ceewalks** - 18, Female, Canada
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i love you
roge: in the world is osama bin laden?
marv: lurking around in your vents!
roge: hahahahahahahahaha
marv: yup!
roge: did you walk home in the rain?
marv: ya:(
roge: haha
marv: jerk
roge: haha dino
mrav: oh boy
roge: so... im watching a movie about jew's
marv: haha nice, what is it called?
roge: apt something. i dono its gonna be gooder i can tell!
marv: can we watch it together sometime?
roge: oh yeah, i think you would enjoy it!

this is what our daily conversations consist of.
hahah i love you roger doger
 

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Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail,

Her favourite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy's Day at school,

And she couldn't wait to go.



But her mommy tried to tell her,

That she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

If she went to school alone



But she was not afraid;

She knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

Of why he wasn't there today.



But still her mother worried,

For her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

She tried to keep her daughter home.



But the little girl went to school

Eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees

A dad who never calls.



There were daddies along the wall in back,

For everyone to meet.

Children squirming impatiently,

Anxious in their seats.



One by one the teacher called

A student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

As seconds slowly passed.















At last the teacher called her name,

Every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

For a man who wasn't there.















'Where's her daddy at?'

She heard a boy call out.

'She probably doesn't have one,'

Another student dared to shout.













And from somewhere near the back,

She heard a daddy say,

'Looks like another deadbeat dad,

Too busy to waste his day.'















The words did not offend her,

As she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

Who told her to go on.















And with hands behind her back,

Slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

Came words incredibly unique.















'My Daddy couldn't be here,

Because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

Since this is such a special day.













And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

And how much he loves me so.















He loved to tell me stories

He taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

And taught me to fly a kite.















We used to share fudge sundaes,

And ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him.

I'm not standing here alone.



'Cause my daddy's always with me,

Even though we are apart

I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart'.



With that, her little hand reached up,

And lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

Beneath her favorite dress.



And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,

Her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

Who was wise beyond her years.



For she stood up for the love

Of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

Doing what was right.



And when she dropped her hand back down,

Staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

But its message clear and loud.



'I love my daddy very much,

he's my shining star.

And if he could, he'd be here,

But heaven's just too far.



You see he was a policeman

and died just this past year

When airplanes hit the towers

and taught Americans to fear.



But sometimes when I close my eyes,

it's like he never went away.'

And then she closed her eyes,

and saw him there that day.



And to her mothers amazement,

she witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

all starting to close their eyes.



Who knows what they saw before them,

who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

they saw him at her side.



'I know you're with me Daddy,'

to the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

of those once filled with doubt.


Not one in that room could explain it,

for each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.



And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

by the love of her shining star.

And given the gift of believing,

that heaven is never too far.


They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this to the people you'll never forget, and remember to send it also to the person that sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.
If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends.


Take the time...to live and love!
 

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too my big sister.
i would never think you are a bitch for say any of that.
all you are trying to do is to keep us together.
after i read all of this it made me cry.

like we are pathetic and we do need to grow up.
but you have to understand where i am coming from
i am trying to fix things.
but whenever i try it just seems to make things worse.
i love you two so much
you guys have a huge ass chunk of my heart
that i will never be able to get back.
i am sorry.
i love you guys.
never froget that.
 

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hmmm...
isn't it funny how someone you think is your friend
is you like best friend one day and hen you worst enemy the next?
she'll tell you your best friends and then when she finds someone new she drops you like a dirty sock.?
wow woman you really need to straighten your life out.
not jump from friend to frined.
 

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when you are mad you say things you don't mean. and then want to take them back. but in this case i screwed up so bad. i am so sorry. i know you will never forgive me. and i just want to say i'm sorry and i do love you, and to have a good life because i know you will never ever talk to me again. and once again i'm sorry.
 

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Thank you
MB and JH

if it wasn't for you two
i would not be here today
saying thank you so much.
i just want to say

I LOVE YOU BOTH!
and i always will no
matter what happens.
throught good and bad
i am always here for you

I LOVE YOU
 

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misSing yOu
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you

Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you

oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby