I'm full of contradictory, wonder and life. I'm pessimistic yet optimistic, outgoing yet shy, conservative yet wild but no matter what I'm me. My biggest fear is people moving on and forgetting me. I don't believe in making promises that can't be kept. I forgive but i never forget. I'm a liar and a lover, well i only really lie to parentals. I wish on 11:11 and folded chips. I also crave chicken pot pie all the time. On my off days i don't believe in love or God, but with every moment and person it changes my faith. I'm sleep deprived a majority of the time as i enjoy late night phone calls. I see the glass as being a balance of good and bad, rather than half empty or hall full. In life you have to take the good with the bad, and vice versa. My paranoia creates my own suffering. Good grammar turns me on then again so does sex. I miss my best friend. Oh, my name's natalie but i'm also referred to as natchow or nacho. Thanks for reading this blurb.