Gah, I miss having a social life.
I want last year back =[
Would anyone be down to just chill or party tomorrow night ? or day whatever .
Yesterday day was horrible .
But made be realize I need to re - start my life .
Starting now .
To be honest ; I wish I had the balls .
Tegan & Sara - Nineteen .
I beg you to take the pain away .
Take my heart and take my life . Set me free .
Moving schools for Gr. 11
Integrating into living independently after summer ; Starting to save up .
Job hunting again soon
Getting Straight fucked this weekend .
Going back to all my old ways . Lalalalove .
I don't know why i even try .
Baby . Tonight is the last night i will ever think about you & your prefect smile .
I gave into the pain . I gave into everything I knew you'd hate . Everything I hated .
Trying to pretend I never loved you , never cared .
I can't do this anymore .
" Everything we had is no longer there .
Well you saw for yourself , the way it played out .
For you , I am blinded . "
I hope this proves a fucking point .
Do you even have a heart ?
