WHY DOES THE SUN HAVE TO FUCKING SUCK SO MUCH!!!!! damnit and it's stupid burning of the human flesh.... grrrr i hate it sooo much... i now officially like the rain more because it gives me incentive to stay in bed all day and not move....with the sun i'm all like ohhh it's a pretty day i should go out side.. and regardless of sunscreen i still get burnt...... FUCK!

Wow so, maybe i should make a regular habit of randomly posting something each day... before i graduated my librarian mr.bailey told me to keep writing everyday even if its just something little, well of course i didn't do that, but i'm trying to start again. this is kinda like writing right since it like comes from my head and all lol. if not oh well i guess i will have to go back to the old fashioned way, with a pencil and a piece of paper haha.

So i've only been up for two hours watching my baby cousin and all ready i'm wired on coffee (and i normally don't drink coffee) and him and i have the music cranked up. go three days grace at 10 am lol. see my grandpa died yesterday and my uncle aunt and mom all decided to go to merritt today to get his truck because they collectivly decided its time my mom has a veichle and learns to drive. lol. so i end up babysitting this morning, and than i gotta babysit at 4 for someone else until like 9, and than i will probably either end up at scruffys to chill wit him and nathan tonight or i will end up at the bar with fluffy for some dancing so there is no sleep for me lol. it will be a long weekend lol. i have to babysit tomorrow again and be up early to help tara decorate for deannas 5th birthday party tomorrow.and than on sunday i'm watching VENGENCE at taras! w00t w00t, the return of DEGENERATION X!!!!!(DX).

i'm gonna get my l soon, if scruffy can do it so can i lol. i wanna drive. plus if i wanna do the diva thing i need it lol.

anyways i'm done typing right now. lol.

yeah i love writing random crap. hahaha especially shit that makes no sence. lol. like this. w00t w00t.
peace!

I used to think i had no shame b/c i'm still young.... yeah no that's not why... it's b/c pinkshoelace is one of my best's.
yeah her and i have absoloutely no shame when we are togher. wow haha i figured that one out today. and i don't think oodles helps it. haha CHS WIFE!!! CHS!!!!

I'm a dork and i luvvvvvv it. lol. crystal don't worry i luv u i didn't mean to forget u on the list. yup work is hell and i work too much. hahaha.

KAHLEY I WANT MY PIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where is my pie!
*tear* how long does a person gotta wait for a sweet sweet piece of pie... haha.. i'm a loser. I'm the first one to admit it and probably not the last. lol.

yup, this is me being bored, lalala <----i feel like that guy right there.
Sunday night and nothing but cartoons.. meh can't complain really but oh well. lol.
but ya i should make cookies... *pats self on back for good idea*
ok off to see if i have the things to make cookies. lol.

I know with me it's i want i want i want. but i just decided that i wanted a blog too... i felt left out, and i don't know why. lol. but yup here it is... my blogging thing... i'm tired from a big lack of sleep... stupid f**king ppl... wake me up... grrr. oh well. lol...
I'm working ton a big party for kealys b-day.... HAPPY 14th on friday hon!!! lol.... i lub u. (kealy is one of my good friends)