carebear18 - 19, Female, Calgary
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::i hate him::
its unfair.
someone should call me
before i end up snapping.

i'm past having a mental break down.

tylers fucking smoking weed with my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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::lol::
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::bedazzeled::
breath taking kisses that leave me in awe.
that smile that never fails to my pounding heart.
your touch leaves me goosebumps. your eyes hypnotize.
baby you're the one i've been searching for in my life.
I love you so much it hurts when i'm away from you.
I care so much about you. I'm a girlfriend i can't help but worry.
you're my answered wish my answered prayers. the one that
everyone can't help but talk about over and over and over again.
when you lightly breath in my ear or over my skin my body's reaction
is shivers to the spine. butterflys appear i forget how to breathe
everytime we're kissing cuddling or ever near each other.
It's ever a failed reaction when you say my name or call me cookie
i can't help but smile. In a way you saved my life that others couldn't do.
we've been through so much in the last while we've been together.
we've hadour ups and we've had our downs
but in the end we are closer than before.
You're so peaceful when you sleep
i love watching you until i pass out lol.
baby let's just put it this way cause
i could go on and on and on about
how much you mean to me and how much i love you
but to put this in short term
you have me bedazzeled!!
♥ let's last forever and always. ♥
 

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::4days!!::
Baby; I`ve found my heaven on earth.
the poison i`m use to the venom and the
one i can`t live without. I spend every moinute with you.
you help me with my homework and make sure i`m always safe.
No one else has stolen my heart like you have. my parents adore you
and my family says your one of us. This forever part about us is forsurely going
to happen. Baby you make me want to be better. I don`t want to fuck this one up like i did with the others you mean to much to me i never want to hurt you or see you sad. i like seeing you happy with a constant smile on your face. I love you it`s that simple!! this isn`t even half of the effect you have put on me and it would take a lifetime to put all my feelings into words.
Tyler James Mccutcheon It may be early but Forever is a place where we`re staying! <3
 

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::duane::
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
 

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::this is true love::
it's hard to believe that it's only been 2 weeks and a day we've been dating and yet i'm so comfortable with him. my parents like him which is really surprising his parents like me aswell. and so do his siblings. his friends say he's much happier than he used to be and i'm much happier to and it shows. while i was down in bc we texted constantly. and he would call me and we would have half hour phone calls. he was the one counting down the days until i got back. and when i got back i saw him and litterally it was like a movie moment in one of those romance movies. i jumped into his arms gave him a hug and kissed him and while i waiting for him to show i was pacing back and forth checking my phone checking the doors and my heart was racing hardcore. and just when i'm with him everything is so perfect. he's protective of me. he really does love me. i know after 2 weeks and a day isn't long enough to start saying it but when you look at us you can just tell that we are really serious about each other. I know i've said it all the times with all the other assholes but with tyler it's so diffrent i've spent nothing but my time since i got back with tyler. it's kinda really bad but i missed him soo much. he does treat me diffrently in a better way he's constantly giving me complements being affectionate keeping me by his side he carries my bags my wallet and always gives them to me before i leave. he means as much to me as simba did. god put tyler and i together for a reason. and i treat him much better than his ex did. he finds it weird how i want him in my life. he doesn't see why i love him. but at the same time he does. he's scare that he's going to push me away and i'm scared of the same thing ecsept the other way of me pushing him away. he wants to meet all my friends when it's not so cold out. and i'd like for you too meet him aswell. it was nice to spend time with other people down in bc. but i promised tyler that he would be my first priority when i got back to calgary. Oh!!! aswell his christmas gift to me was sentemental it was a ring on a neckless. his grandfather gave it to him before he passed away and told him to give it to someone special in his life and he gave it to me and while i was down in bc i was looking for the perfect gift for him and i found exsactly what he wanted which was a chain. we can read each other like open books. we're so close and the rule about talking about your ex's infront of your new girlfriend/boyfriend we've broken that rule and it just made us closer. this is how my relationship with tyler is. we're serious about eachother. and to be honest i couldn't be any happier he makes me want to be better.
 

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::heehee::
♥ I love wearing boyfriends t-shirt. It brings me closer to home!! ♥





 

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::add it up::
New Nexopia.
i'll still have this one aswell.


--colliflower

 

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::asap::
I NEED A JOB AND PRONTO!!!!!
 

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::village and carrie day::
-smoked weed!!
-walked by cops having an oil conversation
thank god that they were having their own conversation.
-meeting up with duane and ricki
-thats the first time ive been in your room lol
-daune being his usual towards me lol=)
carrie your a woman make yourself useful!!

all in all it was a good day.
i'm sorry i was so late and i'm sorry i always have
to leave early. i'll make it up to you.
 

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AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! they are really pretty birds!!!


 

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::mhmm..::
why do you have to be so scrumptious!!
 

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::GRRR..::
totally diffrent turn has nothig to do with outside.

stupid mother nature why do you always have to ruin
everything. we have the perfect plan to make it work
and because of you we now have to postpond. =(

fuck you and you taking your course.
 

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::fucking cold::
its fucking cold out.
i waited many hours to get to school and close to an hour to get home.
i couldnt feel my toes!!
 

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