] crushed on a teacher?
[x] hit on a teacher?
[x] hate a teacher?
[ ] on student council?
[ ] in a club
[x] got an award
[x] fallen asleep in school
[x] gotten in trouble for falling asleep in class?
[x] had your phone go off in class
[x] had your phone taken away?
[x] lied to a teacher?
[x] laughed so hard you cried in class
[ ] eaten lunch in the bathroom?
[ ] like your yearbook picture?
[ ] missed more than a week at once of school
[x] enjoy school?
[x] excited for summer?
[ ] taking summer school?
[x] have a summer job?

1.THE PERSON WHO SITS TO YOUR RIGHT IN SCIENCE
- What is their name?: oh wow i dont remember i think her name was jessica?..no uhh i dont remember
- Are you friends with this person? np
- Do you talk in this class? no
- Is this person your worst enemy?: haha no


2. THE PERSON WHO SITS TO THE LEFT OF YOU IN MATH
- What is their name?: no one i was the farhest to the left as you can go haha
- Are they smart?: lol ummm

5. ONE PERSON WHO SITS BY YOU AT LUNCH -
- What is their name?: um neesh
- Can you talk to them about just anything? of coarse
- Are they your best friend? yea

IN THE BEGINNING
In a relationship?: nope
Who were your friends?: neesh shane josh jenna nick all the crew
Play any sports?: Nope
One thing you wanted most?: to have a grea year
Your hair color?: ummm brown?
Favorite class?: english
Favorite teacher?: Synkowski

AND NOW
Still in the same relationship?: wasnt in one
Are you friends still?: yup
Have a lot of people changed or do they act differently?: everyone has changed
Make any friends: got close to an old one
Lose any friends: umm nope i dont think so
Experience any tragedy?: uhhh no?
One thing you want most? enjoy life, dont take everything so serious
Have your priorities changed?: not really no
How many times have you dyed your hair since school began?: umm 4 times i think
Any serious regrets?: during the summer yup
Major accomplishments?: voice this year was awesome
Sad that this year is over?: ummm not really
 

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what a school year
Wow what a year...
I've gone through so much ups and downs
and from that i have become such a better and stronger person
I love all my friends that i've become close to this year...
all the amazing parties this summer...
our great drinking spot haha..no one would ever suspect
I fell for someone i never thought possible this year..
I got my heart broken...he did something i thought no one could possibly do..but i was definatly wrong....
But you know what i dont regret that it happened because even though i trusted him and fell for all his lies, it made me such a stronger person in the end. Ladies guys will tell you ANYTHING you want to hear to get a piece of ass, i want to tell you to protect yourself, dont be so naive...those are the mistakes that i made.
But that was just a minor set back this year!

I loved the parties at shanes, neesh and i totally beat trent at shot gunning! and it was definatly our first time! haha wooh we beat the "king" eh neesh?

I loved all our drunken nights at our "secret spot" haha got a little bit too wasted that one night...sorry for the high voice guys haha thats definatly a sign of kaylene extremely wasted lmao

The parties at Jesse's...awesome time

Lions park...never could forget those parties lol I remember going for a walk with trent and falling on my ass down this hill spilling booze all over myself haha very attractive hey trent

Oh and the "little get-togethers" at my house haha definatly good times! we have to have some more fires. I loved the girls nights at my house too hey ladies? adam cheese and pie? haha awesome times

Well high school is over now...i'm 95% happy but theres still that 5% thats gonna miss it. I'll miss seeing everyone, harrasing the teachers especially tourner and wheeler lmao! i'll miss bio class with neesh and matt back in grade 11. I'll definatly miss english class with neesh and jenna lol

well thats all i can think of right now....cant wait for my life to actually begin now tho...wish me luck :)
 

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PICK ONE GUY, ANSWER THE QUESTIONS.
How much do you like him? I love him <3
Do you honestly love him? yes..its hard to explain but i know i do...i have for like 3 years now
Have you kissed? mhmm..a very long time ago tho :(...maybe that will change soon tho
Does he like you back? he told me he still has feelings for me
Have you slept at his house? haha yup
Has he told you he loves you? As friends of coarse
Is he nice to you? yup
Does he like someone else? uhh i dont think so i mean...he just broke up with his gf a little while ago..he may still have some feelings for her
Would you do anything for him? of coarse..anything..well not anything anything..if you get my drift
Are you guys dating? No...
Does he make you feel better? All he has to do is txt me or call me and it feels like we're the only two people on earth...kinda crazy..but its the truth <3
Do you talk to him daily? no i wish...
Is he going to know this is about him? He doesnt have nex i dont think...so no
 

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these quotes have helped me through alot and they are especially for one person...they still have the same meaning to them...nothing has changed..



" Do you realize what you are to me?
What your always going to be?
You are the love of my life...
Everyone will always be second best
There will never be another you!"




"I play the same song over and over...because it reminds me of you"



" I want to spend forever in your arms"




"Sing like nobody's listening"





"The rest is still unwritten.."




"remember..."




"Do what you love
And you will find someone
Who loves the same thing.
Dont look for love
Beg for love or
Suffer for love
Just Live..."




"Because maybe;
Your gonna be the one
That saves me after all;
Your my wonderwall"
 

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meaningful song :)
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
 

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just a little bored haha
1. last cigarette?
yesterday haha totally kidding, i HATE smoking so gross and unattractive

2. last beverage:
orange juice...yumm

3. last phone call?
marci

4. last text message
jarret

5. last CD played:
Trisha Yearwood..my first cd but its amazing lol

6: last BUBBLE bath:
uhh oh wow..a while ago i never have baths always showers

7: last time you cried :
like a week ago? it was happy tears

8. last meal
lunch

SEVEN have you’s:

1. have you ever dated someone twice?:
mhmm

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?:
YES!

4. have you ever fallen in love?
yeah i have..twice

5. have you ever lost someone?:
yeah... the worst pain in my life..

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:
yup haha even later then that

7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
omg YES! its horrible

FOUR things you did in the past three days:
1. worked
2. school
3. planned mine and neesh's trip to mexico
4. singing lessons

list THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
1. Shane
2. Neesh
3. Brett

list TWO favorite colors —
1: BLUE
2. pink haha

list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
1: travel the world!
2. Have a family
3. create a band haha id love to be the singer
4. ROAD TRIP

This month have you…

Laughed until you cried:
umm yes!! that play HAHA so hilerious

Went behind your parents back?
umm nope i dont think so..wow surprise

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Your last kiss?
oh wow..uhh christmas vacation? haha i dont really remember

2. Gay Marriage?
totally for it

3. Lowering the drinking age?
haha umm meh underage drinking is always gonna happen no matter what.

4. Who are the best huggers that you know?
jeremy CODY! haha

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yeah

6. Is there something you want to tell someone?
i've already told them, but i wish i could do something about it

7. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
volcom

8. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
uhh yeah

9. What is your current annoyance?
my parents hounding me about bills i have to pay everyday!

10. How many kids do you want to have?
2

11. Do you want to change your name?
nope i'm happy with it, very unique

12. Last time you saw your father?
before i went to work tonight haha he's sleeping now

13. What did you do for your last birthday?
went to edmonton to the bars wooo!

14.What time did you wake up today?
7:30 am

15. What were you doing at midnight last night:
sleeping

16. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
MEXICO

17. What is your favorite thing in your room?
Stereo

18. Where is your best friend right now?
i have two one is in europe the other is in dv lol
 

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Shane.
Okay wow..umm well your on your way home from europe now..and jesus do i ever miss you! more then ever haha

<3

..I have so much running through my head right now..i'm so sorry for almost giving our friendship up for something so stupid i mean its your own life shane and i know that, i'm just worried, like i dont want to loose you..ya know? like you mean to much i'm scared your going to do something you regret and we would totally drift apart just like i did with alexia and leah...

<3

We have been through so much and were still best friends. I can definatly see us having families and like going camping with each other and your kids and my kids would totally become best friends haha i can see it now lol It's crazy cuz we've been friends for almost 19 years now !!

<3

anyways to make it short and sweet shane i wanted to say i love you and i'll always be there for you, no matter how mad i get haha never forget that k..you mean to much to me to just let go...

<3<3<3
 

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just a little fun
Confessions
1. are you in love? yes <3
2. ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a c?who? chris! haha
3. are you watching tv? nope
4. if you were given a drug test right now would you pass? yup
5. do you know anyone in jail/prison? nope
6. do you like the color green? sometimes lol
7. who were the last 3 people to send you a message? umm brett, jarret and colin i think
8. ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? haha no
9. do you have a crush? yeah..
10. last restaurant you went to? umm i forget it was a while ago
11. last message you received? brett and i were talking about going out drinking together haha
12. what did you do yesterday? worked then talked to jere till like 3 in the morning
13. what's the first thing you would do with five million dollars? pay my car off
14. how many hours did you sleep the night before last? umm enough guess?
15. who was the last person that you felt was stalking you? brett haha jk
16. have you ever been on your school's track team? nope
17. do you have any piercings? mhmm nose ears and belly button
18. if all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you? hell yes
19. do you swear at your parents? no, i would get in so much shit
20. is your phone right beside you? haha always
21. have you cried today? nope
22. do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? maybe..
24. have you ever crawled through a window? yup
25. are you photogenic? shane and bailee think so..even when i'm extremely drunk i guess? haha
26. what do you spend most of your money on? car and phone
27. what was the last thing you did? worked
28. do you have a tattoo? yup lower back
29. what's a secret you never told any of your friends? ummm i tell them everything.
30. ever told someone you love them and didn't mean it? yeah...
32. are your parents married/divorced/separated? married since they were 18...crazy hey!
34. What objects are around you right now? uhh alot of stuff i'm in the office right now
35. what's on the walls of your room? nothing
36. are you genuinely happy? mhmm life is too short to be unhappy
37. do you have trust issues? with guys sometimes yeah
38. what are you looking forward to tomorrow? ummm getting off work haha
40. where's the last place you went? gym
41. what's your favorite thing to do? party with friends
42. who do you miss right now? shane and jeremy and katy
43. lyrics stuck in your head?umm none..wow surprising
44. what are you doing this weekend?work and getting drunk with friends haha
Friend Confessions
1. are you jealous of one or more of your friends? umm i'm not jelous at all right now...i like where i'm at right now actually
2. have you known any of your friends your whole life? yes shane..i love you <3
3. are any of your friends taller than you? haha yeah
4. have you ever been ditched by a friend? yup
5. do you have your friend's phone number's memorized? the besties yup
6. have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number? lost maybe
7. have you been to most of your friends' houses? yeah

habit confessions.
1. do you play with things when nervous? not really i just become really focused on what i'm doing
2. do you have an odd obsession with knives? haha wtf?
3. do you sleep with the door open or closed? closed
4. is there at least one thing you can't stand? the word...t i t s...
what is yourworst habit? chewing my fingers haha
8. do you love most of your friends? of coarse

personal opinion confessions.
1. do you think abortions are horrible? ..i would never get one..but your opinion is your own opinion
2. are you against or think gay marriage is bad? no of coarse not
3. needles aren't so horrible? i hate them
4. you have plenty of secrets? nope

have you ever confessions.
1. have you ever fallen UP the stairs? haha yeah
2. have you ever had a nail fall off? a gel neail yes
3. have you ever slapped someone across the face?nope
4. have you ever killed anyone? lol oh fuck yeah
5. worn the same clothes for a week straight? no

other confessions.
1. do you enjoy drama? sometimes
2. have you ever gotten in a fist fight? nope
3. who would you like to hit right now? someone...
4. is there any type of rumor going around about you? probobly thats all draytons about
 

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wow...i'm speechless
last night was amazing!

something happened which i thought would never happen again...

Jeremy and i connected like i definatly felt like i was back in grade 10 again..in love with someone...

...totally utterly inlove...

..you would think that after two years and after being hurt so much..that something like that would never happen again..

..well surprise ladies and gents its definatly possible!!

..never EVER give up on someone you love..cuz you never know when there gonna come back


...this goes out to people who have truly loved and lost but man once it comes back..its totally worth the wait!

 

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I want someone who will sing to me randomly



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Im the Girl who; you label because of what you've heard, and what you see. Im the Girl who; all of her ex-boyfriends have had there first love, and no matter how hard she trys, she was, and always will be compared to them. Im the Girl who; has the biggest smile around people, even when shes dead inside, but crys herself to sleep at night. Im the Girl who; would walk to the end of the earth in a fucking rainstorm, to help someone she once loved. Im the Girl who; Cakes on her make-up so you wont notice her imperfections. Im the Girl who; would take a punch in the face for one of her friends. Im the Girl who; loves to laugh, especially to the point where im ready to piss myself. Im the Girl who; drinks to much at a party, you no the one that talks to loud, and never wants to leave. Im the Girl who; has No respect for those "Player type" guys.. i wanna punch everyone of them in the fucking face. . . but mostly Im the Girl who; is just herself... and thats who i always will be, even though it took me; some broken hearts, eating disorders, drinking binges, and getting lost along the way, somehow i managed to find my way back, and im more stronger then ever, and beacuse of those experiences i've realized whats important.
 

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just a tid bit of my life...
i love when life surprises you and something happens that you never ever thought possible...happened to me twice this year...thats the greatest part of life <3
 

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just a reminder..
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NEVER




TOO




LATE
 

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sick of everything...
I just want to get away from drayton valley...
so much drama..
so many two faced people...
I hate it..

I hate how when someone has a problem with you they hide it, like why cant they just come up and tell you, of coarse they will be mad but the sooner you talk about your problems the faster they can be resolved..

I hate the feeling of loosing a best friend...over something so small..
 

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