THE LETTER A
are you available?: nope
what is your age?: 17
what annoys you?: when people make false assumptions

THE LETTER B
do you live in a big house?: haha whitehorn?
when is your birthday?: January 13
who is your best friend(s)?: Umm... Kari, Rick, Tyson, Michelle, KJ, Did I forget you?

THE LETTER C
what's your favorite candy?: I don't know...
who's your crush?: My boyfriend
when was the last time you cried? Last night. SO MUCH!

THE LETTER D
do you daydream?: Sometimes.
do you like dogs?: yeahh
what day of the week is it?: tuesday

THE LETTER E
how do you like your eggs?: pretty much however
have you ever been in the emergency room?: yeahh haha
do you have both your ears pierced?: yessums

THE LETTER F
have you ever flown in a plane?: like 10 years ago
do you use fly swatters?: what a dumb question. the real question is "What is fly swatter in german!!"
have you ever used a foghorn?: WHAT?

THE LETTER G
do you chew gum?: sure
are you a giver or a taker?: i try to be a giver more of the time
do you like gummy candies?: yeah.

THE LETTER H
how are you?: alright
what color is your hair?: brown
are you at home?: yeaass

THE LETTER I
what's your favorite ice cream?: cookie dough. or chocolate
do you play an instrument?: trumpet
do you consider yourself intelligent?: i think everyone is intelligent... wait no. not everyone is. but i may be!!

THE LETTER J
what's your favorite jelly bean?: peach ones
do you wear jewelry?: earrings
do you jerk it?: WHAT?

THE LETTER K
who do you want to kill?: i forget
do you want kids?: yee
where did you go for kindergarten?: tofield

THE LETTER L
are you a liar?: at times
the last time you said love?: like 20 minutes ago

THE LETTER M
Do you still watch disney movies?: yeah
do you want to get married?: yessss.
do you ride motorcycles?: um?

THE LETTER N
do you ever say never?: yes.
whats your favorite number?: 7 xD
do you prefer night over day?: don`t know

THE LETTER O
whats your one wish?: people wouldn`t be so judgmental about everything
are you an only child? no. a sister and brother
do you like the ocean?: yeah except when i get dizzy

THE LETTER P
whats one fear are you most paranoid about?: worms
do you take a lot of pictures?: i have alot... so probably
whats a personality trait you look for in people?: happiness. that isn`t dependent on a person or things

THE LETTER Q
ever had your oil changed at the quick stop?: no

THE LETTER R
do you read?: sometimes
you watch reality tv?: umm not really
are you one to cry?: yeah

THE LETTER S
do you prefer sun or rain?: not sure
do you like snow?: only when its warm out.... and the snow isnt slush
what's your favorite season? fall

THE LETTER T
what time is it?: 8:17... i know insane
what time did you wake up?: 7:30ish
when was the last time you slept in a tent?: friday night

THE LETTER U
are you wearing underwear?: um yeah
what's under your bed?: books

THE LETTER V
whats the worst veggie?: not sure
where do you want to go on vacation?: france

THE LETTER W
what's your worst habit?: not sure... overreacting
where do you live?: whitehorn

THE LETTER X
have you ever had an x-ray?: yeah all over.
do you listen to xhibit?: no
have you ever watched something x-rated?: no

THE LETTER Y
do you like the color yellow?: i donno
whats one thing you yearn for?: some sleep
have you ever used yarn for anything?: ye

THE LETTER Z
whats your zodiac sign?: capricorn
do you believe in the zodiac?: no
favorite zoo animal? not sure

Summer 'O8, don't lie.
1. Kissed your ex.? Don't have one.
2. Told someone I love you? Hundreds of times.
4. Wanted someone you couldn't have? No... because I had them.
5. Been to the beach? YEAH! For Michelle's birthday! xD
6. Got drunk? Never....
7. Smoked? Nope.
8. Stayed up all night? Nope
9. Went shopping? Yeah. No real real shopping. Just buying a few things.
10. Went swimming? At the lake for Michelle''s birthday xD
11. Been asked out? Well... sorta... but not really. lol
13. Got in a car with a stranger? No, don't think so.
14. Lost someone close? Nope.
15. Slept in someone else's bed? Yeah. lol
16. Had someone sleep in your bed? Every summer!
17. Been to a club? Nope.
18. Been grounded? Nope.
19. Ran? Nope.
20. Regret something? Probably...
21. Lied? Unfortunately... of course.
22. Done anything against the law? Not sure...
24. Got in a fight? Its likely.
25. Stayed in a hotel? No...
26. Flirted with someone? Boyfriend xD its hard! haha
27. Gone to a concert? YEAH! FF5 and Relient K
30. Made out in a theatre? Haha no
31. Kissed more than two people? Nope.
32. Kissed or messed around with someone that was taken? No?
33. Meet a celebrity? FF5 xD
34. Started to like someone? AS friends sure!
35. kissed same sex? On the cheek probably.
36. Threw up? No.
37. Broke someones heart? Probably
38. Liked someone that just wouldn't stay outta` your head? Boyfriend?
39. Gotten in trouble with the cops? Nope.
40. Fell asleep with a crush? Boyfriend...
42. Wrecked a car? Not for many years
43. Got fired from a job? NOPE! xD

9 THINGS GIRLS SAY
oh so true!

1] Fine: This is the word girls use to end an argument when they are
right and you need to shut up now.

2] Five More Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given
five more minutes to watch the game before helping with something.

3] It's Nothing: This is the calm before the storm.
This means something, and you should be on your toes.
Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4] Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5] *Loud Sigh* : This isn't actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by guys.
A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is
wasting her time standing here and arguing
with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6] That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a girl can make to a guy.
That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding
how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7] Thanks: A girl is thanking you, do not question, or Faint.
Just say you're welcome.

8] Whatever: Is a girl's way of saying "FUCK YOU!"

9] Don't worry about it: Another dangerous statement, meaning you better worry about it...

science 10
comp science 10
comm tech 10
tehc theatre

social 10
phys ed 10
english 10-1
math 10 App

Math 30P
Band 30
English 30-1
French 31A IB

Chem 30
Band 20
Social 30
Bio 30

Are we together?? xD

Mamma Mia was phenomenal.
Im in such a good mood.
EE! Jesus loves you!
Did you know that?
The crazy thing is, even if you don't think he does
or even if you think he doesn't exist
or you hate him...

HE STILL LOVES YOU!
xD
What a wicked concept! xD

Worn out, wasted
Like a bird with broken wings
Sometimes grace reminds me
I don't get to be the king

But love it washes over
Love it pulls me closer
Love it changes everthing

Everything is beautiful
Even when the tears are falling
I don't need a miracle to believe
Even in the crashing down
I can hear redemtion calling
And everything is beautiful to me

Sweetly, You release me
From the weight of what I've done
The trigger trips the hammer
But the bullets never come

And love like a landslide
Like the wind
Spins around me pulls me in
At it's unveiling, I begin

I WANT TO SCREAM! I hate it here. I wanna go back into the mountains. I want to sleep in a tent. I wanna pee in an outhouse. I wanna walk by rivers and climb mountains. I want to eat whatever around a fire. I want to play games in the dark. I want to speak spanish with Uraguayans. I want to cry. I had so much fun. And I pretty much hate reality now. I'd rather be there than here. I'd rather stay and never come back. I don't care. I want to cry sooo bad. Sure I missed showering, and computer, and cell phone service and tv and whatever, and my family and friends. But definitely NOT as much as I loved everything out there. I didn't expect it to be so amazing. It was phenomenal. I want to go back.

I had this crazy calm over me for the last 24 or so hours. So weird. But at the exact same time I've been entirely worried, scared, frustrated, upset, and mad. He was going to leave. Not me, well yeah. His mom was going to take him to work with her for a month. Thats so long! So SCARY. She pretty much went back on her word. He needed a job to stay and didn't have one this morning. But he went in for an interview. And by the grace of God, and I mean every single word of that, he got it. Thanks for the prayer guys. It worked. My boy is home for the summer. xD YAY!

I've been crying for 20 minutes. OH THE SUSPENSE! I hate this feeling. I almost already feel empty. Why do I know that this is wrong? Why do I feel broken, yet know I shouldn't. My heart hurts. My head hurts. My body hurts. FREE ME!

Write exactly what's on your mind and don't change it..

1. Your 'ex' and you = Never had one. Don't plan on it.
2. I am listening to = The hum of my mom's laptop.
3. Maybe I should = die. UHH! SO MAD.
4. I love = the idea of perfection, yet its pretty much IMPOSSIBLE.
5. My best friend(s) = are needed now. I need a hug. I need someone to comfort me.
6. I don't understand = how things could change so fast. Don't go.
7. I lost my respect for = his mom. Am I overreacting. (Oh and my Dad, long ago)
8. I last ate = Peas, they made me happy.
9. The meaning of my display name is = Chantelle...
10. Someday = I'm gonna die.
11. I will always be = emotional.
12. Love seems = easy, but it isnt.
13. I never ever want to lose = him. Especially now.
14. My myspace is = I forget... never go on.
15. I get annoyed when = people talk when they should be quiet, or when plans get changed.
16. Parties = are dumb.
17. Kisses = don't know when the next one will be... a month?
18. Today I = feel horrible... or didn't but now I do.
19. I wish = I didn't love him so much. This would be easier.

Random questions.
01. Is your hair wet?: No
02. Is your cell phone right by you?: Ye
03. Do you miss someone?: OH GOD! YES. And I never say God like that.
04. Are you wearing chap stick? No
05. Are you tired?: Im sure
06. Are you wearing pajamas?: Half...
07. Are you mad?: FURIOUS
08. Are you upset?: ENTIRELY
09. smoke? drink? No you idiot

Have You.
01. Recently done anything you regret?: Not said a better goodbye
02. Ever lied?: duh who hasnt
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk?: maybe once or twice
04. Ever kicked someone?: brother probably
05. Ever tripped over your own feet?: everyone has

Today
01. Have you cursed?: no, want to though.
02. Have you gotten mad at someone?: YES

Random
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?: OF COURSE
Q: Do you have any siblings?: 2
Q: Do you want children?: MHM
Q: Do you smile often?: Yeah. Not now though.
Q: Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: no
Q: Do you like your handwriting?: Not really. Only sometimes.
Q: Are your toenails painted?: Nope... weird!
Q: Are you a friendly person?: Mostly.
Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?: Mine?!
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: Black.
Q: last beverage: Juice.
Q: last phone call: Rick.
Q: last instant message: Rick.

July 1 CANADA DAY work 12-5 (time & a half :D) Steak w/ family
July 2 Ortho appointment, work til 7 BOUGHT $165 shirt at work for $9 xD
July 3 Work??, youth
July 4 Work
July 5 Work
July 6 Work??
July 7 Leave for Camping
July 8 Camping
July 9 Camping & Banff
July 10 Work
July 11 Leave for Michelle's Birthday Camping
July 12 Camping
July 13 Camping
July 14 Off YAY!!!
July 15 Work
July 16 Work
July 17 Work, Youth
July 18 Work
July 19 Work
July 20 Sunday, Rick & Family time?
July 21 Off! =D (hopefully)
July 22 Work
July 23 Work
July 24 Work
July 25 Work til 4? Gunderson's are over for the weekend! =D
July 26 Off.
July 27 Mommy finishes her walk. xD yay!
July 28 Off!
July 29 Work
July 30 Work
July 31 Work, Youth (4 Months)

August 1 Work til 4? Then leave for Camrose.
August 2 Chillin in Camrose for the weekend.
August 3 Dropping off Tyler at Camp.
August 4 LONG WEEKEND... but get Monday off anyways?!
August 5 Work
August 6 Work
August 7 Work, Youth
August 8 Work
August 9 Work
August 10 Sunday.
August 11 Off!
August 12 Work
August 13 Work
August 14 Work
August 15 Work
August 16 Work
August 17 Sunday
August 18 Off.
August 19 Work
August 20 Work
August 21 Work, Youth
August 22 Work
August 23 Work
August 24 Sunday.
August 25 Off
August 26 Work
August 27 Work
August 28 Work
August 29 Work, Youth
August 30 Work
August 31 Work (5 months)

School.... AND ALL I DID ALL SUMMER WAS WORK!

1.Grab the book nearest to you, page 18, line 4?
Abimelech got up early the next morning

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can what do you touch?
journal, notepad, table

4. Without looking guess what time it is.
12:47?

5. Now look a the clock. What is the actual time?
12:42

9. What are you wearing?
tanktop, shorts, sweater

10. What do you hate the most?
jealousy

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
paint, curtains, pictures

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Notebook

19. Do you like to dance?
Not really... maybe alone!


BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone? Yes!
2. Do you love someone? Yes!
3. Do you believe in love at first sight? No.
4. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? I think so.

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? No.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Dad.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yeah....
4. Is anyone mad at you? Dont think so.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name? Chantelle
2. What is your career plan for the future? Scientist (shh, no one knows)
3. What's your main goal in life? HEAVEN!
4. Do you want to have children? Yessums

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Nope. Probably never will happen.
2. If you won a million dollars what would your first thought be? Um? This is a joke.
3. If you could have anything right now what would it be? Complete honesty in everything that exists

GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower the drinking age? RAISE IT!
2. Abortion? Is complicated. But wrong.
3. War? Murder is legal?
4. Global Warming? Conspiracy

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today? 1
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? white, green, orange, pink, blue and brown stripes
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday? wash my face
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? bruises
Q: Do you own a camera phone? Yee

GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? Talkin to boy on msn
2. What are you going to eat? Nothing... i ate already
3. Where are you going to be at 2:00am? in beddd

BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW
1. Tomorrow is? Thursday
2. Are you looking forward to it? Yeh
3. Are you going to laugh? Think so.
4. Who are you going to be with? Boy. And youth.
5. Are you single or taken? Taken
6. Do you want to change that? Never
7. Do you have a crush? YES
9. Are you happy with life at the moment? For the most part