hey, im meggie


Im no ordinary girl, im original. I love the feeling of fear because that’s the only excitement in my life. The things I love to do when im at home bored: write my music, play my guitar/ keyboard, and draw. Wanna know more send me a message and I’ll tell you if I want to talk to you.



These are some of my songs i wrote:

Sorry baby

I know that your right baby
But I’m sorry................
I cant include somebody,
whose turned their back on me

Once is enough it's all I need
I can't hold on any longer I’m about to fall on my knees
I spilled my heart out to this guy I once loved
Yet he didn't reply it makes me want to die

now you want me back baby
Who do you think I am?
I’m not your playboy bunny
I’m not your sugar honey
you cant just use me like……… money

don’t play with my heart then toss me aside
I'm not your play toy
stop killing me inside
Come on just drop it boy

Stop messing with my heart
You’ve stab me so deep
I'm falling apart
You’re a nightmare in my sleep

I’m not your playboy bunny
I’m not your sugar honey
you cant just use me like……… money
You’ve made me bleed

You don’t realize my pain
You’re a devil in this world
Cant u ever use your brain
We’re going around in a twirl

I don’t want to hear your whimper
Your cry is making me annoyed
I cant stop hearing your whisper
My temptation is your joy

I’m sorry baby
But you’re not the guy for me
So just find somebody else
And just let it be

Let it be, cause
I’m not your playboy bunny
I’m not your sugar honey
You can’t just use me like………. Money
I’m sorry baby……

Life’s a lie

We are all living in a world of lies
A farce and a pigment that we can improvise
A feeling of existence, blind our eyes
And now it made us realized
All these years my head held high
For the brake of another persistence
Of another lie…….

My shadow fell behind leaving no trace
The only thing I have is my soul embraced
Though it hurts…life isn’t long
The sunset’s on its way

And the moonlight sets my heart apart
Leaving me here all alone in the dark
Would you cover up my eyes ….
to mend my wound inside?
Concede my sense my pain is unbreakable (not quite done yet)


This is my latest creation!!

Just Isolate Me


This life I’m living in
Is it reality?

There’s something burning in here
But why do I still feel cold?
Is there a sheet separating us
Take it down, I’m immobilized

Can’t u hear me
Don’t turn your back don’t walk away
U can’t just leave me trapped in here
And paralyzed….

is there a mirror reflecting the past I use to know
I try to turn away
But im surrounded with what went before
Ahhhhhhh….


Now that you’re gone I won’t be afraid
To let go

Well u forgive me
didn’t want to be herd,
don’t want to be known
No more
Just Isolate me
In a place no one knows
Ahhhhhhhhhh….

Please please don’t try to find me
A world of no desires you’ve set me free
This broken heart stabbing inside of me as it beats
A rhythm that will soon be lost

Light heat lying beside me but I can’t touch
Im still breathing but on body knows
Why am I frozen inside
Feelings emotion all packed away
A path to suicide

Please please don’t try to find me
I’m braking free
My heart is sooth, the rhythm is lost
Don’t need to be herd
don’t need to be known
I’m isolated in a place no one knows


Hey i know my songs arent the greatest and some arent quite done so if you have any suggestions i'll be glad to hear them.



just a little note: i can be difficult sometimes, why...... well sometimes i feel like a dirty devil (sexy, ready for some luv, craving for some action), an angel (sweet, loveable, cuddily...u name it), or a devil (angery, wanting to kick some ass) u'll never know just be prepared.

chatting, sports, hanging out with friends, parties and the one thing i can't live without music.... evenescence, sirenia, 12 stone, korn my chemical romance and many more, just ask






my fav quots:
It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak. All you do is smile, and it can make my day and that's how I remember my reasons for loving you.














26 ways to make me smile:

1. Tell me im wonderful, amazing.... not hott, fine or sexy. even beautiful got overused.
2. Hold my hand at any moment even if it's just for a second.
3. Kiss me on the forehead.
4. Leave me voice messages or emails to wake up to.
5. Always tell me you love me at any and all times.
6. When i'm upset hold me tight and tell me how much i mean to you.
7. Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.
8. Sing to me no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. Let me sit on your lap
10. Write me songs, comic, notes just write to me
11. Introduce me to family and friends as your girlfriend.
12. Play with my hair.
13. Pick me up, tickle me and play-wrestling. (i'll always win, and u know it )
14. Sit in the park push me on a swing and just talk to me.
15. Tell me funny jokes, tell me stupid jokes, just tell me jokes.
16. Throw pebbles at me window in the middle of the night just because you missed me.
17. Let me fall asleep in your arms.
18. Draw me pictures
19. lend me a shoulder when i'm depressed.
20. Give me piggyback rides.
21. Bring me flowers.
22. Treat me the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
23. Look me in the eyes and smile.
24. Share your feelings with me tell me things i dont know
25. Slow dance with me, even if there isn't any music playing.
26. Kiss me in the rain.

i hate:
ppl who thinks they're all that but aren't
whiners
sluts
liars
drugs...except for marijuana
ppl who dont know when to shut up