I put my dislikes section first. I hope this makes me seem very negative

i also find it interesting that your interests are a fill in the box type of thing, you just check whatever you think applies to you, where the mere details are what you auctally say about yourself. Which gives the better impression of you, your details, such as it is, or a fill in the blank test.

This is interesting:
When Paul McCartney went to the Iles de la madeleines to protest against seal hunting along with other ecologists, they scared the seal groups away which resulted in a lot of baby seal falling off the ice in water and dying, because of the noise made by the choppers the ecologists use. And that happens every year.



homophobes are annoying but funny at the same time....right wing religious.....basically anyone whos hard line into anything, even if i agree with it, it bugs me...well, more accuratley, someone who tries obsessivly to make you believe what they happen to believe (i want to make a point here that a lot of people dont seem to get. i have nothing aganist any of these viewpoints. what bugs me really is the intolerance associated with them. i know many people who share most of my viewpoints, BUT are intolerant of rednecks, religious, or even different kinds of music. this is not my belief, i just cant stand intolerance.)
Also, the spoiled idiots that tsawwassen seems to be filled with
oh, people who always complain and never DO anything.
and of course YOUR FACE

right now i am going to write about the person next to me, on the right (im currently at an internet bar in portagul...amazing thing here, the mcdonalds sell beer) anyway, the person seems like a total cunt. first, shes smoking. thats often acceptable here, but fuck, were in an underground basement, i dont want you smoking next to me. gonna smoke, fine, but have the decency to do it outside, where theres ventalitation called the sky. i wanted to write more, about her apperance, speculate about her ancestors maybe, give some comments on how she might improve herself (though there are only 10000 letters allowed on this, so it would be a shorter list) and so on, but im bored of this. hate it when that happnes.

also, loud stuff when i dont feel like loud stuff. right now, idiots are yelling in some language i cant even speak, there really annoying, im considering kicking them in the face. (later) they finally left, clapping for some reason.

First picture i added. quite like


this right now (wednesday the 28th of dec) is the first time i can recall being the only one of my friends on nexopia. i feel so lame. the other thing about nexopia is when you accidentally delete a friend, and it says "friend deleted". so harsh.....





Kidnap the Sandy Claws
Tie him in a bag
Throw him in the ocean
Then, see if he is sad

This line bit of kidnap the sandy claws kinda bugged me...in the rest of the song, there saying boil him, butter him, bury him, do all this vicious things to him. And at the end of this, you "see if he is sad"? a bit anti-climatic i think....



when people show you their art, and say its not very good, when they know that its a really realistic drawing of something or someone or whatever. fuck modesty.

Music...everyone has to put music on here dont they...its like an unwritten law....well, bands include Anti Flag, Bad Relgion, Chumbawamba, Ozzy, Sabbath, Flogging Molly, Jack off Jill, The Clash, Sex Pistols, Dead Kennedies, Drop Kick Murphys, Gorillaz, Rammstein, Nirvana, Sahara Hotnights, Thought Riot, Queens of the Stone Age, Goldfinger, Death from above 1979..... i could probably go on, but im too lazy and bored of writing band names, and you probably get the point, at least enough for a glimpse of who i am...but you probably know that already, or why would you be looking at my profile.????hmmm? CREEP


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Dont really know what else i even like..........donno what else to say..........
i cant believe i didnt put the sex pistols on that list....they rock........well, there on it, but located there <----in that direction
akward.......
According to rosie, i enjoy being a JERK
bacons also really really good...you want a good sandwhich, make sourdough toast, with eggs (over hard) and chrispy bacon..tases like god himself made it...if you believe in god...which i dont by the way...another good sandwich, though i seem to be the only one who likes it, are peanut butter, jam and cheese, usually on pumpernickel (spelling?) bread. at least tripple decker.
other great sandwiches are when you have this special toaster, it makes 2 pieces of bread into 2 triangle shaped bits of toast, with the edges welded together, use one of those things and make grilled cheese and tomato, use brown bread, white in a pinch.

movies include (But of course are no means limited to) bang bang your dead, saved, american history x, requiem for a dream, hotel rwanda, fight club ...all i can think of now, i dont really like movies or tv...yeah...
you know, you would think 'id have more to say about myself, but i dont..you probably know me anyways.

BACKPACKING. it has recentally (past month or so) developed into an obsession. i always wanted to go backpacking, but now its like, WHY AM I NOT IN LAOS RIGHT NOW?!?!??!?! kind of a thing. scheming to have a trip, next year or the year after, start in india, travel for a few months, go through nepal to tibet, stay there a week or two, from there to thailand, backpack around there, indonesia, laos, cambodia, vietnam and such for a few more months. maybe stop off at south korea or japan for a few weeks before the whole thing. auctally have money saved up for it and everything. Shall be grand!

Yeah, so the asia trip is put on hold for now, mainly to make time room for a central/south america trip. likely to spend about a month and a half in central america, mostly belize and honduras with jordan then about a week or 2 by myself in guatamela (spanish lessons probably) then down to panama city for a flight to quito (equador)(west south america). from there, likely go around peru, maybe down the coast, into the interor, to bolivia, check it out, maybe down to paraguay and argentina, perhaps a trip back to central then north peru, go into brazil, take a few days on a boat down the amazon river (for less then $100, meals included, chill in a hammock...nice) perhaps check out angel falls, maybe take a boat back or fly back? who knows, it could go any way, theres simply a half dozen places i want to see, after that its wherever the wind takes us. us being nicole and myself, i dont really know when shell introduce herself, probably in panama or quito or lima, depending where i am when she comes down. yeah

This is stupid...south america is blowing up so to speak, (much more violent) so im waiting to see what its like in a few months, in the meantime going accross canada

Just for the record, it obviously looks like im just horribly indecisive and nothign ever happnes, the canada trip did happen, and now im in university. Im taking Political studies

I love how on the intrests bit, where you check off the boxes that apply to you (what a limited way to describe yourself), drinking is right next to driving

right now, i havent cut my middle finger nail on my left hand in something like 3 weeks. its a half cm or so long, and when i try to type c, v or x, sometimes my finger sorta slips off the key, and i get irritated. true story.

it has now been closer to 4 weeks

it has now been 4 weeks.

after about 5 weeks it started kinda ripping apart by itself. intersting

i cut my nail


Being outside is really nice... but that doesnt really describe it right. being indoors and doing nothing is annoying, but being outside and doinng nothing is acceptable. however, being outside and doing something awesome is ideal isnt it......

The fact that the municipality covers graffiti, even if it has a message. If someones quoting gandhi on a park bench, dont paint over it

"Its not about being yourself, its about blending in with the outcasts"-Vasque
"Why waste time learning, when ignoracne is instantenous?"-Hobbes
"freedom is not worth having if you do not have the freedom to make mistakes"-Gandi
"When the water starts boiling, it is foolish to turn off the heat"-Mandela
"You must be the change you want to see in the world"-Gandhi

ITs amazing how nexopia works. this profile allows you to just randomly update your personality. Right now, im updating my personality, because im bored. The people who read these profiles are generally people who you dont know very well, you add them on nex to find some common ground, see what their like, or whatever....or people who are skimming over their friends profiles out of bordom. point is, to the poeple who dont know me very well, a lot of stuff on this is created out of bordom, which means that i am only showing you the aspect of my personality that i show when im bored. what does that say about me? i mean, its impossible to even have an accurate profile, because its all based on your mood, and if your on the computer, updating your profile, your probably bored. the only way to have an accurate profile is to get a friend to write it. and even then, he/she would have to write it over a period of months, becuase sometimes your friends are annoyed or espically happy with you or whatever. i mean, look at the bit above this section of my profile (i dont update at once, this entry was written almost 6 months after the one above, but the one above that was written less then a month ago) that was written for no apperent reason over a period of about 2 weeks. In the dislikes section, there is a rant about some woman smoking. i wrote it mostly because was on a computer in porto, where you had to pay for at least a half hour. i was done what i had to do in 20minutes, so i was trying to get the most for my money. and although it was annoying, i never would have paid the extra 5 cents to rant, if i had to pay for the extra time. and people have told me that they thought it was a funny rant. it was a reflection of my personality that i get that annoyed by that. usually, i dont. by the way, kudos to you if youve bothered to read this far, i dont know why i bother, other then that im bored as i said, and i apperetnally feel like showing you the "bored on the computer" aspect of my personality. of course, those of you who know me know that there are more aspects. im tired of this.]



I really dont like it when people are on "away" on msn all the time. Its basically offensive, your saying that i can start a conversation with you, but you cant start a conversation with me. away should be for when someone is away for a short period of time, will be back shortly. Why is it so hard to sign out if your not really there? also, its one of those things, where its all well and good if one person does it, but 2 people cant talk to each other if they both do it. One of those "what if everyone did this" things, it would make the whole thing useless.


If democracy is the power of the people and for the people, it has no place in a system where individual interests are above the collective interest, and where capital is more important than people.

Interesting section of my sociology textbook is quoted now, comparing 3 average families from around the world:
Ethopia-live in a 320 square foot manure-plastered hut with 7 children, no electricity, gas or running water. They have a radio, but the battery is dead. Lives on $130 a year, farming teff a cereal grain. Man works 80 hours a week, woman works more doing chores. Males live to about 48, women 50. Wishes for the future:more animals, better seed, and a second set of clothing
Mexico-5 children, 4 room house. Washing machine hooked up to a garden hose, unlike many also own a fridge, stereo and a tv that makes them the envy of their neighbours. Does not own a telephone or a car. Man works full time, also does welding on the side. Annual income is $3600. 57% of their income is on food. Woman works about 60 hours a week on housekeeping. Males tend to live to 70, females 76. Wish for the future: a truck
Canada (Ontario)- 2 children, 4 bedrooms, with central heating/air conditioning, basement, 2 car garage, fridge, washing machine, dryer, dishwasher, garbage disposal, vacuum, food processor, microwave, toaster, 3 radios, 2 cd players, 4 phones (one cell), 2 tvs, a camcorder, DVD player, Xbox with dozens of games, 2 iPods, 2 computers with printers, a laptop, 2 blowdryers, answering machine, coffee maker, electric toothbrush. Not counting the stereo-radio-CD players in the van and the car. Man works 40 hours a week, Woman teaches part time. Make $72,524 plus benifits. Spend about 15% of their income on food. Males live to about 75, women 81. Wishes for the future-2 Cell phones, a new jeep, a pentium IV computer, a laser printer, a digital camera, a fax machine, a boat, a camping trailer, and further down the road, a cabin.



I update my nexopia totally randomly. As you can see below, most of what is here is more relevant to me in the past then it is now, but you can tell a bit about me if you read it. Im mostly the same person i htink. The point is, that i update randomly, meaning i usually update in the middle of the stuff, so there is no order to this. Also, this was at the bottom, but i think it deserves to be at the top.


"Every night she took two white pills to help her sleep. In the morning she took two orange pills to keep from feeling hungry. She loved the fact that life could be so easily controled as that. Inasmuch as she had a say in the matter, she was going to keep the rest of her life as equally push-button and seamless. In the mornings when she woke up, she couldnt remember her dreams."-Douglas Coupland, Miss Wyoming


Hes a decent author, depsite i think appearing in an ad i saw a bit ago


Ok, this nexopia has become very interesting to me in ways it was never intended to be interesting. Thats called a latent function, and unintended result. Its meant to be something constantally updated, but looking at it now its like a shrine to me in high school. On one hand i want to delete everything on it, or at least the people on my friends list i expect to never be close to again, but really all but 5 of you would probably be deleated, and i was never close to most anyway. I dont mean this to offend anyone whos still using nexopia on a regular basis, this is just my view on it. From what ive skimmed, most of your pages are pretty cool. So ill keep it as it is and hopefully check it enough that it will still be useful as a comment page for me, ill try and reply when i get your message. This is because the last time i checked, i had a message from over a month ago. So thats that. Im not sure why im posting this really. I think its just a weird night, i auctally am done with studying for a day or two.




Feb 21/06- the nails on my hand...kinda start, i used to bite them but i think i managed to mostly quit recentally. The index seems a tad dirty, may clean it after this post. Most of my nails have that white thing under them, someone (darryn?) claims thats a lack of some kind of nutrition, but that seems weird to me, i feel fine. I suspect its more when you hit your nail on something, like a bruise for the nail. espically because my toenails are fine. which brings us to my toenails. I think they may need a cutting before my next post, or at least before the post after that. getting a tad long, but they grow so slow, im never sure when to cut them. Rather not have an ingrown toenail. I was talking to someone today who auctally got minor surgery for an ingrown toenail (as in shot up her foot so she coulndt feel in it, and cut half the nail off) that seems so weird to me. what kind of society are we living in when people are given valuable drugs for something like an ingrown toenail? i had one once, you know what i did? i suffered and delt with it. It hurt a bit, no biggie, i cut off some of the calloused side of my toe to give it a little more room. no blood or anything. i dont think that that is too hard. it would be one thing if we were living in some kind of more ideal society, where people didnt need medicine and doctors (10 year phd degree so you can trim someones nail?) or where we were advanced enough that toenails were a more considerable problem, but we dont! there are problems all over, millions, if not billions of people who are more in need of numbing drugs then an ingrown toenail? what the hell? this toenail blog has turned into much more of a rant then i expected, so im gonna stop now, but think about that. If it doenst seem weird to you, then you seem weird to me.