; anger pulsing thru my veins, rushing from my head to my toes. Biting my tongue so hard, trying to be nice. But baby I ain't gunna throw away everything for nothing. Didn't take long to notice how transparent a person can really be til you see how they act around other people. You got people beating down your door left right and center. There isn't a point in any of this no more . Why talk when you only get stabbed and beat down.

Seriously could today get any worse -.- ugh . I wanna punch a baby

Forget him .
Forget his face.
Forget his kiss.
His warm embrace.
Forget the love that you once knew.
Remember he has someone new.
Forget him when they played your song.
Remember when you cried all night long.
Forget how close you two once were.
Remember he has chosen her.
Forget you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the things he used to say.
Remember he has gone away.
Forget his laugh.
Forget his grin.
Forget the dimples on his chin.
Forget the way he held you tight.
Remember he's with her tonight.
Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget the love that moved its past.
Forget he said he'd leave you never.
Remember that he's gone forever

Haha I love how you try to convince me you're not some asshole who is using me yet that's exactly who you turned out to be, promised me you wouldn't do that but yet you couldn't resist how easily you could pull a girls heart strings. I tell you the truth and Get lies shot back, don't ever again tell me you care, don't ever again think we can be friends. I tried to be nice, and I tried to say goodbye and as soon as the excuses came I knew I had done nothing but waste my time. But hey you gotta make mistakes to learn a few things.

If I let you in, you'd just want out,
If I told you the truth, you'd vie for a lie,
If I spill my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up,
If you follow me, you'll only get lost,
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch,
You already know too much.

I've seen how these situations end, how everything plays outs and the results are always the same, everyone tries to tell you it'll be different this time but in reality you're all just typical people. So maybe it's best to walk away before the situation even begins cause I won't be caught wasting my time anymore .

I am not sure how I'm Gunna do this all, but it sounds like the best thing for me, not to mention being with my best friend everyday and maybe a new found friend! So I guess city bound is what I am with my bags packed !

Do you remember the day I told you I actually loved you for the first time?

I never asked for any of this, I never wanted to be treated this way, but yet I gave my heart, not knowing you'd tear it apart. Now I'm left being so messed up, stuck not able to go forward and never going back. Is it really so hard for something to go my way :/

No matter what ; always someone's mistake, their waste of time, their burnt energy, their worst nightmare.

I've imagined the situation but in the end it would only work out if changes were made. Changes I highly doubt you're capable of. We were friends and more than friends but never anything else. Least we had fun when we could cuz now all hope has vanished since we have changed into two different people.

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”