; anger pulsing thru my veins, rushing from my head to my toes. Biting my tongue so hard, trying to be nice. But baby I ain't gunna throw away everything for nothing. Didn't take long to notice how transparent a person can really be til you see how they act around other people. You got people beating down your door left right and center. There isn't a point in any of this no more . Why talk when you only get stabbed and beat down.